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I got about half of Echo's backstory (when she turned into a deity) done tho (:
Trauma~
And sadness~
And me crying~
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Idk why but when I write angst I cry,,, but also don't cry?
It's like, water just falls out of my eyes but it's not real crying, because my real crying is 100x worse
Like, it's only tears falling, and that is is
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Okay, concept, but what if HPA Alma's mom, Violeta, used to be an Ultimate but put aside her talent to have a normal life and raise Alma?
I was thinking this because I was wondering who would have went to school with Calix, and my mind automatically went to Violeta, but considering if she is around Calix's age, perhaps Alma was a teen pregnancy child?
If Violeta had Alma when she was 19, and Alma is now 16 (or around that age), then currently Violeta would currently be around 36 (depending on when her birthday is), which would be around Calix's age because I have mentioned Calix to be in his middle or late 30's in this specific AU
I wonder what Violeta's talent was
Thonk
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Maybe she was the Ultimate Musician, which is why Alma has a music-related Ultimate
Also Solaris would have been around Calix and Violeta's age I think, so what if it was the Ultimate Fortune Teller/Clairvoyance
Lmao Alma gets raised by two Ultimates and ends up an Ultimate
I think in this AU Violeta and Solaris would be cousins or really close friends, idk
I wonder if Alma knows that Violeta and Solaris were Hope's Peak students. He probably does, but it would be interesting if he didn't.
I also wonder if Alma is stressed a lot due to both his Ultimate and his mom being chronically ill. Like, he knows Solaris helps and stuff, but he still gets worried since he's not home helping. And with his Ultimate, he has to constantly plan for stuff. I sorta mentioned that he carries books and binders around? He kinda constantly is studying and writing ideas down, as well as working on musical pieces and his directing notes
Lmao imagine if Violeta dressed sort of like how Alma does currently in this AU and the second Alma walks into Calix's class, Calix is like "Oh. Makes sense. Yep, thought the name was familiar. This is definitely her kid." And he's like "Well, Violeta seemed pretty nice so I'm not worried-" until Alma pulls out a set of tarot cards and starts speaking gibberish and Calix is like "OH GODS HE WAS RAISED BY SOLARIS TOO-" because I know for sure as a student Solaris would have pranked way too many people and Calix would be one of it's many victims
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HPA!Calix, watching Alma and Silence interact: *nervous sweating*
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Calix is like "OH GODS HE WAS RAISED BY SOLARIS TOO-" because I know for sure as a student Solaris would have pranked way too many people and Calix would be one of it's many victims
Also Calix would assume Solaris raised Alma too because Violeta and Solaris are extremely close friends and Calix more than likely recognized something Alma said as something Solaris had said once
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I finally made a symbol thing for Francis and Echo and now time for me to procrastinate on redesigning both of them
Tbh I'm not happy with either of their character designs so wjdjjfj
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Like, I know Francis' face is round and boney, but somehow I keep making it too square qhhfjwjdjw RIP, same with Echo's face
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I never can draw my OCs how I want to draw them qjdjjwjdjef
I also wanna give Alois more outfits, but his business suit is just so iconic whhfjajfjw I can't see him wearing anything but business suits XD
Also I need to finish writing stuff, and as well start on other stuff
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Francis with his mother's red hair and green eyes tho- I- whhdjajfjwjfj oh, and freckles too (iirc)
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I feel like if Silence and Wiley met in GGaD, they would flirt with each other a bunch and then probably blow something up because that is the pure chaos vibes I get from them
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Lol also I messed up Alois' eyes in this lawyer-businessman sketches and I have never felt so upset
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I just remembered Ardour de Mortem exists and nearly had a panic attack over his backstory
Like, sheeeeesh, he may be an antagonist but damn I would be too
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Iajdkakfke I just imagined Forums Silence and GGaD Malaika having tea together peacefully jwjfkskfks ????
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I also need to rewrite the whole dang future plot outline because I have added so much stuff in my mind that makes everything so much more complicated
Also my mind proceeded to not "Kamakura" Alma, but instead chose two other GGaD OCs
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Me: "Okay, so I need to add a little to some backstories-"
Brain: FULL HECKING COMPLICATED PLOT AND SOUL STUFF, GOT IT.
Me: Wait, no-
Brain: FULL ON CONFUSION, ANGST, AND MAKE CERTAIN CHARACTERS WAY TOO COMPLEX THAT YOU WON'T BE ABLE TO POV THEM RIGHT? I HEAR YA LOUD AND CLEAR
Me, sobbing:
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Every day Francey's angel form becomes more and more questionable in terms of if I like it or not
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Me, realizing I have to make multiple forms for characters that probably won't even show up in RP:
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You know what? Instead of using Cassiel for angst, imma have Echo just be so childishly kind to them that they regret being mean. Eventually Cassiel will break. No one can escape Echo's childish charm.
I will get this damn disembodied voice to regret and rethink their entire existence by using the power of unrelenting friendship (:
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Lmao Cassiel is going to end up being a (begrudgingly) older sibling figure to Echo
We will get them to Break
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Lmao Cassiel getting angry that Echo refers to them as an imaginary friend because Echo isn't sure how to explain that she's hearing a random voice in her head without sounding crazy so she just plays it off as that she's talking to an imaginary person
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Cassiel: Fear me!
Echo, setting up tea cups in front of her stuffed dog: No <3
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Cassiel: I'm not a ghost!
Echo: Idk, sounds like something a ghost would say
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Okay, just four more forms to go (:
And then I can do a public thread that is sorta plot but also not (??) (:
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Warning: Suicide reference
Theme song for both Silence and Apollo
It also sounds like something Silence and Francis would sing together in a car ride lmao
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Echo wrote:
Echo: *stubs toe* "Bitch is going to have to die!"
Alma, looking up from his music sheet:
Alma: "Echo, sweetheart, please tell me where you heard that?" OvO
Echo: "No can do that! Echo gets free lollipops for a week!"
Alma:
Alma, getting phone out: "So I have five guesses-"
Okay, so adding onto this:
Cassiel: wHOA THERE, THAT'S NOT APPROPRIATE
Echo:
Echo, now having a new way to annoy Cassiel: (:
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Echo wrote:
Apollo personality rewrite-
The young god seems to be friendly, although as well cocky and self-praising. He often will introduce himself as "Apollo, the beautiful and glorious god!" (and many other statements along those lines), and he doesn't seem to hold any self-doubt. He likes to show off, giving some sort of confident vibe.
Although Apollo naps a lot, he is by no means lazy. In fact, he takes it upon himself to help others, usually mortals. He as well will go on long flights using his wings, work out his muscles, train his abilities with magic and weapons, and take up ballet dancing by himself at night.
The sun god is talkative, finding a topic very easily. He has mentioned to not like the quiet, mentioning that he grew up in a loud home with many siblings. He mentioned that he would go insane from pure quiet, so there is a possibility that he has fear of the lack of noise.
Although usually showing a relaxed nature, he has bouts of moments in which he will become overly excited and enthusiastic. In these moments he becomes very childish and playful. The other side of the coin is that there are times he will show open agression and annoyance, speaking towards someone in an ill manner before quickly changing the subject and acting like it didn't happen. In these moments, he will become stern and similar to someone he knows. After these bad bouts of moments, Apollo has a different moment of staring off into space and becoming unresponsive.
Apollo has mentioned that he has a maladaptive daydreaming disorder in which certain things will trigger Apollo into dissociation. During these moments, he will stare off into an intense daydreaming state, which is usually hard for him to snap out of. His disorder is caused by traumatic experiences in his life, and the triggers are sometimes day to day things or things that remind him of his parents. Sometimes his own thoughts will cause him to dissociate. Some triggers that have been hinted at before he snapped himself out of it have been: After his aggressive responses and when an item is taken from his hands too harshly. There are more but the Narrator can't remember them.
Some daydreams are caused by his domain as he is the god of daydreaming, and sometimes the guy likes to daydream. Apollo has shown a positive (and unhealthy) attitude towards daydreaming.
Tbh Apollo really likes compliments about his body, but it's usually the only compliments he hears, so complimenting him about something like his voice or intelligence will make him confused and feel weird in a good way
But also Apollo does Not like being hugged or having certain parts of his body (face, head, shoulders, more in that area) touched. It makes him,,, not react very well. He usually is able to brush off being hugged suddenly, but if someone was to kiss him without permission then he would probably have a mental breakdown which is Not Fun
There are also some reasons why Apollo subconsciously likes his apperance being complimented and it makes me feel kinda sick so now let's change the subject
Apollo really likes popcorn. He doesn't know why, but he really likes popcorn, especially caramel covered popcorn. Maybe it reminds him of the good parts of his childhood. He also really likes spicy foods, especially spicy chicken and spicy rice. Mmmm now I'm hungry lol.
Reminders to myself
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Adding onto personality:
He is quite prideful but has shown the ability to choke back that pride and be able to apologize, although his apologies can be considered "awkward" and "lame" (by him).
He is somewhat a spiritual person, showing that he prays to other deities. Said deities are unknown
Apollo has shown at least at one point that he can go "emotionless", or at least have an emotionless facade. Why he does this isn't specified, but perhaps it could be seen as a mix between him trying to protect himself and him being manipulative. What causes either of these concepts would be his tendencies to set barriers between him and other people in hopes he won't be hurt
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Thinking about Apollo tends to cause me emotional pain but at the same time I'm wwjjfkwkfs
Parts about his personality and his character as a whole tears me apart
I also need to update the future plot document (Honestly, I needed to do that months ago lmao) but I'm lazy
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Ruin is interesting and I need to rewrite his personality because he ended up not being formal or quiet, he ended up being a snarky little man who would flip God off if God existed in the universe