As usual, I forgot most of the things I wanted to say (thankfully lol), but here's something I found funny.
That (timed) FRQ I mentioned? I hated it with every shred of my being, I really did. If it were just a personal draft I definitely would've burned it as soon as possible.
But my AP Lit teacher gave it a 6/6 (which means I somehow got the sophistication point, which I don't think I ever got last year) and gave the essay extensive praise. And this was right after I felt so much shame about my work that I spent an hour or so just painstakingly correcting everything for my own sanity.
I am still in pain over this, lol. What.

-Galaxian-

Oh yeah, also for that volunteering thing, I found that somehow I have lost my ability to scare little kids, which was a bummer.
Like yes, they looked at me with their lil suspicious eyes, but that was probably because I was wearing a mask and have like dark beady eyes or whatever

The teacher (not from my school) who was at the station with me was super nice, though he kept forgetting that I couldn't phase food/water through my mask lol

-Galaxian-

Logging into YouTube with my forum-based account is wacky, since it's an outdated musical taste that still works

-Galaxian-

Untagged F/GO JP Servants spoilers btw

Chinese Servants! Who I don't know much about! With cool designs!

I'm not gonna lie, I was extremely happy when the guy's (Huang Feihu) NP came out and there were children lol. I think maybe I'm used to people like William Tell who can only remember their children, while Huang Feihu's kids (sons) were there just kinda rowing along. 
My personal interpretation of his NP (off of first impression) is that they're not actually there as manifestations but rather as a symbol of his memories, fighting alongside him and being some of his most dear, but I'm not too familiar with his lore so I'm not sure (I just know that the Anti-Daji Club is growing, which is absolutely great, I hate Daji with all my soul)
The girl (who looks like Asclepius with the mask on imo) is also cool. Her NP gives me Xiang Yu vibes.
Why on earth is she an Assassin though lol (btw she's genderbent I think)? Is it to tone down Chinese Servants? I don't think our culture's heroes are too OP xD

Btw this is really Chinese Halloween ig xD, I think the welfare is some Chinese Divine Spirit too but I didn't actually look into her. She seems to have a special class and is a little girl xD cute

-Galaxian-

Oh yeah, I'm also trying out Nightingale! Funnily enough, I need more Berserker embers, but that's fine. She's my only un-maxed Berserker, so yeah, no problem. (a book reference btw)

I need to use her more but her fragility definitely seems to be an issue. I was thinking maybe Asclepius could help (with Guts and healing) but I'm not too sure if their niches would overlap? That would also mean that I'd have two healer supports (one being semi-offensive both in terms of support and actual attack) and then one main attacker, which isn't necessarily what I like to run when I run a DPS
All of this also reminds me that I really loved her animations/sprite back when I hadn't summoned her, so maybe I should also level up Jing Ke for that reason lol. Maybe. (I don't have Assassin embers to spare atm but at one point......?)

-Galaxian-

Also it's another fail at the all-A+s goal lol, rip
Unless...?

-Galaxian-

Lol did the bot give up on making forumer-ish names
I was looking forward to nearly being tricked though, smh.

-Galaxian-

Also @Echo this video was the one I was thinking of sharing lol



-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion wrote:

Oh I just remembered a 3 A.M. thought, which was "Gordon Ramsey but he critiques art"
He just goes ham on your line confidence, composition, and color theory knowledge
okay "donut" is a good insult though xD

It also works for writing

-Galaxian-

"GREEN AND PURPLE? GREEN AND PURPLE???? GO SEE AN OPTOMETRIST IF YOU'RE COLORBLIND!"

"This composition is so boring the critics would fall asleep examining it."

"Let's add some darker tones to help elevate the contrast" *proceeds to cover half the canvas in shading*
 

Somehow I knew the term mental block before actually knowing the term exists
Which I think is a testament to the term being good, since that means people can relate to it and find it without having to do extensive research

Anyways I blocked off a lot of my childhood intentionally all those years ago and now forms and stuff are specifically targeting those things I intentionally "forgot" lol. I am in pain
Rn I'm just thinking "Well if I get this over with this year I'll be able to stuff it under a pile and never look at it again," but if I do get into college the next financial aid year will probably make me do it again so :') should I just keep it this time?? Or??
'Cause let me assure you, Galaxian with these memories turned on is somehow even worse than usual Galaxian (extremely passive aggressive, filled with targeted loathing and ill will, etc.)

Though it does remind me if all the memories I've been currently dealing with anyway can be just stuffed under a pile, since I don't think I'll need them again. Saving a direct confrontation of some sort, of course. Which would suck.

-Galaxian-

There were some creeeepy people on the bus today :') some people freshly out of prison (though I did appreciate them announcing the fact) who very obviously scouted out my mom and me for some reason, some iffy people in general, and some more iffy people

-Galaxian-

BIg RIP indeed.  I would wither away 

On a lighter note, I saw some very cute prairie dogs! They were (offensively) not afraid of me at all and just kinda stared or went about their business. One of them let me get real close to take a picture. So cute xD missed a bus to take that pic btw but it was so worth it lol

-Galaxian-

I am so glad you did not get stabbed hvajkfgvakefkf I would have died from panic in that situation

is there any possibility we could see these prairie dog pictures

They are lol

BABIES <3