Even my therapist thinks I have ADHD...maybe I should go get it diagnosed.
I just don't wanna self-diagnose because I don't wanna like use it as a crutch for lacking in school cause... I donno, like the main reason why I don't have amazing grades is because I can't focus so I would turn work in late or not be able to finish that piece of reading we have to do, and my therapist has been suspecting that's due to ADHD but also idk. I feel like if I just tried harder I'd be able to focus like the other kids and get my work done. It's not that I don't understand the material, I just can't focus long enough to figure out what to do with said material and if ADHD is the cause of that then I feel like I'm just making it a scapegoat for me lacking in class. My therapist said that if I have it then I have it and no amount of me denying it would change that, that if ADHD was the reason for why I'm so restless all the time and why I can't focus then there's no use denying it. Which is true but- I just... I'm not sure, mom always just said I needed to try harder to focus and then I would be able to stay on top of my work and I suppose she has a point. I mean everyone else is doing fine right? They all seem to be doing just fine with controlling themselves so maybe I'm just not trying hard enough. Gosh this is turning into a rant isn't it. Haha...

The CD arc started waaaaay back in the first forums, so the original info has been lost and just lives on in the memory of the participants. But I think that Time and I could tell you what happened (if you want, ofc), Marsh!

Well, I can say I relate to the "not being able to focus" and "if only...trying harder" things. I wouldn't be able to say for sure if you have ADHD or not (and it's better to not self-diagnose anyways. Please go see an specialist if you're able to.)
And if you do have ADHD, then it's absolutely nothing to be ashamed of! Just knowing that you're trying hard enough should be good, y'know! It means that you're willing to do effort to be better than you are already :>.
I'm terrible at offering support so um I hope this was helpful at least a little bit! Anyways, please know that I'll (we'll) be here to read your posts whenever you feel you need to post important stuff like that.

I wasn't around for most of the plot lol, but I feel like saying that it's improbable that an accurate estimate of casualties can be made lol. Mostly because murders in Forengard happen on high frequency in general, in mass murder numbers if deities are involved, and a bunch of not-roleplayed events also happen; not to mention, NPCs may not be roleplayed even in threads and Forengard's population itself hasn't really been debated, etc., all of which means the casualty number is at an inestimable number of a lot. 

-Galaxian-

I'll try to type up a summary then. Will you want it here or through PM? Maybe Time can help too xD he was active in the plot as well, and there's parts in which he's been more active than I was.

And idk about casualties. Just that there were a lot lol and also many more behind the scenes of threads.

Yeah, and same with spec, they were more active in other things than I was.

With casualties, I know it was a fact that it was a lot. A LOT. Apparently, Senshei went on a large mortal killing spree, MJ noted that took out a large chunk of the Forengard population, though idk too much on this.

dhfghdgsg understandable

:0 Time smart boi

Get joke with Galaxian saying people trying to make their character important

Though that's actually true though

I think it's the other way around

The more interactions you get the more prominent and developed a character becomes. People also care about them more and more

I've tweeted about how pretty barbara is at least three times this week...I should go touch grass

I'm in a constant state of "I wanna join and ARG bc it sounds fun" and "Bruh you don't even have your life together and now you wanna do something that you know will take up alllll of your time and brainpower?"

social interactions for me is constantly like "I should talk to this person so they don't think I hate them" and "I shouldn't bother that same person because they probably hate me since I'm so annoying and clingy"

AJR has the best music I swear

I have been blessed with knowing what my gender is today, thank whoever tf is controlling that, one day of mercy...

"how did you know I was queer?"

"you had this song on loop for at least two hours now..."