I read over what I wrote for Galaxian's last personality update and
I guess I did an okay job of explaining it, but dang I could have just summarized it as "He's a small, big fat hypocrite" and that would have done the job nicely 

-Galaxian-

I think it's really clear by this point, but I've had a horrible time trying to get forms together. You wouldn't think so from the 100 pages I summed up in the past half year about my characters, but that's actually kinda why. I can get information down in spurts, but not in a complete organized fashion. (Not to mention, a sizable portion of that information is probably from AUs, and then a lot of the rest is from already-submitted characters.)
That being said, I think that the core issue is probably not my organization, but rather the amount of information I have that is worth compiling. I've been developing characters in preparation for them being able to have enough quality information on their forms, and I guess it's kinda working.
I'm not really prioritizing any forms, but generally, it's probably most likely that I'll get to Divina's and Cielo's forms first, and then certain Alternate. Xolani might be with the latter group, or might not. Same goes with Chiyoko. She is. So. Hard. To. Develop. Lol. I'm in much better shape compared to a year ago, but it's still not enough. So yeah.
And then I have a bunch of other characters who are in need of more development in general. I'm holding them off because I'm not sure if they will even appear. But they're fun, I guess. I hate at least one of them, which is a great start.

Another issue might be how unaccustomed I am with designing female characters. Divina and Cielo are being held up by this--and also how I can't design them in a vacuum, like I usually do. That is, I know who they're related to, so I need to design those people, too, while designing the twins. So, it's not as fun.
You never know how fun designing in a vacuum is until you prohibit yourself from doing so. That's how I see it.

-Galaxian-

My mind is deciding to continuously remind me that if Wiley had a significant other, that significant other's first needed skill would be to need to stand there calmly while he flirts with someone nearby and know that he's flirting just for the sake of flirting, not because he's cheating right in front of them.
Okay, yeah, sure. But first we should figure out his actual romantic orientation, yeah?? @Mind
...apparently it either disagrees or just ignored me.
Okay, okay, yeah, I know he'd flirt right in front of his actual romantic interest if he had one. You can stop now.

-Galaxian-

Yesterday's "Come on, man! Really????" moment was when I designed older Lianhuan within one try
I still don't know how to get younger/GGaD him right, lol. I guess the solution would be to draw him more, but robes are hard, man.

Anyway, the "essence" of his design, if you can call it that, is that he's never particularly striking. The guy doesn't have the best taste in clothes, doesn't have an awesome hairstyle, and in terms of general looks, is supposed to be completely outshined by his brother (who I also happen to struggle to draw, lol). He's outshined to the point where it's a personal joke to me that he probably can't even be called cute by people who know both of them despite him being younger, because Xuqiao at his age was cuter lol. The same also goes for him at an older age. Xuqiao is always better looking than him and considered handsome, which is a label I don't think would necessarily be put onto Lianhuan.
But the cool thing is, he doesn't care that he isn't cuter or more handsome than his brother. He might be intentionally designed to look like a character who wouldn't have a role in the story and a design if his brother weren't there, but in reality, his brother is there because he is. So, even if he's not particularly memorable, or isn't someone who can really change the world, he deserves the right to smile.

"So anyways Galaxian got absolutely pwned by older Lianhuan's smile yesterday lol"

-Galaxian-

Me, squinting at sketches: Were you always this androgynous, Galaxian??

Iirc he was, but only in most sketches. He was less so in actually good sketches.
Which means I am very much screwing up currently. Yep.

His design is where if you get some detail wrong and can't pinpoint it, he looks too androgynous, but on the other hand, you can also make him look not androgynous enough, which is arguably worse in my book

-Glaxian-

I keep imagining Rai being the guy in the post

-Galaxian-

This is why forum!Hitan thinks it's okay to respond "I want sugar!!" when someone asks him how he's doing

-Galaxian-

Me: I want more friendship material, friendship materialllll
Also me: (*sucks*)

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For some reason, Time repeating what Nagesh said or saying what Nagesh kept in his head is kinda fluffy to me
Or is everything just kinda fluffy to me at this point? Send help lol

-Galaxian-

I am going to look back at those posts later and regret everything

-Galaxian-

Why must Assassin's Master be so hard to design
Can't they make life easier for me or something? Whyyy.

-Galaxian-

Summarizing how it be when I draw my OCs:
-Galaxian: Idk I didn't look 7 when I was 7 so why should he look 7 when he's 3
-Hitan: I daren't
-Rai: Generic???
-Raez: Handsome pirate
-Wiley: The fun in drawing his hair is all retracted when it comes to coloring it/My eyes
-Lianhuan: Idk what you look like but I pretend like I do
-Xuqiao: Theoretical handsomeness on a 15-year-old
-Anima: Cute -> She looks kinda like she's male,,, is that intentional?? -> People are gonna think Rai is gay when they stand together--
-Iollan: I thought that hair was wild but it all went downhill from there. So now he doesn't even have a solid design lol
-Kaori: Either completely difficult to draw or very easy
-Akuma: Either completely difficult to draw or very easy/I don't think they have the same face :')
-Kiaane: They have no right to look that good
-Nagesh: He also has no right to look that good
-Manai: Unintentional realism/semirealism

Summarizing how it be when I draw others' OCs:
Nonexistent jk
Germaine: A way to offend various characters at once. Indirectly.
Dion: Have I ever actually drawn him correctly? Probably not
Martin: Idk he looks cute to me
Echo: I don't think I will try again :')
Time: I ignore his actual design and do what I like
Fallon: Does Not Look Like Akame/Should let her hair down imo

-Galaxian-

Rei just laughed
What does that mean? @Rei - Is that you confirming that you've been tampering with the summoning process? H u h?

-Galaxian-

I came back from Stuff (TM) and my mind decides to dump months' worth of writing ideas on me
Okay.
Well, I'm just gonna ignore all that. Since I need to focus on one thing. and also I can't write lol

-Galaxian-

This is cursed because I am now imagining Sunny but instead of a spine he has a stem

You cannot tell me this isn't Rei trolling me (: you legitimately can't
or it's just the Riders. What the heck, guys?? What'd I do to y'all?

Echo: (*says they like Drake*)
Drake: (: