Had a favorite character until she died literally 3 chapters after I met her

I was like "Please don't die please don't die please don't die"
Guess who did though (:

Idk if having instincts makes it better or worse but anyways I'm sniffling like a baby

-Galaxian-

Then a friendship I thought would sail is gonna sink harder than the Titanic at one point.
,,, eh.

-Galaxian-

Going outside seems to be getting more and more dangerous.

-Galaxian-

You can't tell me that this isn't at least somewhat of a call-out lol
Tbh every day should be Mother's Day (and ig half of those should be Father Days too,,, both of them dedicated to people who deserve celebrations) but ofc I think most wouldn't make it halfway through even just half a week lol

-Galaxian-

This video kept popping up so I finally watched it lol

I'm still following CYXY3000H, though the ending was so disappointing that I haven't really known what to say since then.

So why am I talking about it now? Answer should be obvious. 

Li.
So rn the plot is that Yaoyao and Windsky are reuniting in a game that was based off of Li's research. In the latest "extra" chapter, Li's avatar, which was beforehand a small chubby rabbit (which seemed very female I'm ngl), was unmasked, so now his avatar is essentially him with rabbit ears and Ancient Chinese clothing for females.
I'm not gonna comment on how misleading that could be for the fandom. Anyways, he and Windsky interact the same way they did when Li was alive, I guess I have two speculations for why he's appearing like that. Before I get into them, some more details.
After the avatar unmasks itself, Yaoyao just has the generic "Dr. Li?!" reaction. Then she somewhat explains that she thought he might no longer exist because, y'know, all the previous reincarnations of Alexander had disappeared from history. Doesn't seem like she cares all that much (or that she saw his body disintegrate before her) but it's okay. And Li's like, "I'm fine." 
After there's some distance between him and Windsky and Yaoyao, he and Windsky agree that they shouldn't tell Yaoyao what "actually happened." Deception is bad, you two.
I realized how much I missed the friendship between Li and Windsky this chapter; I'll give it that. Li teasing Sky,,, yep. (He was like "Why are you "eating vinegar" (being jealous) over her when it's me?" and Windsky is like, "I'm not being jealous!" while blushing. Very cute.)
Here are my ideas at the moment as to why the avatar is Li's when he should have disappeared along with Alexander:
1) Li could actually still be existing in the game, and that's why his avatar is him. Awfully advanced, tbh, since if this is true, he would be able to communicate with both Windsky and Yaoyao. And his personality is consistent, too, with how he acted in life.
This wouldn't be that ridiculous, seeing as he's one of the top innovators of his time (3011, 3013), and he also has connections to Alexander and Yamanla (idk what her name would be lol), which means his soul still exists across space and time even though his body is gone. 
Even though this would be more ideal for me, because I don't want Li to have died, at the same time this feels incredibly shallow. He died...and then now he's trapped in his own project, I guess. Furthermore, Yaoyao's reaction was incredibly shallow, too, when she saw him still "alive." Makes me disappointed because I think how she was characterized in her past, before the amnesia arcs, would have made it so her reaction was much more. Her current reaction just makes it feel like Li never mattered all that much to her. But anyways, she gets a little bit of a break because I don't consider her current portrayal canonical, lol. 
I feel like real Yaoyao would have burst into a quick round of tears once she saw him. 
Anyways. Onto the next idea.

2. It's not Li at all, but rather it's his avatar. He was the one to create the game, and so he made himself an avatar. To gain control over the game, they had to login with his avatar (which is kinda like an admin). So the person behind the avatar is not Li or his will, but rather the unnamed girl/lady who called Li "smol Li" and essentially worked on following his research with Windsky. It could also be MICO, technically, but I don't think so because she and Windsky aren't close at all and because I think she and Yaoyao will reunite with her having her own avatar. 
The main weakness with this idea is that the avatar acts too much like Li, and this game has avatars acting essentially the same as the personalities taking control. But otherwise, the theory could make sense. The girl could be asking Windsky why he's being jealous when she's a girl and Yaoyao is straight (and so wouldn't have any possibility of feeling romantic inclination towards her), and the two of them (the girl and Windsky) could be not telling Yaoyao that it's not actually Li here, but someone else using his avatar/"account." 
But technically, she and Yaoyao have never interacted before, and so there wouldn't be as much reason, if any, for the girl to not want Yaoyao to worry. That's why I think that Li's will remains in some form in the game--he can still tease Windsky, can still feel concerned for Yaoyao's feelings (even though she doesn't appear to care that much -_-), can still manipulate what happens in the game he helped design or perhaps even created initially. 
I still love Li a lot. I hope my theory is correct, even if the scenario would be kind of frustrating for the authors to have taken. 

It feels weird to think about the fact that in like 1.75 years there might be a time zone change for most of the active members here lol

-Galaxian-

You know those weird moments when you forget which appendage is your pinkie and which appendage is your thumb and you accidentally nearly wear a glove completely backwards

-Galaxian-

This is some atheistic version of "My prayers have been answered"



It appeared on YT Recommended again xD
I'm not upset atm but hey it never hurts to be reminded that "there is no need to be upset" lol

-Galaxian-

"years per bear" (no I didn't choose this answer)
FEAR THE BEAR TIME GODS HAHAHAHA

Currently, I relish in the suffering of (past?) Russet
Mostly I am listening to this because I forgot the Wii theme lol only played the game like once I can beat you in tennis, bowling, and bike racing btw

-Galaxian-

This was a thought from yesterday

I was wondering if F/GO Arjuna would be more liked if his arc wasn't "I'm going to kill Karna fairly this time" and was instead something more like "I want to make it up to Karna by being the one to bestow/give this time around." He wouldn't necessarily have to be chivalrous towards everyone, but rather he'd be nice to his brother. (It's weird thinking that Karna is his older half-brother tbh lol Karna seems young for whatever reason)

It'd probably be kinda OOC according to their original lore (which I don't know anything about tbh) but I reckon he'd be nicer, huh.

Tbh he's good-looking, so it's weird to see his actual personality be so,,, "uhhhh" (he was nice in his Trial Quest because he lost his memory lmiao) since people usually expect good-looking people to not be snakes and etc.

I guess he and Karna are supposed to be opposites though. Like Karna is stoic but kind at heart, gives others what he has as the "Hero of Charity," and even in terms of design has pale skin, pale hair, and stark, dark-themed clothing (aside from his armor, which is the "stark" part), while Arjuna is stoic but harbors some darkness in his heart, is always lucky (as the Endowed Hero or smthn along those lines), and in terms of design has dark skin, dark hair, and has light-colored clothing. The ironic thing is that Arjuna's name means "pure" iirc, and in terms of personality I would argue Karna is the purer one. Still, Arjuna's clothing reflects his name, I think, in terms of being lighter colored with more white in it. 

-Galaxian-

Have literally been doing math this entire day
I have other assignments left so :')
Uh I should probably get that one essay done hUh

-Galaxian-

Weird thing but I can see why people ship Sieg and Astolfo
I can see people arguing that the two of them have more "ship" moments than Jeanne x Sieg

Personally, I Do Not Care. It's kinda interesting to evaluate, though, I reckon. If I wanted to use time on that.

Ngl though that part in F/A where Jeanne is like "Do you fancy Sieg?" (or smthn like that) Astolfo technically didn't answer and instead just asked "Do you?" I feel like that might've been intentional lol

-Galaxian-

This is a headcanon from like 2 months ago
But I thought that Run probably wanted to interact with Bols' daughter but refrained himself from doing so

And I feel like her death was actually likely a major catalyst of some kind, even though his reaction was never actually detailed.

Wave: (*accidentally says something misleading to Logue*)
Run: (:
Wave: (*sudden unknown fear*)

-Galaxian-

Essay is done

Our neighbors keep throwing trash into our backyard lol
I can say this time I did nothing to make them dislike me other than generally existing
So yeah. Yay

-Galaxian-