GalaxianExplosion wrote:

More awkward thought--how bad would it be to be conservative and also LGBTQ+ lol conflict with self at its least fine level
-Galaxian-

I mean honestly this was/is me lol

Maybe not anymore lol

It's funny how others, like, have "noob moments" on new maps or just while entering the game, but other than just super bad timing I don't think I've ever actually been an actual noob
Btw all videos I watched were of the Skeld lol
Ig I adapt quickly?
It's probably thanks to Freeplay tho haha

-Galaxian-

Bruhh Specter's birthday is the same as Wave's

-Galaxian-

HEHJDJWJFJWJ so many birthdays to celebrate in one day 

I'm way too ecstatic over this hhhhh but I GUESSED RUN'S ZODIAC CORRECTLY JFOIJSIOFJFOFJOIFJSDKFJOKFJDO WOW

-Galaxian-

Lol Olga Marie Animusphere is actually really a sad character

-Galaxian-

XDDDDDDDDDDDD

AHAHA SO... SO... SO SATISFYING AHAHAHAA

This is what I was talking about

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion wrote:

I want to punch my consciousness

-Galaxian-

mood but what- 

2 o'clock angst. Sorry. It'd probably be better if no one read this.

To be honest, it would've been funny for anyone to presume that activity levels on the forum/wiki would jump as a result of break because, well, first off, it's not like that--at least, not anymore.
One, break is usually because of holidays, so that requires time commitment, and second...well, I guess we're not active enough anymore to presume there'd be a jump in activity level. At best, activity level would remain the same. In the worse scenario it would decline, and I think this year's Thanksgiving break was a good example of the latter.

This year's Thanksgiving for me was actually a bit better than usual, and throughout break there were many happy moments. Other times, though, I was either doing something else or I was too emotionally down to check the forums, and for me, those were horrible moments.
I kinda miss the time where activity would spike during break, but I personally don't think I can look forward to that anymore. In fact, I think I gave up on that sort of notion so long ago I can't even remember when it was.
To be honest, I keep feeling like the community is drifting apart, and while it probably isn't like that, it's hard for me not to feel like that because I'm so attached to what it was like before. That results in me being too acutely aware of...well, the differences now. And then my mind goes "this is what that means" and welp, my mood goes down.
It's hard to try to deny that kind of feeling or push it away. I've gotten better at doing so this year, but there are probably factors in this year that make that feeling worse.
I'm probably saying too much already, but for me, there's always that feeling that I don't matter as much to others as they matter to me--it's just constantly accompanying me. It's gotten worse over time. I'm like GGaD!Galaxian in that way. Look where that sort of sentiment got him in his worst times. And even worse, what happened to him gets to me, too, like it's reminding me that could happen to me.
I would wish for a time where I didn't have that kind of feeling, but I don't think that wish will ever come true.
I guess as much as I say "It's fine! Life comes first!", I can never emotionally apply that at times.

Anyways, I'm off to bed. I might elaborate more on this, but I don't usually like saying details publicly. I know not many people read this, which is a good thing, but...I don't know, something always obstructs me, haha.
Good night.

-Galaxian-

I have been putting off responding to you, Echo, and I intended to express gratitude towards what you're saying, but instead I will later talk about what is making me sad lol good riddance to my low E.Q.

-Galaxian-

Isn't it funny how whenever my friends are having bad days I'm having a good one

-Galaxian-