GGaD » The Marshy Bog That I Call Home (Marsh's Homethread)

Time · March 1, 2021 23:17:10

I do like how the song is very simple, like if it was sang in real life during some moment

Marsh · March 2, 2021 14:24:47

If I ever hear anyone say "theybies and gentlethems" I will punch something

Marsh · March 2, 2021 15:22:17

imma try to...paint digitally. hnnnn it's gonna be hard since I'm a very lineart reliant person but with enough references and tutorials and practice, anyone can draw anything.

Marsh · March 3, 2021 02:03:12

Hey, hey brain, can you tone down a bit with ggad!marsh's backstory? At this point i wont be able to finish it...

Marsh · March 5, 2021 12:11:21

dvjhgfjshs i'm STILL ALIVEEEEEEE sorry for being ia for like a day, yesterday got really really busy cause homework and stuff

Time · March 5, 2021 13:27:52

Heyy you're alive

it seems there's some HB people coming around, maybe looking for you a bit?

Marsh · March 5, 2021 14:56:09

....wut

Marsh · March 5, 2021 15:16:17

hnnnnnnnnnn it's so hard to draw with a mouse ;-;

Time · March 5, 2021 22:11:02

oop reading what I wrote in my last post makes me realize it's hard to understand.

There have been some new people popping up on the wiki, they say they are from the HB. One, Griff, commented on your blog post titled, "...Hello.."

Marsh · March 6, 2021 12:24:56

hvshbs oh i see. I actually haven't been on HB for like a long time and lowkey forgot it even existed which is why I think I was confused lol. Cause like I dont remember really making any like big connections with anyone

Marsh · March 6, 2021 19:06:37

hnnnnnnn I hate my voice so much

Marsh · March 8, 2021 17:42:55

I think a cut my tongue??? Like it's not bleeding but it feels like I cut it and cod dam it hurts ow. Don't ask me how I did it bc I don't know either but ofc I'm stupid enough to get a wound on my tongue

Marsh · March 8, 2021 17:45:39

,hdjgnsjshg I might be overexaggerating a bit, it doesn't hurt that bad but it still feels like a cut

GalaxianExplosion · March 8, 2021 17:48:00

Silverphoenix580 wrote:
stupid enough to get a wound on my tongue

Watch your words. You might be calling someone () who injures their tongue every day () extremely stupid inadvertently () without realizing it

-Galaxian-

Marsh · March 8, 2021 17:54:06

nkvjhskjghskjh ah you're right, I'm sorry /srs

GalaxianExplosion · March 8, 2021 18:06:07

Hehe it's ok lol hope your tongue is okay; the tongue should heal quickly so it'll probably stop hurting even just after a few hours

-Galaxian-

Marsh · March 8, 2021 20:47:07

Today's vibes. Pining over a girl whom I haven't talked to in a year because I still miss her even though I really shouldn't miss her.

Marsh · March 8, 2021 20:48:16

hnnnnnnnnnnn pls I'm so touch starved, I just wanna hold her hand again and give her another hug ;-;

Marsh · March 8, 2021 20:57:47

pls heart, I thought we were over the whole "pining for a girl we know we can't have" phase, why we still here?? Why we still here??????

Marsh · March 8, 2021 20:58:55

why does everything always lead back to this song

Marsh · March 8, 2021 21:03:24

i miss her, cod dam i miss her so much. Much regrets about confessing, maybe if I wasn't so impulsive, maybe if I wasn't so obvious, we could've stayed friends and she never would've had to know. If I just bottled those feelings up then we'd at least still be talking but noooooooooooooooo my heart seemed to have forgotten real life isn't a romance novel and that confessions do go wrong a lot of the times

Marsh · March 8, 2021 21:21:51

hi, it's been almost a year since we last saw each other... I still miss you, but I hope you don't miss me cause I still have that issue where I'm scared of being a burden to everyone else. I hope you're happy and I wish you'd just forget everything that happened, it's embarrassing. Please don't remember me. And sorry... for how clingy I was, I know you were tired of it. I wish I could say goodbye to you properly but since I'm too much of a coward, I'm just venting it onto a forum you don't even know exists. One day I'll be able to let you go... or maybe I wont, they do say you remember first loves forever. Well you were my first love but I know I'm not yours and that's ok, that's perfectly fine because that's life and life isn't perfect. I never told you I loved you, because once again, I'm a coward, I was only brave enough to tell you I liked you. Love... was a word I was too scared to muster. I miss your smile the most... I wish you smiled the last day we saw each other but all I remember was a sorry, a pity hug, a empty promise to stay friends, and one last final image of you walking away. I'm sorry I couldn't stay in contact... you see, my mind convinced me you hated me, it convinced me I was just making you uncomfortable (which I still think I was) so i thought it'd be best for you if we just... drifted away. Sorry. Cod I'm a pathetic mess. Why am I saying this all here? Idek, I suppose this way I can pretend I had enough guts to send this to you... why am I such a coward, what am I even scared of

Marsh · March 8, 2021 21:45:36

did you just see me pine over lost love? No you did not, you saw absolutely nothing

Time · March 9, 2021 00:41:36

too bad you posted this on the world wide web. It'll be on here.

Do you want to talk about it? I'm assuming not due to your recent post.

Marsh · March 9, 2021 12:08:44

dfmggmndjgh i'm...fine I think, sometimes you just miss your friends y'know... and then get melodramatic because you end up listening to a few songs that reminded you of said friend... or maybe that's just me, idk

Marsh · March 9, 2021 19:30:22

THE INTERNET HAS OFFICALLY RUINED ME, I REFUSE TO SEND A HEARTFELT EMAIL TO THE GIRL I LIKE BUT I WILL 100% BE WILLING TO SEND THIS TO HER, WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

Time · March 9, 2021 21:29:15

I'm pretty sure other people experience that stuff as well, though I can't vouch because I've not felt it.

Why not just say hi?

Marsh · March 9, 2021 21:31:54

nooooo what if like.. like she's uncomfy with the fact I like her but is too nice to say anything about it? Knowing her, she's the type to let friends step all over her just bc she doesn't wanna offend anyone, honestly she's too nice for her own good. Plus it's been like... a year

Time · March 10, 2021 00:59:35

Well, it's been a year, people change

Also, yeah. That's actually kinda tough with her being too too nice, but do you know when she's being like so?

Marsh · March 10, 2021 11:31:06

hnnnnnn either way I don't see any way I can win from reaching out first so imma just... ignore her existence and hope these feelings fade, because they are kinda fading, I just need them to fade faster... although also knowing me, no matter how much these emotions fade, the moment I talk to her again I'm gonna catch feelings, That's how it always happened. I convince myself I'm over her then BOOM I hear her name again and I'm immediately back to square one with all the pathetic pining and hoping. Dhdfhsgj I'm pathetic aren't I...