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sjfhsjgh Idk where to ask this question so imma just slap this on my homethread and hope for the best...
right uhhhhh I wanna read the CD arc but um where should I start?
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Even my therapist thinks I have ADHD...maybe I should go get it diagnosed.
I just don't wanna self-diagnose because I don't wanna like use it as a crutch for lacking in school cause... I donno, like the main reason why I don't have amazing grades is because I can't focus so I would turn work in late or not be able to finish that piece of reading we have to do, and my therapist has been suspecting that's due to ADHD but also idk. I feel like if I just tried harder I'd be able to focus like the other kids and get my work done. It's not that I don't understand the material, I just can't focus long enough to figure out what to do with said material and if ADHD is the cause of that then I feel like I'm just making it a scapegoat for me lacking in class. My therapist said that if I have it then I have it and no amount of me denying it would change that, that if ADHD was the reason for why I'm so restless all the time and why I can't focus then there's no use denying it. Which is true but- I just... I'm not sure, mom always just said I needed to try harder to focus and then I would be able to stay on top of my work and I suppose she has a point. I mean everyone else is doing fine right? They all seem to be doing just fine with controlling themselves so maybe I'm just not trying hard enough. Gosh this is turning into a rant isn't it. Haha...
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If you are wanting to start reading the CD arc, you'd have to go back to the original forms, which you know, isn't around anymore.
Hm. If you think you aren't trying hard enough, go ahead and try harder, I say.
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The CD arc started waaaaay back in the first forums, so the original info has been lost and just lives on in the memory of the participants. But I think that Time and I could tell you what happened (if you want, ofc), Marsh!
Well, I can say I relate to the "not being able to focus" and "if only...trying harder" things. I wouldn't be able to say for sure if you have ADHD or not (and it's better to not self-diagnose anyways. Please go see an specialist if you're able to.)
And if you do have ADHD, then it's absolutely nothing to be ashamed of! Just knowing that you're trying hard enough should be good, y'know! It means that you're willing to do effort to be better than you are already :>.I'm terrible at offering support so um I hope this was helpful at least a little bit! Anyways, please know that I'll (we'll) be here to read your posts whenever you feel you need to post important stuff like that.
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nsdfhsghs a summary of the events would be much appreciated...as well as an estimation of the amount of casualties (npc and non npc casualties) that the war caused... it's for research purposes
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I wasn't around for most of the plot lol, but I feel like saying that it's improbable that an accurate estimate of casualties can be made lol. Mostly because murders in Forengard happen on high frequency in general, in mass murder numbers if deities are involved, and a bunch of not-roleplayed events also happen; not to mention, NPCs may not be roleplayed even in threads and Forengard's population itself hasn't really been debated, etc., all of which means the casualty number is at an inestimable number of a lot.
-Galaxian-
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ah I see...hmmmmmmmm ideas ideas....
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I'll try to type up a summary then. Will you want it here or through PM? Maybe Time can help too xD he was active in the plot as well, and there's parts in which he's been more active than I was.
And idk about casualties. Just that there were a lot lol and also many more behind the scenes of threads.
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uhhhhhhhhhh honestly here or PM both work for me so whichever one you're most comfortable with
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Yeah, and same with spec, they were more active in other things than I was.
With casualties, I know it was a fact that it was a lot. A LOT. Apparently, Senshei went on a large mortal killing spree, MJ noted that took out a large chunk of the Forengard population, though idk too much on this.
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^ Note that Senshei and MJ were/are POVed by the same person, so figures might be exaggerated lol, as all roleplayers tend to do when they want to make something seem very important
-Galaxian-
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dhfghdgsg understandable
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Did you know Time holds the record for killing the most seitieds? Enough to create a large pile of them. Whereupon a single one was able to take out a deity alone? Do you know he also made the cure for seitied poison?
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:0 Time smart boi
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seitied more like sustied 😳
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Get joke with Galaxian saying people trying to make their character important
Though that's actually true though
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dsfhsgsh well I mean like having a character who's important in the rp means you get more interactions so yeah...
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I think it's the other way around
The more interactions you get the more prominent and developed a character becomes. People also care about them more and more
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ohhhhhhhh yeah that also makes sense
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I've tweeted about how pretty barbara is at least three times this week...I should go touch grass
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thinking sucks, I don't wanna think
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I'm in a constant state of "I wanna join and ARG bc it sounds fun" and "Bruh you don't even have your life together and now you wanna do something that you know will take up alllll of your time and brainpower?"
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also uh just watched both Inside a Mind's videos on the "I am Sofie" ARG and I know I'm not going to sleep tonight...at least the vids were very interesting. It's one of the more gore-y ARGs so yeah....
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social interactions for me is constantly like "I should talk to this person so they don't think I hate them" and "I shouldn't bother that same person because they probably hate me since I'm so annoying and clingy"
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I feel like haven't done anything productive for a week (even though I have). Idk it just feels like I've been vibing to music for an entire week even though obviously I've done productive things, worked on art and finally turned on that essay I've been putting off to the side, I've been working on two new forms for the rp and I've been sketching a lot too just so my anatomy skills don't get rusty. I've been relatively productive so why do I still feel guilty for just vibing???
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AJR has the best music I swear
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nothing beats Cavetown though
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I have been blessed with knowing what my gender is today, thank whoever tf is controlling that, one day of mercy...
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I just want...c6 barbara...please mihoeyo, please stop giving me xiangling, I almost have her max const
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"how did you know I was queer?"
"you had this song on loop for at least two hours now..."