Kingprotea, lowkey creepily in her My Room dialogue: Touch me
Me, patting her shoulder: Okay? Let's keep this PG, alright?

-Galaxian-

Ngl though Fei Yuqing sings the song while smiling like it's a happy song lol it does not sound happy. Longing is probably a better way to describe it.
Listening to the song while thinking about Huyao Xiao Hongniang gives me pangs in the heart though lol it fits a bit too well

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Lol guess who's refusing to do notes and also study
I'm tired of vectors. Notes for vectors. Not vectors themselves.
Maybe I should listen to Accelerator laugh a few times. That might give me the inspiration

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Most of school is me deciding not to study before taking the final and then being glad that I didn't because the final is so screwed up that studying would have done absolutely nothing

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Kungfu Panda: There's a character named Fenghuang
Me: Ok
Kungfu Panda: She's an owl
Me: @-@?????

Also it took me way too long to realize "Oogway" is "Wugui." He's literally Master Turtle I--

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Texas lifted mask restrictions? Sounds like a Texas thing to do
Lol those fools

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Oh yeah I keep remembering F/GO stuff randomly
So yesterday night I brought Gao Changgong, Paracelsus, and (Support) Ryouma to the battlefield
On the last round I charged Lanling Wang's NP to 100, Ryouma's to 100, and Paracelsus' to 300%. I used Lanling Wang's NP first in case I couldn't obliterate all enemies in one go, then used Ryouma's lvl. 5 NP to obliterate Avicebron (I don't like him at all btw :-) ), and then the remaining enemies were left to Paracelsus' lvl. 5 NP
I was way too triumphant by the time the "Battle Finish" text popped up lol

-Galaxian-

Should I go do finals? Maybe hmmm

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Hey that's cool! I'm sure you're doing great in Spanish.
Good luck with the rest of your finals uwu,

I'm contemplating doing the Bio final or the APES final but the thing is for APES my grade has been 100% in the last two quarters and I'd hate, hate to drop it for this quarter. So,,, I guess not?
I'm probably not gonna do Bio lol my mind is too bad regarding chromosomes and chromatin and nucleoids and nuclei and all that jazz the final will be on. 

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Oh oops missed a message @Specter thanks!

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Lol every time I read "sin" I think "sine," thanks Precalc
I'm kinda mad at myself for Precalc being my lowest grade lol it is sitting at a 97.7% or smthn and I do not like that, but what can I do I'm pretty sure the (optional) work I'm doing rn doesn't count towards the grade (if it does then thank the math and grade gods) so it's stuck there like :-)
Ughhhh I hate my tendency to make stupid mistakes hhhhhhhh how will I be a surgeon if I make stupid mistakes

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Tbh I'm worried for my mom. She's been getting better mentally but she still is pretty likely to be upset right after certain types of stuff happen. On my end, I'm getting much better at picking my tones/words and stuff because my mood has improved by a huge margin. I'm overall not very stressed and pretty happy, though anxiety's always there. I dunno if it's anxiety actually. I have always had a habit of shaking my legs and not getting up from bed so lol. 
Anyways, I'm actually trying to put my empathy into practice with my mom (which I failed to do in the past, 'cause I wasn't in the mood for it or didn't realize the importance of doing so), so I constantly listen for her tones and look at her expressions and listen to her movements and stuff. It's actually not tiring at all because, for me, it's all really natural to do. Besides, I know her the best, so I can tell from even her sleeve rustling what she's feeling at the moment. She obviously is also pretty transparent towards me lol, it'd be sad if she were to try to hide her feelings from me. (She does say she's fine when she's not, but hey, we all do that sometimes.)
She worries about a lot of stuff, and a few days earlier was the day of death for her mom (my grandmother), so we talk about my grandmother a lot these days and she gets sad and anxious after that. But at the same time, if we didn't talk, she'd still be like that, so...I think talking is good? Anyhow, I think my mom's really worried about the future. She keeps putting herself down as a person when she's down and I suck at comforting, but I'm trying to get better on my end. Like I'm trying to get homework done more efficiently and get to sleep earlier. Hard, but maybe accomplishable and worth a try. So if I do that, she'll worry less, and also we'll have more time to do happy things, like take a walk and play cards and play ping-pang. 
My mom also is worrying for her sister (my aunt), who's basically suffering from the same things my mom had to go through. I can't compare the experiences, obviously, but basically it's a crappy work environment. My mom is pretty good at holding stuff in, actually, but my aunt has a fiery temper, so sometimes it's hard to tell if everything that's irritating her could include irrelevant things. She also kinda sucks at explaining xD, and she gets real...hmm, how do I say it? Anxious? Annoyed?...when one asks her for more explanations and stuff. My mom empathizes with my aunt, obviously, so she listens to the rants my aunt makes, but the rants make her worry a lot. She's not good at ranting herself so...usually after each phone call with my aunt, I have to be super careful about reading her and seeing if she needs a hug or smthn. 

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I feel like I didn't talk about "day of death" properly--I meant "death anniversary," but for some reason, I don't like "death anniversary" as a term. I usually talk about death anniversaries in Chinese. In China, after someone dies, you remember them on many days, two of which are the "death anniversary" and his/her/their birthday. 
I never actually saw my grandmother, but I've always carried a really strange but strong sort of sentiment towards her. Maybe it's because my mom talked/talks a lot about her. But I wish I knew her.
Next time, going back to China, I want to partake in what they usually do back there. I haven't been able to go back in a long time, so I've missed out on a lot of things. Next time, my mom and I plan to go there and make her grave look a lot nicer. It's in the countryside and grass grows all over the gravestone. We plan on changing that. (Last time we went back we planted a tree that someone dug up for no reason,,, smh.) I also wanna see if I can make something special for...them. "Them" because while I'm there, I'd like to honor someone else, too. I want to hug her gravestone again next time to let her know I'm there even if my name isn't carved on the gravestone as someone who remembers her.
You know, this sentiment is funny. But it's always been like this; at dinner, Mom and I were talking about my grandmother and I nearly cried, but thankfully my mom started telling a funny story about her mom right then and I laughed the tears out. 
At this point my mom fears my tears xD they come out way too frequently.

-Galaxian-

I read "the spirit of the dead person will be very angry if you don't give them good food before they pass on" in an article, and I was like "Why?" for a hot minute, but then I realized if I were a spirit lingering around for my last day and my descendants didn't give me a good last meal to look at, I'd be infuriated xD
Not only my (possibly nonexistent even in the future) descendants too xD, I expect my friends to send me off with good food too. @Friends - if I die before y'all I expect y'all to put out my favorite foods, like [section exceeds character limit].  :D

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