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Time · November 9, 2023 21:10:56

how do you foam at the mouth positively??

Echowo · November 9, 2023 22:15:43

Whenever I see Hektor, I foam at the mouth (positive)

GalaxianExplosion · November 9, 2023 23:12:28

Time, you should've seen that answer coming from 2,200 miles away xD

-Galaxian-

Time · November 10, 2023 05:18:07

I really should have huh

Echowo · November 10, 2023 09:32:08

Hehe uwu <3

Echowo · November 13, 2023 01:29:39

Daily reminder that Hektor is beautiful and my husband

Anyway I got his extra attack level to 10 YIPPEE

Echowo · November 14, 2023 11:29:07

Sending curses to anyone who puts up Christmas trees BEFORE Thanksgiving. You are part of the problem

Basket Cat · November 14, 2023 13:46:10

Echowo wrote:
Sending curses to anyone who puts up Christmas trees BEFORE Thanksgiving. You are part of the problem

FINALLY SOMEONE SAID IT

Echowo · November 14, 2023 17:05:42

GALAXIAN IS THAT A CHRISTMAS TREE IN OUR THEME.

Echowo · November 14, 2023 17:05:58

Echowo wrote:
GALAXIAN IS THAT A CHRISTMAS TREE IN OUR THEME.

WHY HAST THOU FORSAKEN ME

SpecterTheGreat · November 14, 2023 17:17:51

Should've put up an image of a roast turkey instead

GalaxianExplosion · November 14, 2023 17:37:12

Echowo wrote:
GALAXIAN IS THAT A CHRISTMAS TREE IN OUR THEME.

Ahaha. Ahahaha! Yes, that's right. Face the consequences of your words. You have brought this upon yourself. Now. Now! Writhe in agony for what you have wrought! Curse my name until eternity! You will never be released from your suffering.

Echowo · November 15, 2023 12:48:54

I curse you, foul demon! You and your kin, for generations to come! May you fall! Fall and wither!

Echowo · November 16, 2023 23:30:41

Having homosexual thoughts, as per usual

Echowo · November 16, 2023 23:41:12

Echowo wrote:
Having homosexual thoughts, as per usual

You can take a pretty easy guess about who

Time · November 17, 2023 00:34:57

echo

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Echowo · November 17, 2023 09:01:36

HABDJANJXKA

Echowo · November 17, 2023 15:45:44

Because the dog jammed my pointer finger on my left hand, I can't really play guitar now TwT I have to wait for my hand ligaments or whatever to heal

Echowo · November 18, 2023 00:32:42

TECHNICALLY I could play, but it would be so much harder

Craving horchata SO BADLY, I'm going to scream

Echowo · November 18, 2023 00:34:03

Looking a pictures of horchata, trying to mentally drink it

Basket Cat · November 18, 2023 09:24:10

what is horchata

Echowo · November 18, 2023 14:11:08

Very specifically I want horchata de arroz

TwT

It's basically, like, really tasty rice water

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Echowo · November 21, 2023 02:48:49

*wearing V-neck shirt*
Would be a shame if. A hot Vampire bit me.

Echowo · November 26, 2023 21:49:42

Gods help me (wants to animate but doesn't want to experience animating)

Echowo · November 27, 2023 23:31:02

I was explaining my fascination with Hinduism and other religions and cultural stuff and my roommate looked at me and was like "It's the autism" and. I can't even be mad BECAUSE IT IS but damn you don't need to come into my home and describe the curtains so blatantly XD I see one (1) thing about other cultures and I'm foaming at the mouth (positive) and pulling out my notebook to write stuff down

Anyway I have also been obsessing with theater and music because. <3 hehe (is minoring in theater) and I really need to watch some Chinese operas at some point. I was going to do it over my break but I got too stressed TwT Chinese opera singing is SO GOOD and wnbdjqmxja. I also need to continue trying to learn a different type of music theory (can't remember what it is called but it's popular in India iirc)

Also I have finally read some of a translation and also listened to a different translation of "The Epic of Gilgamesh" and. Gilgamesh and Enkidu gay for each other frfr (I have been sobbing over them)

I wanna continue reading the Iliad too TwT

Echowo · November 28, 2023 02:02:29

The only problem with trying to read The Iliad again is that Everytime I see Hektor's name, I have to kick my feet, twirl my hair, and giggle a lil like a lovesick middle schooler

Echowo · November 28, 2023 02:05:44

Echowo wrote:
The only problem with trying to read The Iliad again is that Everytime I see Hektor's name, I have to kick my feet, twirl my hair, and giggle a lil like a lovesick middle schooler

You see. Another problem has raised. Because this is Not what someone who is mentally well would say. I literally make myself physically ill over him (and tbh The Iliad in general, it's so. AUGHHHABSBBDNAND WAHHHHH)

SO ANYWAY, obsessing over the one fact Galaxian gave me about Lan Ling and his little tea-pouring puppets. SOBBING, he deserves so much love

Echowo · December 4, 2023 14:56:56

Rant but.

Had the horrible realization earlier that the reason socializing is so stressful and gets me physically sick and so worn out is because I hyper analyze my own actions and the reactions of others so I can Make Everyone Like Me and Not Get Mad At Me to the point that it's tiring and. Hm. It's not really something I can stop because it's just something I do Constantly and Without Really Noticing so. Uh.

Great.

And like. Lowkey high-key I just want everyone to like me and stuff because I like having friends and acquaintances and it'll help me mentally to have more friends but it's so tiring and so much work and I kinda just wanna lay down

Curse warning

*points guns at anxiety and autism* WHICH ONE OF YOU BITCHES SHOULD I BLAME THIS TIME

Also I haven't been able to take my anxiety meds because I lost them over break so my anxiety has gotten so bad that I keep thinking people can legitimately read my mind or that I'm accidentally saying words instead of thinking them without realizing it. And also sometimes I keep thinking that Somehow I am projecting my thoughts into other people's minds and they all know it's me and are judging me or somehow everyone can hear my thoughts like they're being broadcasted through a speaker
Which isn't great because without my meds, my intrusive thoughts get really bad and. Obviously are uncontrollable. So I keep feeling really stressed about it and guilty. Which obviously ik those beliefs are. Technically very minor delusions that are brought to me due to my anxiety being really bad but like. :/ I Feel Bad and Very Anxious and Very Stressed about all of that even though Ik the thoughts aren't things i can control.
HOWEVER, I haven't had the anxiety thoughts fhat there's hidden cameras everywhere for a while (to the point that I have stopped checking the bathroom and the corners of my dorm room and I'm not nearly having panic attacks when I shower anymore) and my thoughts that Someone is watching me haven't happened as badly, to the point that I'm getting more comfortable with the windows being uncovered and opened. I think partly with having a dorm on the third floor really helped with that, plus having a roommate that I've known for years and trust very much has helped. Also the fear of someone breaking in has almost completely stopped, but I think it's because of the fact the dorms are very secure unlike my home

So kinda warning in case I have a breakdown or something? Or if I start acting weird or something?
I've been trying to remember to take my ADHD meds which also works as a mood stabilizer so it's not like I'm completely without meds or anything but like. Yea. Just in case. I suddenly just go off the walls or something

Also sorry for not replying to RPs, I've been stressed with essays but I think tonight maybe I can reply. My anxiety has just been bad and stuff so yea

Also I got depressed over break due to being misgendered but I've been feeling a bit better since I got back. Ik it's been about a couple weeks technically since break but it hurt really much. Idk how I will survive the literal month they give us for winter break

Echowo · December 4, 2023 15:03:44

Also btw if you are having those sort of anxiety thoughts like I do, those are not normal and see a therapist if you can because. Those are delusions and are very hard to cope with. Especially see a therapist about them if your family has a history of schizophrenia, OCD, anxiety, ECT ECT and so on and so forth

I personally don't have time to see a therapist due to school and Improv and also trying to work out. Also I'm still very socially inept and it takes me a long time to gather up the courage to just go eat in the dining hall alone because my anxiety stresses me out so much, so I'm still trying to figure out a way to see one of the medical professionals on campus in a way that would fit with my schedule but also not stress me so much that I skip out on it

Ishmael · December 5, 2023 03:36:41

(*highfives in anxiety/autism/adhd*)

Hey, you're not alone in that! I have them mostly managed now (I say mostly, they are still a daily occurrence and they Suck A Lot but they no longer derail me to the point of being unable to function). My freshman year of college I had a really hard time eating alone because I was convinced everyone was looking at me and talking about me behind my back or making fun of me. I ended up timing my eating to when I knew one or more of my friends would be there but then I had to deal with my thing of "oh my god everyone at this table is secretly judging the what I'm eating/how I'm eating and they actually all hate me". I'm still working on that one, admittedly.

My unsolicited advice is that depending on your preferences and availability, your campus might offer virtual sessions for healthcare! I'm in a very small campus so the way I operate may be much different to yours, but getting into therapy sessions can get crazy during finals/new semester and they might slap you on a waitlist. When I finally got matched with someone I made sure to keep a consistent schedule with her, not just when I felt like I needed support. This took a lot of the pressure off for me personally and I had a connection to her (this is something really important to me, it usually takes me several months to warm up to a new therapist/counselor) and the consistent schedule I had made it so I knew that I always had a time slot, even if I couldn't make a session for one reason or another, I could always pick it up again next week.

I hope you find what you're lookin for, getting medical things sorted out while you're away from home is a whole mess