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Sure, I get it, I could try to analyze you too if I wanted. It's that you just seemed to stumble upon a possible overlapping of personalities. Or a possible, unintentional leak of my personality into a character.
I think I need some deep ones. I've never expressed fully my interests in something for as long as I remember.
I get that part too. Just a lack of a better word.
I don't think I would have problems arranging a time, it's just it would be so overly exhausting to do so.
Going on a ramble. Going out often. I have a cousin that's extremely outgoing, goes everywhere every day. I couldn't do that. My family had him over at my house for a week, and it was the most exhausting week I had socially as long as I could remember. And our differing personalities really grated against each other in my opinion. Like, when you're tired, you become grouchy. I was trying my best not to be grumpy as I was dragged everywhere, but it's hard.
I'm all for new experiences and out of your comfort zone. It's just, hard. Surprise surprise.
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Anyways with what you said Galaxian.
I sorta do want to extend those relationships. It's just you know, extending those relationships to achieve a friendship at a normal rate is risk. I've tried a few times already, but I think I invested in the wrong people. So now I got to be sure that it's someone I can actually be cool with. That's stupid. That due to past failures you become more adverse to the thing. That's bull. You know, why can't it be easier to start meaningful relationships.
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Actually you've gotten me talking in a way that you have me going in a way I was thinking of talking about yesterday, so thanks for that.
I was thinking there are many types of braveries. But I don't think I'm very brave in being oneself, if that makes sense.
Like, you show what you like. You talk about what you like. You do what you like, even if it's not popular or something more socially outcasted.
I don't think that I'm too brave there because I don't talk about what I truly like. Things like that. You know? Who you truly are.
I never really thought about how brave one must be to come out or whatever. But I kinda get it a little. Maybe. Coming out, even to an accepting person, and then being proud of it too?
Echo. You're pretty brave.
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Ok, I think I'm done talking about myself now.
I hate talking about myself in a way that isn't as surface level. It makes you vulnerable, right? All for all to see.
At least it's a step.
Hey you know a bit more about me if you decide to read the walls, right? That's what I wanted.
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Maybe I'll look into characters later. Maybe. Maybe not
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I've using a lot of maybe, probably, possibly, and right in that past writing spree
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I think I just got complimented, so...thank you? I do wanna thank you even if you didn't do that (also to avoid being awkward), because one of the things that I usually feel about me and you is that I don't know enough about you, and therefore I must be a bad friend. And while I might be a bad friend, you talking about yourself helps me feel better. So thank you.
Really, I'm always up for learning new things about you guys, even if sometimes it makes me question my own flaws and difference in values lol.
I am up to being analyzed if you ever somehow feel like it, btw, Time. I like people other than me talking about some portion of my personality. Probably kinda narcissistic, but :shrug: (: you maybe just complimented me about saying what I like, so there we go.
Your cousin sounds kinda like mine, though I'll probably talk about mine in a way that's less compassionate (as in ever-so-slightly passive-aggressive lol). Anyways, I'm talking about the older one. He's constantly out. Never spends time with his parents. Has a bunch of friends, is in a band (he plays guitar and can sing, somewhat), always attending parties. He lives in China, so he can do this while going to college and maintaining good grades, but I think if we met now, we wouldn't get along. His deal is that he gets along great with outsiders and treats family like strangers. Always on his phone during family meetings (and other more somber events). I think that next time I visit China, having to deal with him (hopefully I don't have to) will be draining, if I manage to get past the awkward stage.
That's to ask: Do you have tips on getting along with someone with that sort of opposite personality? As you may or may not know, my cousin and I pretty much are opposites (and somehow that about holds true for all the other cousins and me, too). But to spare you the details, I honestly just hate acting like someone I'm not. So, tips are very appreciated.
-Galaxian-
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No. I don't think I do know. All I do is just try, idk.
While your cousin seems like he's more distant, mine is still close with the family, even if he has loads of friends and basically almost everything you said. Oh. He's also not the older but rather the younger sibling in his branch of the family. Still older than me though.
So when I spoke of him I knew me being grumpy was in the wrong. At least.
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Oops I forgor to post or check in at all today 💀
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I shall work on secret santa work soon
But first, I must get some personal projects done. And no, it is not those mysterious random characters I post every now and then that you guys know barely anything or probably don't care about (and that's fine dw)
It some other stuff. You know I started art with drawing dragons bc of WoF, but returning to drawing dragons or really any creature with a snout is hard.
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I want to create a character with a specific theme, like, say, a character with design qualities that would imply an animal or something
luckily I think I might have a spot on the team of characters for that
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It seems to me that today is mostly inactive bc of holidays
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thats exactly what i was thinking. now we are two
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Yeah, now a sudden burst of activity since it seems the festivities may be over for now
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When I get home from my trip in a few days I think I really need to rub a few games
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Wait what does "rub" mean?
Because the mental image that gives is kinda funny xD
-Galaxian-
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Oop
Run*
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Oh yeah nice new color theme
Is it like, new years kinda theme
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Yeah, it's supposed to be for New Year's, and thank you :D
-Galaxian-
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Did I ever tell anyone that my Grandma calls me skinny bones
Its kinda funny since she doesn't speak English very well
I'm not even thar skinny anymore. Sure I'm on the thinner side, but I'm not no-muscles skinny
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Petition to have Time change his nickname to Skinnybones
-Galaxian-
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sKiNnYboNeS--
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Nah I'll always be Time
No matter what on the internet. So I can be easier to find for anyone that wants to talk to me. Even if I become unpopular or anything, I'll keep on being Time instead of leaving my identity. Or even if I end up hating the name, that too.
To be specific, I'll always be some form of Time1197 in any way possible.
For example my steam is Time_1197 bc Time1197 was already taken.
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Skinnybones is a decent nickname on the internet though. Bones for short.
Bones I think however may be a common internet name.
Isn't that interesting that on the internet, there are more common names than others. Like names with "alpha" are pretty common
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xXAlpha2009Xx
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Wait doesn't Skinnybones equal Papyrus?
TIME IS PAPYRUS CONFIRMEDWe will ignore that Time gives blue vibes more than red vibes
-Galaxian-
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I was gonna say that Time gives more Sans vibes than anything but ok
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Sans on a diet,,,
-Galaxian-
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Sans eats ketchup exclusively
oh wait ketchup's full of sugar ain't it
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Eh ehe eh eh ehe eh