The one with Martin and Kiaane
I really don't have any ideas for a reply post so until I figure that out it should probs be archived

I think I could remember though xD
Have a bit of faith :3

Well ok, that's fine lol.
I'm going to find time to reply one of these days lol dw about that

Lol ok, deal.

Apparently the leaders of the MOs have been away for some time lol
I wonder what the Mamba and the Cheetah have been doing all the while sdjkghsdlfg. Guess I'm glad the A.A. is there even though they're not really a "leader" lol.

So their normal routines I guess
At least I don't think the Cheetah's routine is productive lol

Good for him xD.

Lol ok I guess I should define my ideas for the Meeps' father
Should I let you know of what I think up or something?

Just hoping I won't screw this up xD.
F for them. I wonder if someday we will have an universe in which they're alive...

Lol this is cruel but I doubt it as well
Poor Sunny and Lux tho, orphaned in all universes.

They're not just shipped they're married xD. Were? Idk

Maybe a bad time to ask but

Everything okay with your grandma?

GalaxianExplosion wrote:

Lol if they ever were supposed to say "Till death do us part" Xenia was like "" because she believed in the underworld so they're shipped

-Galaxian-

Uh I doubt that's something you think about while doing the vows lol but ok
I wonder if their spirits are together in the underworld or wherever they are

I actually didn't mean to sound salty, so that's my bad. It's nothing related to you.
I'm just kind of upset. Now it's not as much as it was earlier, but still. Because why.

If you want to know what happened, here's a summary:
Grandma been having some health issues later, but most of them looked like nothing major so they've been dismissed. I'm glad of that. Last week we got a real scare because she had some severe pains and there was a chance that it was pneumonia but luckily it wasn't. Her respiratory system is deteriorating though and that's concerning.
Well, the thing is that these other issues got more relevant last week, and only today she was able to get a more complete checkup. From the results, there's no other diagnosis than cancer. So... chemotherapy now. We're waiting for a schedule and hoping that everything will be fine, because there is hope we can hang onto here. With a more in-depth and specialized test we should be able to get a more complete and specific diagnosis but getting that is going to be really hard, considering how medical attention here is.
And well actually going to a private clinic is really out of the question here... it takes $ we don't have.

Look, I'm really sorry if I sounded salty. I really am not and I don't wish to give that impression. I know my mom and my uncle are doing what they can, and I have to thank my doctor aunt for providing "easy" access to testing and that stuff when medical attention is limited and hard to get here at the moment. And yes I know there's ways for me to help, but in the end I can't do anything directly, so I'm mad at the circumstances more than at myself.
I'm sorry.
And uh I actually got my inspiration back, so that's why I was trying to reply to threads and do that kinda thing but not as much as like yesterday. It truly gives my mind a 'breather' or something like that. Doing that and drawing is really what helps me regain sanity. I'm not joking, I really work like this. And well, talking to friends also helps, but I don't wanna feel like I'm dumping all my troubles onto you or anything. So I'm just sharing because you asked, okie? I know you're concerned about my grandma as well and I'm glad to know that (but not because of the worry, really. I'm bad as saying what's on my mind so I hope you understand what I'm tryina express).
So uhm don't worry too much about me. This week so far has been pretty good and even with today's low point, I'm pretty sure I'll manage well.

Yeah, don't worry much about the word choice I guess, I think I got the general idea of what you were tryina say.
Yes. That's all we can do now. Hope. But at the same time, there's a large chance that she won't be able to handle the treatment. I'd rather think positive, though. It'll be nice to be with her once she's better.
Hahaha, I've definitely been worrying too much lately. To be honest, I always do. It's just that now it's too much. Many things have been happening lately and I might be overthinking things... but I really just want the best for my family, y'know? Especially in things related to health. Like, how am I not going to get worried about my brother's asthma and how he nearly fainted while riding a bike the other day. And that people from my family died last week. I guess here I don't care that much about myself but I have been worried about my health lately because my cough's getting worse to the point that not even a mask is reducing the allergies, but at least singing warms me enough in the cooling temperature. My lungs legit hurt at times. And that just makes me tear up with everything else that's happening. It's really bad timing for all this stuff to come together at the same time. 
But, hey, I'm still alive and well (I think). Even if my direct family and I can't have medical care atm, I'm just glad that that area is being focused on my grandparents. I know they need it more than we do.
Anyways, talking definitely helps. I've been holding myself back from talking about this to my parents because they're just under so much stress and pressure that I don't want to put more onto them. My mom's been crying so much because of the way this whole situation is especially affecting her family, and it's just heartbreak for me. Things will eventually get better though, I know that.
Heh, I also don't wanna feel like I'm withholding information. I'm just trying to keep away from oversharing. It's something I would do very easily and, I don't know, I don't think it would be a very good thing to do. There's a balance of sharing and not sharing information and that is hard for me to find. So, if you just ask, I'll tell you what you want to know. Maybe more, actually, lol.
I'm thankful for your being here even if it's just to read. There's really nobody I can tell this to, even online, so you're like the best option. And it's, like, well, it's just nice. Feels lighter.

Yep, don't worry about the drawing and roleplaying thing. It's a weird cycle for me. Inspiration drives me, so the times when I don't have much desire to draw or ideas to reply to threads are often (but not always) the times in which my moods get low. And if my mood's not good, then I don't have inspiration. So, cycle xD. But I kinda know how to manage it (like I said before) as long as I can somehow reach a state of "equilibrium" in those aspects.
I'm kinda weird here hahaha. Don't worry though! I'll keep your advice in mind. I know why you're suggesting that and let me tell you that it makes complete sense.

I'd like to notify that I believe I've reread the AU info discussion enough to have the main ideas clear.
Well, y'know, some slip-ups are to be expected of me, but I've got the gist. I'm pretty sure I've got it :D.