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SpecterTheGreat · June 30, 2020 18:00:39

I mean that very literally.
I had to stand there just listening to the speech about my mistakes for like... ten minutes or more?
Talking back is never good so I bite it back most of the time. But boy,,, if I could,,,

SpecterTheGreat · June 30, 2020 18:02:28

I had a painkiller a few minutes ago and rn I'm just waiting for it to kick in so I can resume P.E. :/
Not something I'd have chosen to do but they said I shouldn't let my grades in P.E. drop so much again, so...

SpecterTheGreat · June 30, 2020 18:04:34

Like y'know how even if you can't feel the pain the injury is still there?

SpecterTheGreat · June 30, 2020 18:39:14

I hope this will never happen... but I'm almost sure that I'll eventually be unable to walk because of all the strain I'm putting on my leg(s).
Just thinking about it is making me more sad/depressed than I already am haha uhh happy thoughts happy thoughts

SpecterTheGreat · June 30, 2020 18:42:41

Well I'll just practice a bit of piano Ig.
I want to learn how to play the "Turkish March" because my dad keeps saying it's a very hard piece and I want to prove him wrong .

Time · June 30, 2020 22:54:29

Jeez spec all the negative stuff you've just posted might seep over into my mood now.

Ah yes. Love no freedom of speech. Love no human rights. You gotta love it.

And only 10 minutes? Idk how long mine might be, if you take it literally. But hey, mistakes ARE how you learn. So ig sometimes you really gotta appreciate them. Even if you literally have to be told a list of how many mistakes you've made. Which I can imagine sucks.

Also plus, Specter, what's exactly wrong with your legs? Like it sounds like they're always hurt.

SpecterTheGreat · July 1, 2020 11:12:44

Oof I'm sorry @Time
It's no excuse but I couldn't find enough positive/random things to push back the negative posts I made.
My legs? Let's just say my joints are stupid and yeah thanks to my unluckiness, they've been constantly hurt for like... the past... six years or so?

SpecterTheGreat · July 1, 2020 11:14:00

Anyways, I had a really great time on Monday, so I should've expected yesterday to be not-good. Idk.
I know that always when I have a very nice day, the next one is probably going to be horrible for some reason. It's just like that. Dunno why but it is.

SpecterTheGreat · July 1, 2020 11:15:15

I'm crossing my fingers and hoping that the new update of RR2 will work on my laptop and that it will load fine
The last one took like a month to be recognized by my app store, so I wasn't able to play during that time.

SpecterTheGreat · July 1, 2020 12:50:38

I watched up to episode 5 and I'm much cri :') I really can't bingewatch this anime because it's too wonderful to do that.
Maybe tomorrow I can watch like two episodes? It's like, I have to take breaks while watching because xD I'm very very sensitive haha.

SpecterTheGreat · July 1, 2020 12:52:01

But the crying is not sad. It's different, maybe because of happiness? Idk.
Anyways I really love it and I would definitely recommend watching Violet Evergarden

I can't thank you enough @Galaxian for telling me to watch it uwu.

SpecterTheGreat · July 1, 2020 15:56:14

I'll just say that using the same device as FF when we both want to post stuff at the same time is very weird.

Time · July 1, 2020 19:16:35

Switching between accounts must be annyoing

SpecterTheGreat · July 2, 2020 03:37:04

I don't think we've ever done it as intensely as today but kinda yeah xD

SpecterTheGreat · July 2, 2020 03:42:51

I had a weird dream of Oblivion murdering a school full if high schoolers and I woke up to come on here and I see Echo's drawings and--

SpecterTheGreat · July 2, 2020 04:22:30

I'm tired enough to sleep again so Ig I'll try to.
Jasper climbed onto my bed a while ago and he's so cute there just sleeping skdbhsukd I don't wanna wake him up.

Later I'll disgrace my drawing skills with a base. If I'm lucky it won't be a disgrace tho.
I also need to download new music probably but I'm too lazy. Kinda complicated when you can't always access YT and Audio Visualizer can't be opened except when I have time.
Though AV is great and I thank its Roblox developer because like wow!

Anyways yes. It was interesting to see my brother active in the community again lol. Ig MC really interests him.

Good mornight .

SpecterTheGreat · July 2, 2020 09:51:28

Good morning guys it's 9:51 A.M. and I just woke up and I'm going to punish myself with not eating breakfast for having woken up so late

Echowo · July 2, 2020 10:43:20

That's pretty early imo and yOU NEED TO EAT, DEAR TUWUIN

SpecterTheGreat · July 2, 2020 11:10:57

I'm supposed to wake up and be ready from 7:00-7:30 A.M. though I generally do so around 8 A.M., which is already late lol.
I actually got scolded for the time today haha and well yeah.

I had a tiny banana and water dw I'm not on an emtpy stomach.

SpecterTheGreat · July 2, 2020 11:17:02

"Slope" no longer looks like a word to me and it's confusing my brain aah someone please help me

SpecterTheGreat · July 2, 2020 11:28:26

The bright thing about my stress having been activated is that I at least have energy and motivation to do class lol.
It's somwhat sad to me that I need to be in a negative situation in order to actually be motivated for something good.

SpecterTheGreat · July 2, 2020 11:53:20

Alright I'm leaving chat now lol I need to finish up my classes.

SpecterTheGreat · July 2, 2020 13:44:21

I'm kinda angry at my mechanical pencil for not having a fine point and breaking a lot today haha

SpecterTheGreat · July 2, 2020 16:01:53

🤔
^ is this the thinking emoji???

autumnlibrarian16 · July 2, 2020 16:21:31

yup, that's the thinking emoji!
and if you'd like I can offer help with slope if you need it!

SpecterTheGreat · July 2, 2020 16:26:53

Oh slope's pretty easy, at least from what I've seen so far! It's easier for me to understand numbers than words tbh. Seeing the same word over and over just kinda,,, fries my brain Ig?
Thanks for the offer tho :D

SpecterTheGreat · July 2, 2020 16:37:45

I kept thinking that the flipped version of :3 would be E: but "E:" looks like... idk. Not cute.

SpecterTheGreat · July 2, 2020 16:38:49

And speaking of thinking lol I think of too many of my characters as "cute" XD

SpecterTheGreat · July 2, 2020 16:45:27

Apparently my cat eats fried banana.

SpecterTheGreat · July 2, 2020 16:51:22

Rinmaru Games hasn't worked on my laptop for a couple days now :/