what is your first thought that you associate with that word. The first image.

Decent, decent, B

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I've been thinking about stories again, but this has come upon me via video games and their stories, particularly how often the music of video games can reflect the story they are telling, which works in combination with the gameplay and visuals.

I don't consider it to be introvert meme

GalaxianExplosion wrote:

that's just cat socializing it's called parallel play

Killer Fish

Killer Fish from San Diego

I don't know what I am but I taste really good

I am a Killer Fish

Hello I'll be your Killer Fish for the evening, thank you.

Killer fish from san diego

I use social media more often nowadays since irl friends and acquaintances use it for communication instead of text or call. I still just lurk and don't post anything though.

I thought I wouldn't like how they know my every move, what I like, who I'm following, but sometimes I do find it nice to see what else my friends have seen when browsing. For example, I like seeing that one of my friends, who is usually one of the more stoic types, likes watching wholesome videos.

But still, my thoughts of how everything is so public on social media is something I don't like too too much. I also wonder about social media etiquette. I think I'm fine in that department, but I always wonder if there's something I don't know of.

GalaxianExplosion wrote:

bruh fr

Did I not even check today???

I was thinking of how back in the days people never even thought of traversing the seas, of circumnavigating the worlds. That it would be impossible to do. And nowadays we can do what took them years in just a day or a few.

I wonder if that is also currently true for space and the universe and stuff.

Wow, what a nerd I sound like. What a loser.

Thank you. I too think I'm not a loser, but I do think people who play ttrpgs and such are usually more outcasted from the popular normal.

But actually though. I wonder if I'm asking too much. Most others that I meet that are into ttrpgs that are around my age:
- Prefer goofy stories (or at least the majority)
- I'm not sure if they actually care about their character in a similar way as me. Like they don't think of a character motivation, or possible character arcs to follow. Same with the DMs. They look to run, but not with extreme detail like I described (which I can understand sometimes).
- They only are usually interested in dnd 5e, prefer steamrolling encounters, and either don't really know or care too much for the rules (which is ok, until they start breaking the game/when rule of cool doesn't apply)
- And honestly, I wouldn't hang out with them. My personality and their personalities in general I think don't clash well at all. Humor, loudness, social skills/awareness, nearly everything. I know the last example was lowkey a diss but I guess a better word is... social temperament?

It feels like everything that I want is the opposite of what I currently have around me. It makes me wonder if I'm asking for too much. I'm going to search nonetheless, but I wonder how I'm going to do it.