For some reason my hands decided to draw Kiaane slightly blushing and half of my brain cell is, like, doing the obnoxious 2018 "Awwwww," while the other half is like, hyperventilating from questionable and probably bad decisions

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion wrote:

Ngl, that's also how I was thinking. But maybe the original face cards (defined by Europeans) can be the deities

-Galaxian-

Yeah. Though we can have ace and joker do so if we want, and so we kinda have a spot for Ark

Oh are we even talking about this anymore?

Lol my mind was thinking about how Kiaane has very good agility and it was wondering "Hey they're so antisocial, what if they can actually dance super well"
I don't know what to think of this atm because the irony-loving part of my brain cell is clearly trying to screw up my opinion, but I would like to note that Wiley is also very agile and sucks at at least 80% of any forms of dancing that aren't robotic dancing or dancing that is intentionally supposed to be funny or bad

-Galaxian-

I feel like that's too logical for some reason, but it's also not inaccurate? I guess everything is according to whims, sometimes it likes hearing ugly screams, other times it's a bit more rational and considerate of its host's hearing abilities. Either way.

-Galaxian-

Hitan spoke to me today and fjisodfjdsojdofjo a blessing from the pantheon of this roleplay's world. He usually doesn't speak a lot, but it might be because I've been working on Helge and Wiley's been quiet today. 
I think I heard a bit of Kaori too, but his voice was really, really dim. 

-Galaxian-

Lol one of the most petty things about me is I'm willing to help others and I like to help others, but, like, the minimum payback is a "Thank you." I don't really care about that for even little things, like holding doors IRL, but if I edit your entire post for you and your entire post is like 10 pages long, if you don't thank me, I won't help again lol.
So sometimes I struggle with not making characters go "What's the magic word?" all the time, like I don't think they care as much as me for that kind of thing, lol. Though GGaD!Galaxian really likes hearing "Thank you" (and if he cares for someone he expects them to care as well), and ig most people aren't that dumb to keep helping people who aren't grateful. I do have a character who helps no matter how others react, though. They're weird lol and I don't understand them, but I don't think they're dumb. 

-Galaxian-

The A.A. and Raez are the two characters that come to mind who aren't very active but I probably show a lot of attention towards (even if not on here, like, in the form of notes and drawings,,, though I haven't really drawn the A.A. lol, blob of darkness) 
I feel like Raez is overshadowed by his friends a lot. Like, Rai and Wiley are definitely two characters who...stand out more? I guess? Wiley's obviously very crazy, which makes most characters stand out, and Rai is...he chill, I guess. He more predominantly embodies philosophies and more deep thinking that I churn out while I develop as a character(?) and then place onto characters like him. He's arguably my first character who embodies ideas and stuff. Before that, my way of making characters was pretty straightforward. And even for Rai, he was pretty straightforward, too. He was supposed to be a bad guy, a good liar, possibly someone who'd drop out of the scene soon. But it didn't really go that way in terms of development, so he's a lot better now, in my opinion. More complex, very mysterious, but well-intentioned. And with a lot of ideas that I have imprinted on him. 
Both Rai and Wiley are older than Raez in terms of being characters; Wiley actually was in CC, though he joined at a time where it was almost absolute inactivity for the RP, so he got his development in GGaD. I wasn't sure how it'd go, but I don't regret putting him in GGaD at all. It was a very good decision, imo. Raez was actually based off another character, who in turn was based off a dream; he didn't get any development until very recently. Though, I guess that's also the case with Wiley, since his backstory and Raez's got developed simultaneously. But for Wiley, he shows a lot more of his personality; for Raez, he's kinda like Rai. He's supposed to seem a bit mundane, normal, not really standing out. But for Rai, that manifests more in his chill attitude and his appearance, and not really his personality as a whole. For Raez, he's even better at not standing out than Rai in his own ways, and so he's like this.

-Galaxian-

Speaking of fundamentals, Kiaane's one of those characters who, if they had different fundamentals, I'd probably hate them. But because of their fundamental qualities, I like them a lot. 
And that's weird, right? One would think that I hate characters who do immoral things, and I'm pretty sure Kiaane has done a lot of immoral things. But maybe I'm more forgiving towards fictional characters (though it's less "forgiveness" than "understanding," since if it were forgiveness, I'm pretty sure I'd 100% be against death penalty, even towards murderers. But nope, my outlook is more 'Maybe death is good for them, and I hope they can reincarnate into a life where they can be educated and treated well and can be good people'). Of course, I don't think those immoral things should be just excluded, which is also why (I think) how for their HPA and Fate designs, I'm really unhappy how similar they look to GGaD. That's because HPA and Fate show their fundamental qualities a heck of a lot more than in GGaD. So, when they look similar, it makes me think: Oh, there's no change. Oh, they're just the same person, so they look the same. It's hard for me to really describe (well) the thought process for me, but I guess I could say this is a good way to think for me because it makes their development more meaningful? I don't know.
I don't know what path GGaD!Kiaane will go down. I'm not even sure what the answers are to that question in HPA and Fate, too, though I guess I know for a fact that in those two universes, it's much more likely that they're happier and better at expressing their "self" rather than in GGaD, where it depends on what path they take. I'm not 100% sure if GGaD!Kiaan thinks about this type of thing, but I guess even they don't expect fully that they'll get a good ending. I don't think they care about a good ending, really. They just want an ending that can be called an ending--not, like, a death where nothing of theirs was fulfilled and their death seems only a mechanism for someone else's story. 
One path I don't want to go down for GGaD!Kiaane, however, is the path related to my IRL philosophies. You know, the one that deems that they've done too many bad things this life to continue on. If so, then Hitan wouldn't have a way of continuing down on his path. And for GGaD!Galaxian, that's a philosophy that's choking him atm. Even if they do end up meeting an end in GGaD, it should be a meaningful one, you know? They shouldn't be like the rest of the Thaohals, who became background material for the one who killed them. And if it's an end that they choose, that maybe isn't an ending that is all that fulfilling, I think and believe that they'll choose correctly.

-Galaxian-

I feel like Akuma's development is it persisting to commit every atrocity known to humankind minus...uh, a certain category of crimes.
That's not a redeeming quality.

-Galaxian-

NationStates!Rai decided to adopt children and I'm like
"Bruh
Why???"

-Galaxian-

I find it kinda funny that with all the angst I do, usually if my characters have parents, the angst doesn't come with the parents, or at least it doesn't come from both
And if it does come from both parents, it's not something that the character remembers (e.g. if they were orphaned willingly by both parents, the character doesn't really know that and doesn't care), so yay?
I'm trying to remember exceptions but I can't atm. Maybe I'll eat my words officially later.

-Galaxian-

Lol I had like 5 things I wanted to remember from yesterday night but I can only remember 2
Thankfully, one of the 2 was one I was adamant on remembering lol, so yay.

-Galaxian-

Remind to self to make an alignment chart with the categories being Lawful, Chaotic, and Neutral Tired; Lawful, Chaotic, and Neutral Stupid; and Lawful, Chaotic, and Neutral Bastard

-Galaxian-

"We could test our conclusion by stabbing Socrates to see if he dies,"
The Mamba: OwO
"...but since the logic of the syllogism is sound, it may be better to cut Socrates a break and deem the argument valid."
The Mamba:

It's both funny and not funny that I can see the A.A. trying to teach the Mamba what syllogism is and reading this off the internet and this literally being what's happening while they're trying to do so

-Galaxian-

Wiley makes Rai remember like 3000 passwords of his because he can't remember passwords
He can remember equations and other math-y stuff no problem, but he can't remember passwords for the life of him.
This is also a guy who can recite pi for more than 24 hours straight and he still can't remember passwords

"Hey Rai what's the password for Lab #247??"
"This call may be monitored for quality purposes."
"DON'T SCREW WITH ME RAI, IF I DON'T GET INTO THE LAB WITHIN THE NEXT HALF MINUTE, I'M GETTING CARPET-BOMBED"
"Oh lol"

-Galaxian-