I hope F/DA makes me love the sibling relationship between Sunny and Sollux to the extent I want. In GGaD (and presumably HPA too) it's my mind wanting to really love the relationship while reality disappoints as much as it can
Then again Sunny ain't really expressive in AUs even if he has a soul lol. Darnit why do I have to suck at characterization so much
Probably need to plan/write more for him lol

-Galaxian-

SpecterTheGreat wrote:

That's a cute headcanon hehe
I kinda imagine that they just say their greetings and then there's a while of silence before they actually get to talking.

In the second situation,
Sollux suggesting questions for her dad to ask and get the conversation going as fast as she wants it to be xD.

[Totally an actual transcript of the beginning of one Zoom call]
Sollux: Hi Sunny!!
Sunny: hi
Sollux:
Sunny:
Sollux:
Sunny:
Sunny: well I guess I'm doing Calculus,
Sunny:
Sunny:
Sollux:
Sunny: was
Sollux:
Sunny:


At one point Sollux makes her dad leave so she can talk xD
Paymon awkwardly backs off lol

-Galaxian-

Yeah I meant her actions make him leave xD

Paymon: Is this goodbye? I guess it's a goodbye? Goodbye? (*watching his son have absolutely no capacity for multi-tasking, as demonstrated by Sunny completely focusing his attention on his sister and as such accidentally ignoring his dad completely*) 

Galaxian-

"I don't get scared of horror movies because reality is what is much more cruel and horrific."
Okay, but what the heck--

-Galaxian-

Just gonna headcanon for my own behavior when F/DA is roleplayed :3

Future me: [Class name/Master name] ga shinda!
Also future me: (*cries*)

-Galaxian-

"Your Honor, my client pleads oopsies." ~Wiley as a lawyer probably

-Galaxian-

Rn I'm having a partial deity physiological information crisis
Why is Sunny a half demigod while Sollux is a quarter demigod

Lol did I forget planning
I probably did

-Galaxian-

Wait yeah on Sollux's general description it says "Sollux Meep is a 1/4 deity (or 1/2 demigod?) girl who travels Forengard with her brother and cousins" while on her infobox it says she's a 1/4 demigod
On August's page it says he's 1/4 demigod too
Iirc my original form for Sunny had him as a 1/4 demigod (because I have never been able to math)
So, to conclude

What

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion wrote:

Wait yeah on Sollux's general description it says "Sollux Meep is a 1/4 deity (or 1/2 demigod?) girl who travels Forengard with her brother and cousins" while on her infobox it says she's a 1/4 demigod
On August's page it says he's 1/4 demigod too
Iirc my original form for Sunny had him as a 1/4 demigod (because I have never been able to math)
So, to conclude

What

-Galaxian-

The page needs an update, I only changed certain things on my edits but it's not really accurate lol

Raez squints at the debacle before spinning around to half-glare at his companion. "You've done it," he accuses. "Now this time we're really going to die together."
"Lol," said Wiley. "Lmao"

"有些人死了，可心还留在了这个世界。 可有些人活着，心却不知丢到了何处。"
"Some die, but they still leave their hearts in this world. Meanwhile, some people who are still alive have their hearts lost somewhere unknown."

"当你把哭声调成静音时, 你便长大了。"
"When you can mute your crying, then that is when you have grown up."

"年少的時候，我覺得孤單是很酷的一件事。長大以後，我覺得孤單是很淒涼的一件事。現在，我覺得孤單不是一件事。"
"When I was a child, I thought that being lonely was something really cool. After growing up a little, I thought that loneliness was something really tragic. Now, I don't think that loneliness is anything at all."

“数学里有句最虐心的话：两线平行，永不相交；数学里有句最绝望的词：无解；数学里有句最霸道的话：有且仅有；数学里有个最孤独的词：假设存在；数学里最抱憾终身的句子：一步错，步步错”
"One of the most tragic sayings in mathematics is: 'Two lines are parallel to each other and never once overlap';
One of the most despairing sayings in mathematics is: 'No solution';
One of the most badass sayings in mathematics is: 'There is one and only one';
One of the loneliest sayings in mathematics is: 'If it exists...';
The most regrettable saying in mathematics is: 'If one step is taken incorrectly, all steps after it will be taken incorrectly.'"

YouTube commenters might be thinking they're poets, but in some ways, they're not very far off.

-Galaxian-

Music makes a difference
Normally when I'm about to finish a math test, my mind blares songs like "Victory" from Two Steps From Hell, but since it's midnight now it chose to blare this sad-as-heck song while I finished the exam instead. Submitting it felt less like an accomplishment and more like I'd done something like finish off the plan of how to kill off a character. Ugh

-Galaxian-

I'm really glad because designing Fate!Sunny over and over and over again more like drawing the same parts of him over and over again because for some reason nothing ever looks right has given me more confidence for when F/DA comes around
Personality design (re-design?) though? Absolutely still the same. Lol help. 

So instead I think about the Servant characters I have lol. I'm not too worried about Helge and Ambryll until the second round of threads comes out and I remember
I'm really excited for roleplaying Archer, even if I will most definitely fail during common depictions and fail even more at executing my plans for him :3. To be honest I really need to write more for him. Honestly +2 I also probably need to actually work on full-body design for him but ig if it's Wiley then as long as his hair and eyes are there no one cares
And uh, Rider and Berserker? We don't talk about Berserker's lack of design (lack of difference from GGaD!him that is) and we don't talk about how worried I am for making their backstories repetitive, lol. But I have a general idea, ig, and am very interested in making stuff different for them.
Saber is cool, as Saber always is. I love Saber. Saber is life. I also have failed to actually design them any to a solid extent or come up with a satisfactory backstory or even develop any confidence on their skills and Noble Phantasm, but it's okay. For some reason no matter how much my mind wants to panic regarding them, they calm me. So I love Saber.
Also the part of my mind that kept wanting to make Saber female shut it, so that's nice.

It has not, however, shut up about shipping Raez and Wiley--
@Mind - I am thinking about Fate. 
Not that type of "fate." 

-Galaxian-

Tbh I should probably sketch Raez with more funny expressions one day
They would probably only be funny in my opinion (possibly Wiley's too) but idk
I don't know how to describe the way I draw him. I can't say I always draw him wrongly because technically I've drawn him correctly the last 2 attempts, but at the same time everything somehow goes outdated; and somehow if I try to describe in the middle my mind refuses

-Galaxian-

I have never drawn Xuqiao correctly
I thought I did like half a month ago but I'm looking at it now and...nope
Rensa is okay ig, he's mostly burdened by me feeling like he needs to look more handsome somehow I BLAME SPECTER
Also have never drawn Lianhuan correctly either. Nice.

-Galaxian-