GGaD » We Scream: Chat Thread For Time and Echo

Time · August 18, 2020 16:21:16

bruh momentum

the thing is that I can't tell if you have a good or bad taste bc again, I'm music deaf

day is going ok, hbu?

Echowo · August 18, 2020 16:28:09

I'm tired from school lol but it's pretty okay

wheeeeE

Time · August 18, 2020 16:35:45

Oh how is school for you? Going to it or in quarantine?

Echowo · August 18, 2020 16:51:08

Going so far. People are making bets on how long it'll last lol. Most of us are saying at most will be a month long lol

qnfkwkkr how school for you?

Time · August 18, 2020 22:58:20

I'm not starting yet lol

but it'll be at home yes

Echowo · August 19, 2020 04:38:39

Oof

Time · August 19, 2020 16:02:31

oof ig

Echowo · August 19, 2020 18:08:15

Ope idk what to say now lol

I hate homework lol but at least I get to listen to music while doing it >:3c

Time · August 20, 2020 13:59:06

yeah. I hate homework as well, lots of people do.

How is being back in school anyways?

Echowo · August 20, 2020 14:22:11

I'm constantly tired and my back hurts lol but it's okay. The stuff I'm learning so far is pretty easy lol

Time · August 20, 2020 20:25:30

oh rippp

try to get enough sleep and idk, keep a good posture man

Echowo · August 20, 2020 20:31:50

I'll try lol

How has week been for you?

Time · August 20, 2020 21:03:37

Normal summer for me, tbh.

I'm trying to do more stuff, lbut I sometimes don't feel as motivated to do so.

Echowo · August 20, 2020 21:20:19

Oof mood

Tbh to motivate myself I try thinking to myself

"Well, -insert good fictional character(s)- can do this, so I can too!" Or something along those lines

Like, for me whenever I try to exercise or do pushups, I think

"Well, the Gold Saints can do this, so I can to!"

Or I think

"Gold Saints exercise, and I want to be like a Gold Saint, so I must exercise to be strong like one!"

Or I think about the benefits, like when I do pushups I think about how my arms will get stronger or something like that, ya know?

So, idk, think positive things maybe? Nandkqmf idk if this makes sense lol it sorta sounds childish when I actually type it lol

What are you having trouble being motivated with? (Lol I should have asked this first)

Echowo · August 28, 2020 20:19:40

Ope some music stuff

https://youtu.be/sMG7bMPX8jI

This one is an English cover of "Unknown Mother Goose"

I love this song a lot lol

https://youtu.be/Xv-GxoEvybk

The one is the original, which is in Japanese. It's by Wowaka. I'm sad that he died last year due to heart problems ): he wasn't very old

https://youtu.be/4o0WYiK52Dg

This song is creepy and kinda sad once you realize what it's about but I added it in because of the beat of it.

It's "Body" by Mother Mother

https://youtu.be/HZik4fKw3G0

"Two Time" by Jack Stauber.

https://youtu.be/CY05nUQ4D5M

This is a creepy-ish, sad song once you know what it's about, but I added it in because of the beat and I thought you would like the sound of it

It's "Baby Hotline" by Jack Stauber

https://youtu.be/2j3gyQw0dKA

It's in Japanese, but the English translation has cursing so yea. Added it in because of how it sounds and I thought you might like it, despite there being cursing in Japanese. The lyrics are a bit creepy-ish, although the song doesn't sound like it lol

It's "Nightmare Parade" by Fake Type

https://youtu.be/aPSrw6ZYUA4

"Mister Jewel Box" by Tophamhat and Fake Type. No cursing in it lol, and there are a few parts that are cool

https://youtu.be/-itZVX-SUkI

"Lemon Boy" by Cavetown

https://youtu.be/oO7Y8NsnkRg

"Pa Pa Ya" by Babymetal. Very catchy, although idk if you would like Japanese metal or not

https://youtu.be/gQnG_T7kbtY

"Shanti Shanti Shanti" by Babymetal. Also very catchy

https://youtu.be/qMKlj_1zbYc

"Da Da Dance" by Babymetal. Mix between metal, techno, and pop. Very fun

https://youtu.be/lq8-R9Ju5F0

"One Me, Two Hearts" by Hitorie. Wowaka was part of this band before he died. This song is also very good imo lol

https://youtu.be/YEMEAxlYL04

"While My Guitar Gently Weeps" by The Beatles

https://youtu.be/C9jldrihvwY

"Time For Tea" by 11 Acorn Lane

Tell me which ones you like and I can try to find some more similar or something lol if you don't like any of them, that's fine. I don't have much good taste in music

Time · August 29, 2020 23:46:49

Talking today sorry for not responding

Thank you for showing me them. I haven't listened to them yet. I'll get back to you, yeah??

I'm just having problems with being motivated to draw and stuff man.

I kinda actually do that same tactic, but not too often anymore, tbh. When I was younger I did it. But now its something that's related with drawing energy from within

examples being just meditating, or doing the same thing as you but slightly diffrent to be more internal, and (new!) reading some of my new philosophy books

Echowo · August 30, 2020 06:35:13

Oof I understand, you can get back to me later about the music lol

Ah, oof idk how to help. I'll try to think of a way to help you get drawing motivation

Also, OwO philosophy? I'm not suppose to like philosophy (because, ya know, Christianity) but imo philosophy is interesting and I want to read some tbh. owo

Time · August 30, 2020 12:17:11

Ngl I've never heard anything about christians not being able to like philosophy. Why is that?

dw I think I can motivate myself

Echowo · August 30, 2020 13:11:22

I think it's mostly due to the questioning of existence and some of the atheistic views in philosophy. I find it cool tho because of how many views and ideas are in philosophy, and just how the human mind can think and work and just, jqjdkwjrjejqkjrie the human mind is a very cool thing lol

Ah, okey, but I'll still support you and try to be supportive lol :D

Time · August 30, 2020 19:39:46

Well that's pretty once faced, man. I think philosophy is more about your own view on it. I'm pretty sure it's more about developing your own views as you go on. Plently of people disagree with other things previous philosophers have said

dw I don't think that's you, I feel it's just imposing from your family

Echowo · August 30, 2020 21:16:40

Yeah tbh it is. The only reason I know I'm not suppose to like philosophy is because of how once at the dinner table my brother asked what philosophy was and my mother's answer was in this sorta tone, and what she said something along the lines of "Something we don't believe in because it's not Christian" while I'm sitting across the table staring at her, trying to not reply, thinking "Philosophy is literally just a bunch of POVs about different subjects and different ways the human mind views things wHAT DO YOU M E A N-"

Lol I actually like a lot of things that I'm not suppose to now that I think about it lol

Time · August 30, 2020 21:37:58

Yeah it's not the most awesome when someone can't look or see what something truly is bc they have placed a sheild in front of them. If that makes sense.

But if she's simply not aware. That's fine.

Despite being catholic, I look at other things as well.

I'm sorry to inform you but you prob going to get some drama in the future from what it seems between you and your family. Or at least that's what I'm reading.

Can you tell me more about your brother, again? Like, what you've said about him already and stuff.

Echowo · August 31, 2020 06:02:50

Yeah, I already predicted that I'm gonna probably start drama due to my own views and stuff lol. There's already so much drama in my family atm which I why I'm not planning to come out until I'm a senior in high school, because it'll be safer for me and will cause less stress for everyone else. Also I'm just sorta scared to come out because I keep thinking about the family members I actually care about and just, I keep thinking they won't love me anymore. So that's also why I'm waiting until senior year, because at least I'll be ready by then lol. Also I've been getting in a bit of trouble recently because I'm making it clearer of who I dislike in our family lol, which has started up some moments of me being yelled at or almost guilted

Okey, so my brother is one of the very few people in my family that supports LGBTQ+, although I can't really tell him about me being trans because I don't want to risk him accidentally outing me. He's really nice and tries to be helpful, although at times we argue because we're both hotheads lol. He likes to trust people and loves our family, so he's kinda opposite of me in that sort of way. At one point we argued because I wanted to live with our mother and had made it a bit clearer that I disliked a certain adult person, which made my brother upset due to his love of family and his faith in other people. We both like to friendly debate at times too (it has been shown clearly that most of the time we agree with each other when we do debate, lol, and we are actually just stating things in a matter-of-fact tone). My brother is one of the very few people I actually have an emotional attachment to and I actually would care about his opinion of me. Idk if there is anything else, other than that we're both pretty emotional, except he actually physically shows it while I get my emotions out on here or in my artworks

Time · August 31, 2020 17:13:57

Senior year? Are you sure?

He sounds like he's pretty open about it, no? Being a supporter?

Echowo · August 31, 2020 18:45:16

Yea. Why you asking if I'm sure?

Yea, I'm sure he's open about it, at least around me and our friends. I'm sure he's mentioned his support of the community around some adults before

Time · September 1, 2020 18:03:20

I'm just running through senarios

You said a few. Who's that few?

Echowo · September 1, 2020 18:34:38

Ah. May I ask what kind of scenarios because your answer makes me feel like my idea is flawed and I Am Nervous

From what I heard of, I have an older cousin who supports. She's pretty chill anyway lol. I also have cousins around my age that probably do support LGBTQ+, but I don't know them well enough to know for sure. I only see most of my cousins maybe once or twice a year oof

Time · September 1, 2020 19:40:06

To be honest with you I can't really answer that because I don't know your family.

Hmmmm I see.

Echowo · September 1, 2020 19:52:19

Oof

Have you listened to the music I sent yet?

Time · September 1, 2020 22:32:23

Oh shoot sorry man not yet

Remind me tomorrow I can listen when I'm multasking or sometihng