Also a good time to mention that I found out today I'm actually allergic allergic to tobacco/vaping products, the only reason why I don't react that much most of the time is because it's outside and I get the heck away.
It's not all that surprising since I knew it was there and just didn't want to test the severity. Oh well.
The good news is that the allergy isn't severe enough to cause complete anaphylaxis (: only partial along with temporary blindness due to vision blacking out and loss of voluntary respiratory control. Plus I get very cool bloodred sclera that freaked my coworkers out.
Anyways shoutout to people who keep smoking in smoke-free areas lol. I hope they experience breathing issues at least 3 times the amount of what they inflict on others. And double that if they throw the cigarette butts onto the ground after being told that other people have asthma and that is why they're not allowed to smoke in that area

In any case, that doggo was so so cute. I'm still gushing about it lol.

-Galaxian-

Born to finish one art piece, forced to AAJFJSFJSJAAA (<-- what it feels like rn)

-Galaxian-

In retrospect it's sort of funny how Soul of Gold seems like a swell spinoff
Like at least the Gold Saints were in-character and actually drawn rather than plastic toy models.
Okay so maybe they were just one step away from toy models, but the God Cloths had good designs imo. There was actual effort. Though maybe everyone didn't need wings...who am I kidding, of course they needed wings. They needed to beat up Loki 

Guess what AU my mind wants to hyperfixate on lol

-Galaxian-

I need to organize relationship circles better in my head
I start thinking beyond the usual rings and then my brain implodes like overheated karlach.

I will endure it just to friendship Mitsuharu with a bunch of people for no reason
Also love Eugen, they're fun to think about in this aspect too. Even though idk what they're doing.
And shoutout to the Gangsta friends lol

Me trying not to think about F/DA (help help help I love Saber so much lol)

-Galaxian-

It's that sort of night again where I'm fine for half an hour just doing work and then I just want to throw up for no reason. And then I'm fine again

I want to do fun things (ADHD screening coming up tomorrow, so ready to feel like an amogus impostor lol)

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion wrote:

Funny Galaxian trivia: I was reading "carbocation" wrong for like a month
I really said "carbo-cay-shun"
I love English. THEY SHOULD HAVE ADDED A HYPHEN--

-Galaxian-

 
IT'S NOT PRONOUNCED THAT WAY???

Belated happy Halloween to everyone. Very spooky

So anyways, y'all wanna guess what I got from that screening
Hint hint, the result was within expectations.

So anyways, apparently because I don't have significant problems with performance on the surface, like bad grades or behavioral/drinking issues that affect work/personal relationships, it "could go either way" as to whether I have ADHD or not? But judging from the look of things, I think we're leaning toward the usual outcome lol.
In my personal opinion, the logic there is kinda iffy, but ig that's just healthcare in this country for you. If it ain't showing on the surface too much, then you're kinda screwed. 
The most interesting thing that I heard was that it "might be dissociation", but I feel like I'm pretty aware of what's going on and retain everything from when I zone out. Plus, it doesn't happen when I'm stressed, it just happens randomly.  
So basically, maybe I need to make up more problems with you guys with my limited attention span /j. I tried to emphasize how screwed I would be if I didn't overcompensate for everything in school/work/life, but I guess that just doesn't matter as much since lack of other issues...?
I do have to say that beyond maybe making my mind a bit more at ease, a diagnosis doesn't help me all that much. I don't want to take any medications and I compensate for a lot of things already, so even though the extra anxiety/stress is there, I pretty much know how to operate.
Is my way of operating very good? No, but it works, mostly. And hopefully next semester, being able to sleep in some days will help more too.  
So that's that. Maybe there'll be another appointment in the future, but it just looks like the usual spiel. I do appreciate the person I met today since she was a lot more patient than people in psychology/social work I've met in the past, plus assessing other people is very hard. Idk tho.

I do feel like if I continue to go undiagnosed in the end, it'd be annoying for me to keep on stressing some behaviors of mine might or might not be connected to ADHD. So, I'll probably start phasing that out, though most probably, I will keep complaining about those behaviors and their consequences.

A non-update? Yeah...there we go.

-Galaxian-

Btw I feel like if I had drinking/drug use issues, I would probably need counseling for that a lot more than I would need the ADHD screening. 

Anyways, that's enough of that. I want to think about other things.
Like the SS AU! I just realized that Sistema and Lucille are literally the Seafood Duo (Deathmask and Aphrodite)'s counterparts, so that got me thinking on other equivalents.

The Aries and the Taurus are friends, which is neat. (I think they're friends, nothing is confirmed canonically. But I think they are. I want them to be. Pleasseee.)
The Gemini does have connections to the Cancer, Pisces, and Capricorn. Add in Aquarius if you want ig. I wouldn't say that the Aquarius, Capricorn, and Gemini are a trio, though.
The Aquarius and Scorpio are friends. Yay! But actually this just happens with my characters lol.
I like to imagine the Leo and Sagittarius have a bit of connection, but I don't think it's sibling-like at all (in terms of Aiolos and Aiolia, obviously)
The Cancer likes both of the Pisces (probably closer to Lucille tho, and idk how close they are). She and the Aries do not have beef with each other
I wouldn't call it beef, but the Leo kinda ignores the Scorpio multiversally /hj
The Libra and Aries are friends. And the Libra and Taurus are (supposed to be) friends.

All this is just me bullcrapping and cheating massively because a lot of the Gold Saints are friends with each other.

-Galaxian-

"Just because you went down the wrong path doesn't mean you're wrong for making the choice to go down the wrong path" is some of the worst logic I have seen in Fate
Like yeah it might be okay in a whitewashed context for the character it's discussing (and I get what it means--"intention is more important than consequence," "the journey is more important than the endpoint," blah blah, pretend I don't disagree with the former as well), but maybe we shouldn't have generalized these platitudes lol lmiao the WWII memes are coming

-Galaxian-

I keep getting kinda destroyed by my politics prof's comments on my writing :skull:
Like bro I agree, I agree. Lmiao

-Galaxian-

I don't have a favorite Linkin Park song, but I definitely have a favorite album, which is pretty funny since I don't think I've made that distinction for any other band
It's just too obvious even to myself. lol

-Galaxian-

We're also gonna ignore that I was as mean as possible toward her (pulled out the canon team [Jiang Ziya while maximizing the usage of Ptolemy and Sugitani] along with Lanling Wang, and Percival for the giggles)
I accidentally got Shinsaku pwned, but older Ptolemy going out was technically lore-accurate. I think. I didn't have enough spaces to fit everyone, you see.
You get Guts! I get Guts! Everyone gets Guts! (My Servants' HP was usually hanging on by the skin of my teeth)

You hurt Asterios, I hurt you.

-Galaxian-

Got cursed with the new knowledge that we get evaluated by customers and we can access those survey results online
Immediately got pwned with someone who gave me a 2 as my first review, but actually I was very nice to them (apparently), it's just stuff is too expensive
I agree that stuff is too expensive, but I've laughed for half an hour now. I can't. Literally lol

Also got someone who ranted about anyone other than me in paragraphs. Also gave me a really good laughter episode.

Anyways, we're good. I will probably ignore this knowledge for a good while now, but it's good to know. It's kinda like free laughter fuel that's gonna go away immediately with the first genuine bad review so I'm gonna treasure this while I have it

-Galaxian- 

Guess who decided to come 9 days before I got all his shards. 
C'mere, you. (*squishes his face like a cat*)

Also Hades Alone's dialogue really is "It's a promise, Tenma." Bro lmiao your sister is here

-Galaxian-

Me summoning all the Gold Saints and doing Nothing with them
Updated roster:
All versions of Mu, Aldebaran...Saga only has one form (so far, God Cloth him is gonna be a cash grab but they're gonna add in everyone's teacher before they add him /hj, ig the Pope counts but uhhh), Kanon also has one form and his funny traitor form (he's gonna debut somewhat in Saga's animations and it's going to destroy us), normal Deathmask, both Aiolia versions, all Shaka versions (normal, God Cloth, Arayashiki), normal Dohko and his skins, all versions of Milo, all versions of Aiolos, all versions of Shura plus some, all versions of Camus, and normal/God Cloth Aphrodite (gonna beg for Surplice shards)
Also have all versions of Shion, unless LC him and LC Dohko have a separate form that I'm not aware of
So basically I'm missing: Surplice Deathmask, God Cloth Deathmask, God Cloth Dohko, Surplice Aphrodite, and ig the Gold AE trio but that's just...sad lol

No significant changes to the ND and LC roster that I can remember. I'm looking to nab Asmita sometime but I don't log in enough to get him on time through shards
Both versions of Deathmask and Dohko will just have to come to me when they're ready, which isn't any different from literally everyone else so I don't mind. 
I wonder why they don't come (*makes fun of them every waking hour /j*)

-Galaxian-