GGaD » The Marshy Bog That I Call Home (Marsh's Homethread)

Marsh · February 26, 2021 21:16:46

I want a pet snake but mom doesn't like snakes

Marsh · February 26, 2021 21:31:20

it now made great sense why haruhi was my favorite character from OHSHC... I wanted her gender

there's a fine line between "I really really like this character" and "I really really wanna be this character"

Marsh · February 27, 2021 12:09:33

hey, psssst pssssst psssssst hey gender, where are you? Come out come out wherever you are...

Marsh · February 27, 2021 12:35:54

I still can't believe mom watched the untamed and did not detect a single hint of gay...

Marsh · February 27, 2021 13:27:55

i wanna like idk... i wanna be able to read treble clef and I've been trying to learn it for years but I just dont understand it?? The only clef I can read is bass clef, like bass clef just came pretty naturally to me but treble?? Nah, my brain refuses to understand it

Marsh · February 27, 2021 13:44:47

I miss orchestra, I'm not a musically talented person so it's an absolute miracle I managed to play the cello. It's the only instrument that never felt weird or finicky for me and I missed playing it. Now that I'm not in orchestra anymore I returned my cello since it was rented from them and sometimes I just wanna play it again. Bow in hand as I attempt (and fail) to play a piece properly. Every sheet of music was like another challenge. I suppose I like playing music the same way I like doing math, because playing sheet music felt like solving an equation. If i can't solve my own problems I can at least manage to overcome each cello piece or algebraic equation.
I never liked ela though, I'm not very good with words and I don't remember ever getting anything higher than a B on a paper. It's like, no matter what I wrote and no matter how much I reach the requirements, check off all the boxes I was still missing something and it drove me crazy because I didn't know what was missing. English isn't as straight forward as math, it's not simply just check the boxes, do it right, and you get a good grade. My teachers always told me I missed that little bit of something in my writing but I dont know what that something is.
Art though...art I get. Colors and lines and just vomiting all my ideas up on a page. Art didn't require to me to conform all my ideas into words, it didn't require me to limit myself. It's true freedom, it's the escape I need. Art is... well it's all I could ask for. A proper way to express my thoughts without any freedom, a proper way to share all the stories in my brain. It's- it's just freedom. Sometimes I feel like life would be a lot easier if I was passionate about writing or music instead, like why did I have to like art of all things, why did I choose that instead of, idk science or something more reasonable...

ah well it is what it is so...

Marsh · February 27, 2021 13:46:20

ha, of course I make a typo in my rant too... typical me

Echowo · February 27, 2021 13:59:36

Your rant is a mood wifuiwifie I agree with art being freedom

Marsh · February 27, 2021 14:14:54

MOM GOT US, TINY CATUS, THAT I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF. UH UH ISK WHAT TO NAME ITDJHJVBS

Marsh · February 27, 2021 14:15:33

IT'S SO CUTE THO, TINY

Marsh · February 27, 2021 14:18:28

I HAVE DECIDED TO NAME IT SIR PRICKLEFACE THE THIRD, BANE OF ALL LGBTPHOBES

IF YOUR LGBTPHOBIC, SIR PRICKLEFACE WILL PRICK YOU TO DEATH

Marsh · February 27, 2021 14:46:38

I miss china, i wanna go back homeeee hnnnnnnn i miss grandma's cooking. Genshin really do be making be homesick huh?

Marsh · February 27, 2021 14:47:47

I forgot how bad my hand writing is lmao

Marsh · February 27, 2021 15:40:59

vibes

Marsh · February 27, 2021 15:46:49

I love this song but also it hurts to listen to now just bc of the memories I've associated with it ;-;

Marsh · February 27, 2021 15:53:15

just because I'm a romantic doesn't mean I wanna romance. Just because I like watching romance movies and read about characters going on cute dates don't mean I wanna go on cute dates. Romance is too much emotions

Marsh · February 27, 2021 15:56:30

oh...this hurts omg

Marsh · February 27, 2021 19:47:24

i love this video

Marsh · February 28, 2021 15:15:43

english is hard

Marsh · February 28, 2021 15:27:35

me: ok so I might like girls
mom: ok
me: and I might be genderfluid
mom: ok
me: ...and also I uh dont quite believe in god
mom: >:0

Marsh · February 28, 2021 16:02:29

sometimes i see amazing youtubers who have less subs than me and I'm just like how- wh- what is wrong with the youtube algorithm?

SpecterTheGreat · February 28, 2021 22:07:55

:000 you have lots of subs?

Marsh · February 28, 2021 22:42:02

pfffffft nah, not even 100 I think but i dont care cause like if even 10 people liked my stuff enough to sub then i'll keep creating, even if it's just for those ten strangers. It's nice to know I can bring people some sense of enjoyment, even if it's a small amount of people

Russet · February 28, 2021 22:42:36

I have two subs 😎
They're Galaxian and Specter 😎

GalaxianExplosion · February 28, 2021 22:50:32

I have 10 subs and I don't make any videos.
Either misclicks or they're here for my sarcastic comments

-Galaxian-

Marsh · March 1, 2021 12:17:36

dnvkjshvhjavsbvjhs I commented once on another acc and now I have 1 follower, idek how that happened

Marsh · March 1, 2021 12:21:06

also, if yall ever want to read something, may I recommend my self indulgent book, Four Dead Queens. It's a YA murder mystery so there's some bits of gore i suppose, and the main cp is slightly force imo but they do have an interesting dynamic. It's not the BEST but it's does keep you doubting every theory you have on who the murderer is so there's that. I should re read it honestly

Marsh · March 1, 2021 12:26:13

oh it's march...it's been a year huh?

Marsh · March 1, 2021 13:39:58

this. This song gives me such big GGaD!Marsh vibes.

Marsh · March 1, 2021 17:14:03

ayeeeeeeeeeee finally halfway done with Marsh's backstory ;-;