Tbh I need to draw Iollan more
I think his hair intimidates me xD

Also just realized Ambryll's prototype looks slightly like Iollan
This is not okay,,,

-Galaxian-

Wait nvm I did draw him once after that, and iirc I failed on depicting his hair

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Mood

F/GO's Gao Changgong, being an enemy: You are so eager to behold my true appearance?
Wiley: No, I'm really not
Changgong: Then very well. 
Wiley, quaking in his boots: No--
Changgong, starting to take off this mask: Behold this acc--
Wiley, screaming as he runs off the field: NONONONO, I REFUSE TO BE DEBUFFED, NOT TODAY, NOT EVER--
Changgong, in the middle of both taking off his mask and executing his Noble Phantasm, watching Wiley run off:

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Manifested my fears into reality
I think they're valid.

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Thank the gods that this community is so chill tbh. I'm pretty sure in another one looking at a certain server here hello where I used they/them for Ambryll and then implied that they're cisgender would've sparked controversy of some sort.

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We are so close. By "we" I mean "I," and by "so close" I mean kinda close. To finishing archiving the bookmarks, I mean. Lol.

-Galaxian-

Maturity is such an interesting theme for me. It sometimes feels like it's really different for me compared to others, who seem to really want to throw their past selves behind or just don't care that much for those younger selves.
Watching others feels like watching them change while I myself go in loops. It's like...I dunno, how do I describe it? I'm like a planet that only spins on its axis, never around another celestial body. Meanwhile, as I spin, I watch other planets spin around their stars, until their orbit changes and they go orbit around other stars. Meanwhile, I'm still in around the same place, near the same solar systems and same stars.
Does that sound poetic? I'm not sure, but I like that description.

-Galaxian-

I feel like even in fiction it's harder to be female. Or at least in certain fandoms
If you're kind, they call you a Mary Sue
They somehow like you more if you have things like a penchant for violence and sadism
You gotta be pretty, and apparently in specific ways because I have seen so much criticism over a specific type of cute too
If you slightly repeat a personality trope you're called cliched

Meanwhile people seem to be fine with guys who are kind in general. At least, they don't seem to criticize so much of that from what I've seen. And there seems to be more tolerance for their designs too, excluding the "boring design" critique obviously (where the male protagonist has black hair and a generic face)

Tbh I find it ironic that people more often bash the characters who are more ordinary because that's technically who's supposed to be more relatable

-Galaxian-

How tall would Shouhei be if he grew up?
Rai actually didn't make fun of him being shorter when they were younger
Tbh Rai expected Shouhei to be the taller one
So essentially he was nice to his brother because of foresight. Neat.

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Realizing I can't do my usual "Oh yeah I'll bookmark this to look at it later" thing because I cleared all my bookmarks
Paiinnnn

-Galaxian-

Lol there are like 4 threads that make me struggle POVing, not to mention there are more I did respond to but I can't remember numbers well
Ahhhhhhh
Also I like how I forget what I want to do lol

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I realized that I can't access my character info archive during the summer
Oh, the pain.
Lol well at least it's not like I'd get work done anyways, I sleep for 75% of the summer

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Second thing. My weird opinions, lol. I've realized that my views of bodily...components would actually be correlated to gender dysphoria in some others' views. But I've done a lot of self-reflecting in advance, and I know it's not that. It's actually the fact that I think those bodily components are ugly and unneeded (for me personally, lol). It'd be the same case if I were the opposite gender, I'm pretty sure, on the gender spectrum. But it's not like I really care, either. 
Then again, gender for me is weird, because it literally doesn't matter. It doesn't impact how I act or look or anything. I just do what I like. So I feel like my views of gender probably impact how I show it for characters still. It might not be the most horrible thing, but I don't think it's a good thing either.
So essentially the actual reasoning is because other than certain parts of the human appearance (that all people have), I generally think of human anatomy as pretty ugly and not worth considering. Yay? I mean, it's a pretty lazy way of thinking of things, right? So all the easier for me, who's lazy.
It's been this way since I was a toddler lol. When I was a toddler, there was like 0 anatomy difference between any characters (physique differences did exist, but I sucked at drawing even more than the present, so you couldn't tell). Because I hated anatomy of any sex. Lol. I especially hated the chests of women for some reason. I still have a bit of that opinion lol, and it's not really helpful if I want to improve on drawing anatomy for obvious reasons. I mean, I still try to cover anywhere I can, excluding arms, hands, bottom portions of legs, and feet, obviously. But I don't like feet much, either, so,,, yeahhhh. It has nothing to do with conventional thinking that people need to cover more of their body. It just has to do with me liking clothing more than muscles and skin. 
Tbh, I should've just kept on drawing stick figures if that was how I wanted to be. I drew good stick figures lol

-Galaxian-

Mostly I find it interesting to think what their reincarnated selves would look like
I know what Rai looks like lol
Hitan wouldn't be a human there. Helge isn't shipped in the technical sense so lol
I have absolutely no idea what Anima would look like (she wouldn't be a human there but since I talked about Rai she's a must-mention obviously)
And yeahhhhh

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