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As long as it's there it doesn't matter xD
Maybe different strands of hair are braided every time :0
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Maybe.
I was too lazy to redraw a strand of hair, so instead I put it on the right. Yay.
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It's fine xD
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How is the title development going
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Not fine xD
My mind is rejecting anything else I come up with lol, not even fit to share if I don't like those ideas
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So,,, should I be the one to suggest something again?
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Of course you can suggest if you have an idea lol, not that I'll stop trying to come up with something. Because y'know lol.
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Okay, won't suggest then. Don't want to mess with your thought process
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I feel you're like annoyed with me or tired from waiting lol
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More the latter. Not really tired, though, actually restless. I'm not really patient and I'm not used to waiting for long periods of time. When I do, it's usually in some group project where most of the work is done by me, so the feeling isn't really related to the most positive connotations in the world xD.
Essentially, when I don't get updates, I'm not really content? I dunno how to describe it accurately. But it's not that negative of a feeling, just me (ironically) wanting to get stuff done sometimes.
But no worries. Take your time.
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On the other hand, I am a master of procrastination--
No don't worry I'm not putting it off, but I certainly can put more effort into this. It is more than just impolite of me to not update or anything. So yeah I'm to blame here.
I mean you could just take matters in your own hands if you want and I wouldn't stop you, but like we're working in this together so like I would actually like to try to contribute?
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Same, but not that much in group projects. Or just...not always xD I can't even say "in group projects" with confidence.
I'm not all that confident in my own title-creating abilities myself, but I do dislike the title not being done over long periods of time because it shows to me, personally, that if we're getting stuck on something as small as a title (noted, it's not that small, just small in the general scheme of what there is to be done), there might be much greater issues for us working together in the long run. Of course, it's not like I expected us to be all that compatible working together in the first place, but it does get me concerned. I do want you to be the one to decide the other part of the title so that the meaning portion is also significant to your characters/you as well.
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I thought I replied to this earlier sorry
But anyways, well, the title thing doesn't seem small to me lol or maybe I'm just overcomplicating it idk
I probably seem incompetent here lol but it's not that, I'm just having trouble for some reason and I do not know why. But like I said, I really do want to do my part here, and I'll try harder because what's the point in making this take so long
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Oh also I don't want to halt progress with this.
If there's something else we can continue talking about, it would be great. I really hate it when it seems that I've reached a stop because there's something I've got trouble with.
I don't want this to be a kind of block, but just do what you think is best.
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It's not actually small. Like I said, it's just small in the grand scheme of things. It's kinda like how...you know, when someone makes a major life decision. It's not actually a small thing, but compared to all the decisions they'll make in their life, it's small. Essentially, a small part of the whole, not necessarily meaning "small" as in "unimportant" in the short term and long term.
Besides, you taking the time to do that means I can try to design characters. Though, I got writing inspiration, so R.I.P. that ig. I did get a big chunk of Archer's backstory done in the past few days, though, as well as his prototype design that might turn out being very alike to the final result.
Anyhow, it's not like I'm not used to the delay, too. You've pretty obviously been uninspired in general. It feels like for at least some of us roleplayers, roleplaying has even lost its spark--not to the point where the spark is dead, but that it seems like it's dying. But I really appreciate those of us who are still really trying to refind it, or at least sustaining it and keeping in mind that it's probably not actually dead. Anyways, that's 'cause I attribute it to how hard the past year and a half has been, so don't worry too much about it. I guess I'd just like to hear more from you so that I can suppress the dumb part of my subconscious that tries to convince me at times that you don't care--generally, hearing more from you essentially means that I have proof that you're trying, ig. But in general, I don't think I'm that kind of person who refuses to understand the perspectives of others, and it's not like I don't work this kind of stuff out on my own. I just like to hear from others, I guess.
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As a tip for the title, though, I'd like to suggest just honestly reading a book or article or something, and looking at the nice but sweetly simple words and trying them before "Atemporale." I can't guarantee this works, though; I personally just kinda get random inspiration. It's weird. But hopefully it does, and hopefully you do have articles you can read.
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Yeah I know, putting it in perspective it's just one more part to the whole.
Sure, you can take all you want lol. Meanwhile I'll try to find some more ideas. I had like two in mind today but lol I can't just give you random ideas because they wouldn't be worthy. Congratulations on the character design and backstory btw xD. I'm excited to see them one day.
Lol I'm sure my lack of actually relevant posts is very noticeable. For some reason the fact that you mentioned that about the "spark" has really made me angry even though it shouldn't??? So I'm sorry if I sound salty in the rest of the post or something and just don't mine me seething here lol.
But, really, I do care, and it is annoying me a lot that I just can't show anything well anymore (or at least for now). Like, there's just some kind of "block" keeping me from doing what I want to do. Roleolay, for example, like I do think about replied and I open the tab, but then I can't actually type anything at all, and it feels like a responsibility in which I'm letting others' expectations down. And in regular posts I feel like I just sound "dead" and like no, yes I want to show more feeling but I can't.
It's not that I want to drop out of roleplaying. I just can't do anything like I want and things aren't going as they should and it's driving me crazy.
Bruh this is like one big excuse lol idk.
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GalaxianExplosion wrote:
As a tip for the title, though, I'd like to suggest just honestly reading a book or article or something, and looking at the nice but sweetly simple words and trying them before "Atemporale." I can't guarantee this works, though; I personally just kinda get random inspiration. It's weird. But hopefully it does, and hopefully you do have articles you can read.
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Thank you lol
I was considering this too
At least with your permission now I can fight the part of my mind that wasn't letting me use many references because "ideas that don't come to me in sudden inspiration are not valid". But also something else that bothers me is the idea that you might have thought I'm not intelligent enough to think of resorting to something like this by myself.
Just my weird mind lol please don't mind it much.
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If random ideas aren't worthy, then screw the "Atemporale" part too, that was random as heck xD.
For some reason, I've been really struggling with Ambryll's design. Technically I shouldn't be because they already had a prototype there, but I guess I'll struggle anyways. But I've made some leeway today, and hopefully when I get around to writing stuff down for them, it'll be better.
Lol, that fulfills the one person I need to get angry every day obligation.
Seriously, though, not sure what to say because I would say I'm sorry, but I'm really not, mostly 'cause I don't think that portion was unreasonably stated or that I was accidentally offensive. So yeah. Low E.Q., I guess. Yayyy.
I can explain what I said about the spark, though, which from all of my experiences has always made the other feel worse, but what can I do? Yay. So essentially I mentioned that the way I did because it's how I've been feeling, and since my feelings guide my actions (as they do for all people, I daresay), and I see some others acting in a similar way, I presume they're also feeling similar feelings. Like, personally, I can easily recall the times when I wrote many longer POVs much easily, and I can remember my feelings from back then too. Then, comparing it to now, the present me clearly is different, and not just from obligations and such.
Anyhow, I'm not really someone who likes to think of others as dumb unless they've done things that will hurt themselves or others. So you can drop that thought out of your mind, if you'd like.
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Idk I think it was a genius random idea lol
Welp, good luck hehe. I'm not sure of how you work with design but yeah you write pretty well so I'm sure that should help you solidify ideas and stuff xD.
There's no need to apologize xD I mean you actually said nothing wrong, it's just that I got angry without reason. I understand what you're saying there. I don't know why I'm getting annoyed with this if it's something I know too. You don't really need to explain it further, because I'm capable enough to understand what you mean.
I'll gladly delete it lol.
It is very annoying to be like, I clearly know the thoughts in my mind do not reflect reality and how others think, but even then those thoughts are there and just bother me too much.
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I think most everyone thinks unrealistic things. Maybe because the human mind is technically naturally pessimistic? Do not quote me on that, btw, I think I read that somewhere.
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Sometimes I wish I could be like other people who actually believe their own thoughts but it's really not very fun for me because I'm aware of what the thoughts are lol
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Well, now you have an opportunity! Your thoughts want you to go to bed, right? So just go to bed :D
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Do they? No lol they want to keep me awake.
I do have to go to bed, but I'm not looking forward to waking up lol. Maybe I'll get some cool message overnight and I'll have fun replying to that in the morning.
Good night I guess.
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But you posted that you want to stay in bed : )
Lol, I'll go ask Echo if he can give you some cool message overnight for you to have fun replying to in the morning.
Good night.
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Lol I do, I want to stay in bed and never wake up xD. But that's selfish and anyways lol.
You didn't really need to do that but thank you ig xD
Good morning
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Good morning
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Hey so with Echo we're trying to play Among Us, maybe you're interested in joining?
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I would certainly like to, but this is way too early of a time for me to be able to. Have fun
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Heya, think we could chat? Nothing special I just thought we could hang out.