Okay, but I'm pretty sure I've been unable to sleep until 5 A.M. because of Hitan, which is not okie-dokie.
C'mon, man, gimme a break, a'right? I've been focusing on your plot for once. No need to hold me accountable keep me up for it.

-Galaxian-

"Helen, everyone is different. Just because they're different, though, doesn't mean that they're bad, or failed attempts at being you, or anything like that. The people who picked on us when we were younger were personifications of that disrespect. They thought having wings was bad, because they didn't have wings, and still don't."

PREACHY.

-Galaxian-

Alright, so what I need to do tomorrow:
-Plan
-Read threads
-Plan more
-Write
-Write. Please.
-Finish art (hopefully)

-Galaxian-

Just want to note that prophecies are fun, and also, Hitan's way of speaking isn't very accurate in older threads. But he's not too OOC when it comes to how he acts.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion wrote:

Alright, so what I need to do tomorrow:
-Plan
-Read threads
-Plan more
-Write
-Write. Please.
-Finish art (hopefully)

-Galaxian-

Lol so I've been able to do none of these today except reading threads
The message walls are so hard to scroll through and my mom closed the tab on accident so :')
I can't find the thread I'm looking for sdfjisdfjodsf

-Galaxian-

Okay yeah, reminder that Hitan's wings don't regenerate naturally. This is also a fact Akuma very much took advantage of around 7 years back.
Unfortunately, this fact is not consistent with Akuma. Akuma has regeneration on their wings.

-Galaxian-

Any character: (*lacks some sort of figure in their life*)
Plots (RP/story): HAVE tHiS

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So if this goes on in real life, I'll have a father figure? Neeatttt. 
I also want an older brother and older sister, @Life gimme.

-Galaxian-

I wonder if Fate!Kiaane would have charisma.
Like, not as a skill, really, unless it were personalized (because then I'd have an idea for that). But I mean, like, usually.
I mean, even if they had ol' Charisma as a skill, it wouldn't just be E, I'm sure. D or C at least. xD

-Galaxian-

10/10 would try to summon Kiaane for that skill

Never underestimate the power of coffee ☕

I dunno why my brain thought I could remember which 20 characters appeared in my dream, not to mention which ones died and which ones betrayed me
Lol I remember like 10 but the other 10...they slip my mind.

-Galaxian-

Okay but iirc evil Kaori powered 90% of the plot, which is further proof that he's like evil Hitan but on steroids. Even Akuma doesn't power 90% of plot actively
Listen, he wasn't even the hecking main antagonist xD, there was someone behind him and still he powered 90% or more of the plot
He committed many war crimes iirc. And...well, I'm not gonna talk about it. That's history and I don't wanna fight against him again he fights mean
And now the conclusion: Evil Kaori is worse than Akuma bruh

-Galaxian-

I found a plains thread yesterday and read through it and oh geez, I thought that sort of thread would be where Galaxian wouldn't act OOC, but nope.
I guess I can't really correct it, but I can try to, futilely, and then forget this correction later.

I'm not saying Galaxian was the best at loyalty and stuff towards Kenshin, specifically at maintaining it/expressing it, and I will say instead that he definitely wasn't. His loyalty and such is actually supposed to reflect my own faults with the concept of loyalty. It's fun and all to say I'm devoted to my friends, but there are plenty of "oomphs" in the way that loyalty manifests, and that's the concept Galaxian has with his loyalty towards anyone. He wants love from others and doesn't react well when they don't give it after he already gives it first (he takes it better than me when they aren't as close to him as they are with others, though. It's a goal of mine lol). He also has troubles setting expectations low beyond that, and so he can get jealous quickly. And then his ways of coping with negative emotions are pretty horrible--he either pretends they don't exist and squashes them down or, once he can't do the first option anymore, he collapses from the weight of said emotions. So when a relationship has fault lines, it's likely not a close one. If it's a close one, then it starts breaking apart quickly.
That being said, of course I feel like fault is shared, and overall I feel like a relationship with Galaxian, with all its faults, doesn't ever result in a bad outcome from him towards you, which is always a good thing. For Kenshin and Galaxian, I don't blame Galaxian for some shakier parts of how he regarded the relationship between him and the other. For instance, Galaxian felt like for all of his efforts in trying to keep Kenshin (and co.) safe, there wasn't really any sort of reciprocation. One particular example was how when Galaxian nearly got killed, but Kenshin wasn't the one to help him, and Hitan was the one instead (despite having only known Galaxi for a month, in comparison to the longer amount of time between Galaxian and Kenshin). Of course, I will say that if Kenshin did try, maybe Galaxian would disapprove (he's hypocritical in that way), but can one really blame him? He'd be worried for Kenshin's safety over all else then.
There's not really need for a much longer post except for this point: Despite being the god of loyalty, Galaxian's close relationship with Kenshin, the first close relationship he's had in this life, was essentially based off of naivety and nothing else except persistence afterwards. That itself speaks volumes. The end of said relationship was nasty, with Galaxian still being caught up in the chains of loyalty that he couldn't seek a proper end for himself, and instead someone else had to forcibly remove him. But that removal still has resulted in hurt, so it's more of an abrupt but needed ending. It was never intended to be an end to anything, especially not to a character development plot. I mean, consider Galaxian's presently closest relationship to anyone: That'd be to Hitan. The relationship isn't all that close, but it's the closest one and at least genuine. But there are plenty of problems underneath the surface that need to be addressed. I hope they address those issues before it's too late.

-Galaxian-

My head hurts, but from the perspective, not from the horror. I am unimpressed.

-Galaxian-

Alright note, moving the scheme to Raez instead of the new design, but the design will be created nonetheless.

-Galaxian-