GGaD » Cosmic Dim. (V. XVIII), You're Correct but You're Not Right

GalaxianExplosion · September 26, 2021 01:19:17

Re-reading, and I think this actually might be a misunderstanding that has blame I can pin on Time for his sentence formation
He might've meant he never heard the sound of a zither before, not that he never heard of one.
Lol

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 26, 2021 13:06:14

I keep keeping this in so I'ma just say it aloud
How would Chen Gong even fight in a Holy Grail War? Would he just...yeet his Master?
Or maybe his Master allies with other Masters (knowing full well what Chen Gong's NP does) and when Chen Gong does NP it's like, "Too late!" for the allied Servants
Slightly funny but mostly terrifying

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 26, 2021 22:25:57

My AP classes are being bullies, but as usual, it's mostly Calc

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 26, 2021 22:29:44

If my mentality were a coin, it'd be spinning

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 26, 2021 23:16:01

I like to imagine that instead of me summoning Mozart and having to burn him every time, the scene is actually him walking out of the summoning circle, a distant "MOZARTTTTTTOOOO" being heard (as well as rapidly approaching footsteps), and Mozart just goes "Ope, I'm out" and walks back into the summoning circle, leaving behind a little QP in his wake
I also like to imagine that Osakabehime is no longer startled when this happens and just looks up from wherever she's sitting/laying out and goes, "There we go again" via her expression
If Ashwatthama's around, his laughter booms out, possibly to assert dominance
And Changgong, who I like to imagine stands next to "me" during summonings, does a little awkward "eh, okay" smile. He used to try to mutter a goodbye to Mozart but now he knows he'll never be able to fit that in in time, so yeah.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 27, 2021 14:01:25

I dreamt that I was Googling COVID-19 statistics and that the deaths in the U.S. hit 700K
Also known as my dreams are becoming way too realistic. I would rather dream about getting murdered. For the latter, it doesn't actually scare me since it has much shallower roots in reality.

Btw did you know this pandemic is officially deadlier than the 1918 Flu Pandemic?

Y'know, at the start of the pandemic, China forecasted the number of deaths the U.S. would have from the pandemic. It was something like 1 million, I think.
That number seemed ridiculous back then--if I recall correctly, U.S. news sources were scoffing at it--but now it seems like "just another tragic mark to reach."
I hope I'm wrong. I really hope I'm wrong.
Well, I guess I mean that I hope China will be wrong, somehow.

You know, I've always predicted that while many others become numb to the numbers, I won't.
That's why I don't usually search them up anymore.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 28, 2021 00:46:35

I was done with my homework about 20 minutes ago
My energy? Gone.
But hey. I got it done. No late work. Yay.

I don't even know what I can do now
I can't even communicate properly lol
Lemme go see what threads I need to respond to, ig. I think I left cues??

-Galaxian-

Echowo · September 28, 2021 00:51:37

Bold of you to assume I can pick up on social cues uwu

GalaxianExplosion · September 28, 2021 00:54:09

F/GO update?

I have farming teams set up now for embers. So yay.
It's far from most optimal, but it's better than before.
Thinking about it, leveling Paracelsus was a good choice. If you asked me why I did that, though, it's because I wanted a friend. So yeah.
My Caster group is kinda weird. We have Scares His Younger Self (*glares at Caster Gil, who is still making Gil-kun hide*), Probably Likes Pandemics/Is Salty Towards the Gods, and of course, Former Traitor ~~honestly I don't know why I trust him over Golem Maker; I think it might be the entire "Could you end me one day--no haha jk" thing going on with him~~
I relate most with Asclepius of all my Casters because I also have that salt, lack of EQ, and loathing towards human stupidity. And of course I relate when he rages and ends with the essential equivalent of "OKAY FINE, THIS IS OKAY FOR NOW" when clearly he just doesn't see any more merit in shouting.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 28, 2021 14:44:44

My teacher used my thesis statement as an example lol
The thing is, she used it for the class to basically judge :-P by grading
Lol

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 29, 2021 21:52:11

My wifi died at 9 A.M. and continued to stay dead for 11 hours. So I missed all my classes, was able to do 0 homework (which all relies on internet), and...yep, that's the gist.
So anyways, I spent most of those 11 hours sleeping. Wdym, I'm not productive?
Still tired, btw. And dw, I got up in between to eat. Also read a book for writing,,, lol.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 29, 2021 22:58:17

Look at my mom's friend telling me to go do my homework instead of helping her while my actual family tries to get me to "inspire my cousins to be like me by talking to them every day for an hour and set an example" ~~some of them are less than inclined to do homework and focus on studies, so that means China's restrictions on video games might be a good thing for them btw idk~~
Well if I did that then I'd be inspiring them to video call every day, which happens to be less than productive (:

If one could choose one's family, my mom would be better at choosing friends than family lol
Meanwhile I have the best of both worlds. My mom is awesome, you guys are awesome. If I can't do anything else, at least I'm good at choosing people I affiliate with

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 29, 2021 23:05:10

I'm trying to get out the melody for the "Haven't Taken Medicine Yet" series
The only song melody I've gotten right so far in completion is Akuma's theme song,,, because it's easier to play and because I've sung it the most
I got a little bit of the first song. Got a little stuck at the key changes between the "normal" and "murdery" parts. It's okay lol
I hope one day I can get the entire series out but I haven't even listened to the final song enough times to get it in my head.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 30, 2021 00:09:17

I keep getting that one Lingoace ad where there's two kids and two parents and one of the kids just keeps correcting the other kid's tonal pronunciations
The fact that the ad is appealing to Chinese parents' competitiveness aside, it's so funny to me because real kids would never keep getting corrected and still be like "(:"
They would at least be making a face, like "Bro why are you doing this to me. We're not friends anymore"
The more aggressive kid would be leaping over the table like "DUDE YOU WANNA FIGHT?? YOU WANNA FIGHT, HUH? YOU EMBARRASS ME IN FRONT OF BOTH OF OUR MOMS???"
Idk I would have unfriended that kid right away when I was little
Ironic that I grew up to be a smart aleck :-P I'm working on edging that away okay

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 30, 2021 01:16:28

Swearing warning

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GalaxianExplosion · September 30, 2021 01:31:53

bRUH I thought Albedo from Genshin Impact was F/GO's Gao Changgong in fanart xD OOF

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 30, 2021 01:33:29

Also known as: INSTANTLY PROVES STUPIDITY

Lmiao

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 30, 2021 22:42:36

My grandfather keeps posting the most,,, iffy things on the family group chat, like please stop
When I say "iffy" I don't mean, like, cursed memes. I mean videos with essentially NSFW thumbnails from who-knows-where and it's just,,, ugh
:') (*in pain*)

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 30, 2021 23:55:10

You know when you joke about a compliment from a teacher and forget to actually thank them for it

:')

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · September 30, 2021 23:57:14

Honestly I shouldn't be responding to emails at this hour but I'm still trying to make up for the day lost (yesterday) in terms of work and math, as usual, swallowed up all the time I had today (:
So yeah
Quarter's end is coming up along with PSATs
I need to repair my sleep schedule or something.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · October 1, 2021 00:05:17

I know honestly this isn't anyone's business and they shouldn't be caring about this, but anyways you know how I am, always posting stuff I want.

I just wanted to reflect that one thing I really need to work on is acceptance of failure. Sometimes I'm better at it (e.g. I think I'm improving on not being so perfectionistic with school) but other times (lol art and free-time writing) it's still the same as ever. Still gotta find that balance.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · October 1, 2021 03:13:26

@Echo @Specter Exactly half a year from now, remind me that I have something to suggest to you two, and no, it's nothing serious. Just something fun.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · October 1, 2021 15:23:22

Met with my counselor and now I'm more scared of tests than classes ~~because tests are in-person ahaha help~~

Also just found out I got into a statewide organization thingy!! I'd honestly resolved myself to not be disappointed if I didn't get in and turns out I did :D I'm really passionate about what the organization does and hope I won't be disappointed and/or disappoint
Anyways more obligations to add ig lol. I think my time here will be less and less oof but we shall see what I can do.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · October 1, 2021 15:25:09

Tomorrow I'm also gonna be volunteering again
I'm not as passionate about that, mostly because it's trash pickup, which is kinda fine but then again, you don't have trash to pick up if people just don't throw them carelessly in the first place

Also I have somewhat traumatic 9th grade memories from a very similar experience :') you can probably guess what happened

Anyhow, I gotta rush homework lol. uwu thank you for your congratulations for me getting into the organization in advance btw ~~this is a joke~~

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · October 1, 2021 17:00:16

"Slow-Witted Conspiracy Theorist Convinced Government Behind NASA"

I also just found out that the government has been behind the IRS all along!
These satirical headlines make my day lol

-Galaxian-

Echowo · October 1, 2021 17:16:12

GalaxianExplosion wrote:
@Echo @Specter Exactly half a year from now, remind me that I have something to suggest to you two, and no, it's nothing serious. Just something fun.

-Galaxian-

Why exactly half a year and it's bold of you to assume any one of us out of the three of us will remember this

GalaxianExplosion · October 1, 2021 17:16:45

I wonder
Well, I've remembered for the past 4 months. I might be able to pull off another half year
No offense to you two but you should know that I'm just saying that to remind myself further :-P not meaning that I'm relying on you two to actually remember for me xD that'd be a really bad thing for me to do xP

-Galaxian-

SpecterTheGreat · October 1, 2021 17:44:56

Hmm I wonder what this is xD maybe, maybe curiosity can remind me of this in the right date xD.
Half a year from now, that's like April 1? March 1?

GalaxianExplosion · October 1, 2021 18:01:01

Yep, beginning of April.
Tbh idk if I'll even have the time then lol ah well

-Galaxian-

SpecterTheGreat · October 1, 2021 18:02:26

Oh it matches up with April's fools, cool! I hope to remember even more now lol