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I'd like to think somewhere in an alternate universe, our ocs exist and we are their ocs
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I think I'd be a poorly written character in that universe
Actually I'm already a poorly written character in this universe
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Pretty sure my RPer is a newborn toddler
Wow they suck at writing
-Galaxian-
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I wonder what in the world is going on through my roleplayer's mind lol
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skughdgjdhsg no because my ocs would 100% make me a mary sue at first then realize that's boring and just completely screw my life over instead for "variety"
(By my ocs, I mean Elaine specifically)
(and Marsh)
(and Evangeline)
(and Daimon)
(and Aiden)
(and... pretty much half of my ocs would 100% do that)
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//swearing in the video
MOM, THE EXISTENTIAL CRISIS TURTLE IS MAKING ME FEEL EMOTIONS I DIDN'T KNOW EXISTED AGAIN
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O-O
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this is unsettling in the best way
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out of tune pianos have the best vibes
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THESE ARE THE KIND OF HOURGLASSES I WANT, I DON'T CARE IF IT'S ACCURRATE OR NOT, I WANT ONE
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That video has been in my recommended today and now I see it here xD
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ahdgshgfhsgdfhsf youtube algorithm acting up again lmao
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why do I have the sudden urge to wear a crop top? I don't even have a crop top
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I don't have a crop top either, and I don't have an urge to wear one.
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COD DAM IT I WANNA PUNCH A WALLLLL.
SOMEONE SAID DISNEY WAS INTERESTED IN MAKING THE MAGUS CHASE TRIOLOGY AND I WAS SO EXCITED TO GET SOME GENDERFLUID REPRESENTATION IN MEDIA, ESPECIALLY FROM SUCH A BIG COMPANY, BUT THEN THEY PULLED A "WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH IM LYING RN" AT THE END AND NOW I FEEL BACKSTABBED, BETRAYED, AND POSSIBLY BAMBOOZLED
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PAINNNNN ALL I KNOW IS PAINNNNNNN
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cod dam it, I'm such a coward geez. Just tell mom you wanna go by Marsh, just tell her that so you don't feel like complete trash every time she calls you uh...I would say real name but it doesn't feel like my name, it's too...feminine, I don't like it. Hnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn why is telling her I wanna go by Marsh even harder than coming out??? Just stop being a coward and tell her.. hnnnnnnnnnnnn what if she doesn't like Marsh tho? ;-;
imma just....just... yeah imma just not tell her ever and she'll never have to know...
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I just don't want her to start excessively calling me by my um current name in an attempt to sorta "conform me" cause she still thinks this whole thing is somehow caused by my lack of femininity in life so she'd probably start excessively using my current name in order to make me "Used to it" and stuff
She already said she's gonna pay more attention to "not misgendering you anymore" (As in using only she/her pronouns for me) because she thinks my confusion with gender is caused by her lacking in like understanding pronouns properly. Basically, she often gets she and he mixed up since in chinese the two characters sound the same, so she thinks my gender confusion is coming from her accidentally misgendering me and stuff
Last edited by Silverphoenix580 (April 15, 2021 14:19:49)
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shfjshgfh hi I'm back, sorry for disappearing for a day, had a really bad breakdown so I took a break from the internet lol
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sometimes I wonder why I'm so self destructive
why am I doing this to myself. I'm not gonna touch a single art supply until I'm done with school, why did I decide to do this? It hasn't even been a week and I'm already going mad, geez, what's wrong with me
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sdfgsjfhjsh I'm so stupid, why did I try to do that. I tried to work a week straight without any breaks and now I'm so burnt out, why did I try to do that, what was going through my head that made me think working for a week without any breaks was a good idea
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sjhfjshshfsfgs ;-;
mom's on the phone, trying to schedule an appointment at the doctors to see if I can get an ADHD diagnosis and she keeps referring to me as her daughter and I just ;-; hnnnnnnnn ._.
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now, to learn how to write those movements for when I inevitably have to throw Marsh into a fight...
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Oooh that's really cool
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I'm never gonna be able to describe Marsh's fight scenes well enough ;-;
there's just so many fun and unique ways you can use a scythe in battle that it's gonna be so hard, hnnnnnnn why did I choose a scythe
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I assume it's because scythes look cool
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yeah, ngl i actually only picked the scythe for aesthetic purposes, Marsh's black sclera were also a 100% aesthetic choice, and same with her cloak. All three goes against his more reserved nature and tend to stand out a lot but it's pretty so...
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dshgsjfhsgfg ok imma just take another anxiety break, I might pop on a few times to complain on my homethread and stuff, but I really can rp rn. I'll probably just go ia and lurk a lot lmao
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Alrighty, hope things cool down.
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len's growl omg