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Why am I listening to "Truth" again lol do I want emotional death
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Had a lil bit of a crisis when looking at some writing dated "12/24/25"
Idk how I even made that blunder.
Also my mood currently is,,, idk, it's not going very well and idk why even. I'm hungry 80% of the time I'm awake for no reason and feel terrible emotionally for legitimately no reason, and all the coping skills that usually work have turned off for some reason (????). Drawing, writing, singing, and daydreaming are not working at all and I really don't like it.
The only thing that sorta works is sleeping, but even then, the quality is weirdly low and I keep having nightmares (latter part is kinda my fault for looking up things and thinking)
I'm gonna chalk this to being burnout aftereffects, but honestly that sucks too ngl. I wanna think quality headcanons and all that. (But that's just making the emotional component 3 times worse lol)
Time to draw Sistema and maybe associated friend groups and hope that it'll sort out. If it doesn't I'll probably just dip again
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I hope you feel better soon TwT
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Thank you
I saw one Zuo Le skin and immediately folded lol
I swear there was no warning for this (ranged damage? what ranged damage, Logos?)
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Turns out I can fix it a little by either reading or doing extreme organization
The annoying thing is that reading is the only one that actually works, because as soon as I'm done with organizing anything, I go straight back to feeling like I'm good for nothing and get nothing done lol. And my eyes hurt from overusing them over the semester
Also, there was so much organization that I left for now-me ("future me" back then, ig) that my Google Drive hates me lol
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I love IS (for some reason my temporarily recruited Puzzle soloed like half of the difficult enemies on most stages) (the reason is relics)
So it turns out Agents do really well in IS 6 lol.
You could say they do really well in thIS...
I think I saw Rai's eyebrow jump. Okay, I'll stop.
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Puzzle and Cantabile are around the same level in my RI, and I honestly love them about the same, but I have to choose Cantabile to E2 first because of angstier backstory.
Also Puzzle needs to figure out how to be more reasonable about his own Infection
In my defence, Puzzle gets enough love from his artist who not only drew him in a maid outfit but then put that art in front of official art background coping about it
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You might think this is a weird picture to be sharing on Christmas, but I don't think so.
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I like people with purple eyes and. hair
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Ulpianus in his E2 promotion: If there truly is a creator of all things, then it should be the one to suffer the plagues who torment us.
-Galaxian-Me, the Doctor: (*nervous laughter*) You are so right!
He says "You're connected to all this. I need you to recall, Doctor." too lol he has an inkling. He will know. Eventually.
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Actually, Puzzle and Ulpianus would probably get along really well
They think in very similar ways ngl.
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You might think this is a weird picture to be sharing on Christmas, but I don't think so.
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He said, "Doctor, my public activity within Rhodes Island is better kept on a minimal end" and then left lol
What "public activity" :')
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Dying at the thought of any one of my Servant characters Rider going out and immediately getting pwned by "wow, cool costume! Who are you cosplaying?"
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Also Sunny and Archer kinda fused
EE rank luck
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Funniest fact about Rensa is that he is parentless so that backstory-wise he doesn't get married out auction-style
This is sort of a joke, the actual reason why he's not married out is because he's so aro/ace that his aura of unmarrieable emanates out for miles
His aura is such that every time I even try to joke to myself that he looks sort of like a male lead for one of those historical dramas, I get auto-parried
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It's one week after the start of break and lo and behold, I feel much better now lol
Ofc I have to go to work tomorrow but it is what it is :')
Mostly ":')" about it because I know a certain person will be there
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I was gonna make a joke about Helge being undrawable, but my mind literally started rapping "Settle into Ash",,, idk lol
Time to run off to bed before I head to work with sleep deprivation, giving people ins to my very obvious weaknesses
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Ambryll try not to outdo everyone else in terms of style: Impossible
Also the moment I learn how to draw feminine people I'm dosing Ambryll and Saber with a healthy dosage lol. These people look too masculine (I don't even draw particularly masculine people. What am I on.)
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ME WHEN THE EMBERS SETTLE INTO THE ASH, REFUSE TO BREAK, TO BEND, LOOK BACK
IT'S ONLY CONSEQUENCESSSSS
Btw this is the screenshot of someone who sucks at IS lol
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Btw the stubbornness to clear this difficulty was because I didn't want 12,000 EXP to go to waste lol
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I love Hoederer but btw I love you too Contrail, I will raise you when I can
This IS teaching me that I need to promote more lower rarity operators (/j, I knew this already)
I had three Supporters in that run, and it was kinda funny how they ranged from Raidian to Tragodia to Virtuosa like ???? Supporters are not a very sane group lol it's just the Supporters I choose to promote actually
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We have a French guy, a Russian woman, and ...yeah Virtuosa's ethnicity is just "criminal". And then you look at the diversity in their EPs...
"Are you used to thinking your secrets aren't see-through? --- Let your heart speak up! (dadada)"
to
"A fragile thing to brave the water / The dawn will meet it there with honor / My little paper boat, don't be afraid / No wave can turn the course you sail"
to
"Don't think you're immune to a falling action --- if you want a denouement I can MAKE IT HAPPEN"
Tragodia's EP is really worming into my head lol (also the cause of half my insomnia last night :') clearly I've learnt no lessons)
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Stainless is such a funny and wholesome guy lol I adore him
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Funny status of my YouTube feed is that on one end I have "ALL!!" from Arknights' April Fools, and then immediately I have "Nothing and Everything" by the band RED
So I get the experience of gambling the song and then emotional devastation
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Speaking of which, I just found this spectacular fan animation
It preserves the extremely funny vibe but also is a very valid PSA (I love fan animations)
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I randomly got good at Arknights
Actually, I just figured out how to use OP Guards better.
Just solo Yi with Hoederer S3 and then have Ulpianus tank every single thing on the left lol. I love my Crusher Guards
Btw in this run, I got Cannot wanting me to repay my debt to him which, combined with the video in the post above, was extremely creepy (my first time seeing this Encounter too)
The happy news is that I'd saved what I borrowed, so I just ended up paying it back. Or else I think we'd have to fight
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Love William and Victor's friendship vibe of "Chaos Incarnate"
Victor comes up with terrible ideas and William kinda just lets him go. They're kinda like a kite-flyer and the kite.
Meanwhile Alfons and Elbert have,,, something going on for sure (their relationship is genuinely really interesting and honestly imo the entire otome genre plot thing detracts from it)
Mentioning them in the same post because William and Victor have a friendship where William will give one vague warning, Victor will ignore it, and then William will look out the window afterward like "ohohoho this will be fun." with no concern at all
(Victor then comes back later with a time bomb around his neck idk.)
Meanwhile to Alfons' credit, he always saves Elbert's skin somehow (it's his redeeming quality)
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About to finish most of the routes in the game currently
I must say, I started off not sold on Jude and I ended up less sold by a margin, which is remarkable for a businessman.
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