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I'm in NINE private threads here atm xDDD
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I need to continue reading Soul Cartel but I'm "busy" lol
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TFW you spend a good amount of time looking for a rubrics document which does not exist -_-
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I had a bit of a bad episode a while ago.
I uh am
Not sure of what happened :/
But I really lost it. Like, incredibly.
Anxiety + rage.
I ripped up my leg and it hurts now. I'm regretting my reaction so much.
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Anyways, it's passed now. I want to thank my parents for helping me calm down because honestly I was just hysterical. I don't know what happened. I'm really annoyed at myself but at the same time I'm also really calm.
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*insert calm face*
Inner peace lol
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Oof I hope your leg gets better soon tho
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Yeah I do too :')
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The idea of having to finish my health course tomorrow makes me kinda nervous
I mean it's doing the three review lessons plus two actual lessons before the exam which I scheduled for later sooooooooo
Anyways for now I should concentrate on getting sleep.
Gn!
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Don't you love getting kicked out of the computer
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wait you were in the computer?
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I was lol
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The Boardhost lagged for like half an hour or at least twenty minutes straight and I couldn't reply to posts despite being online and reading them >:C
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The site I was reading Soul Cartel on shut down
Can't read it anymore Ig rip
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Just kinda thinking how the snacks/sweets that have made up my childhood are almost completely artificial (if not already fully synthetic lol) and how Dion also has that experience.
Metal popsicles tho lol
I've never had them.
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But the ice cream I used to eat before we discovered better alternatives was definitely not made of milk or anything remotely similar. Probably some kinda material with flavoring.
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I almost clawed out my cheeks in a fit today but I'm okay. I pulled the stuffing out of my chair instead.
R.I.P. my nice nails.
...
Why do I keep losing control like this lately? I'm mad at myself.
But like, at the same time, it feels as if sugar is the only thing that can relieve me of this stress and intense emotion. And sugar is like what I HAVE to avoid bc health.
Aaaaugh.
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Well, on a lighter note, I got to sing today! It's been a while since I last sang at the top of my voice (without getting to screaming ofc xD) and boy???? I have so much phlegm(?) stuff in my throat that my voice sounded muted and I was coughing between verses xD
But after warming up some with my mom's help, I think I sound a lot clearer now.
Also it's fun to sing in Latin >:3
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Oh, and I'm almost done learning "Exultate Justi in Domino"'s piano part! I've only one page to go!
It's neat that I can sing and play at the same time HEHE
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I don't think triggered would be the correct word for what's been on my mind after reading that thing about religion and science, but I AM very upset over it.
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I'm trying to refrain from typing paragraphs because I lack the ability to convey my thoughts or even to accurately express what I want to say. It would end up being very redundant. It's actually annoying because this makes it so I can't back up my opinion or support it.
But anyways
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I'm a science-loving teen with Christian teachings as a background so
Personally, my parents (especially my dad) have encouraged me to learn science and apply it. This was obviouisly done in Creationist bases since it's what we believe.
So uh
What I've been taught is that, since God created the world, he also created the laws of nature and everything in it, and as such, we should strive to learn more about it to gain an understanding of the world around us.
Or something like that. You get the idea--I can't really accurately say what I have in my mind.
And this is a bit of a dangerous thing for me to say, but if I weren't Christian, I would definitely accept more things relating to science. I have aboslutely nothing against advances and listening to new theories/opinions, but I do stay in my beliefs regarding that even if it seems "old-fashioned" or uncultured. {
It's a bit of a "you can think what you want to think" thing Ig.
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Unrelated but these past months that way of thinking ("People can believe what they want to believe") has gotten me in trouble and has gained me scoldings.
Honestly maybe I would've been better off without saying it out loud lol.
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I hate it that I can't use the computer freely lol
At least now I have time to draw or practice piano or something.
Idk if I'll connect later tonight but uwu
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And yes I'm getting kicked out of the computer after I check this paragraph thing again.
My bro needs to practice his chess.
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I'm kinda proud of the final result of this thing so you can read it if you're interested:
" Of all the people you may meet, he is the most passionate. He will never miss a soccer match; instead, he will always have money handy to buy the best seats in the stadium. But if it happens that he cannot go, he will use his devices (radio, television, phone, tablet, or iPad) to tune in to the sports commentator and not miss a single detail. His favorite team is always on his mind. He will have a collection of the latest team shirts for himself and posters hung on his walls. Every conversation he has will eventually go to the topic of soccer, as it is something for which he can easily express his undying love. Even if his favorite team loses, he will not give up hope in the players and will cheer for them unconditionally in their next match. Finally, he celebrates the wins with all his might, sharing his overwhelming happiness with friends and family.
"
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The idea of having futuristic-looking buildings in Spectoria is too much of a temptation to me lol
I can spend the economy in this.
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I'm sure that nobody here watches Chespirito's comedy series (I don't think they have an English version tbh) but oh my gosh I love them so much xDDD
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The animsted version of El Chavo del Ocho has an English dub but please don't watch it or look into it lol it's cringe and such a disgrace (imo) to the original version with actors xD