Tbh I'd talk more with my friends' parents too!
They're so nice to me too and we're very close (so much that I often refer to them as aunts/uncles even though we're not blood-related). 
But it's like with my adult friends. I don't know if they'd like it much if someone like me were to go and begin talking excitedly with them xD.

Most of my hopes for friendships are on my adult friends and my friends' parents atm.

Also, I miss Tuti a lot.
A. Lot. 

One of the neighbors is having a party. A loud party lol.
They just began playing "Careless Whisper" at full volume xD
I don't know the song but I know it's a meme xD

It's almost midnight please have some mercy on those who are sleeping
I don't count yet but asdfkfjdhlgadhsfd

To talk a bit about F/GO:

I love Asterios.
His will to protect Euryale,,, that's heart-touching for me.

I think I'm getting to the end of the Okeanos Singularity! I'm excited xD wonder how it'll play out?
Also my master self had an idea for a strategy :0 that's wonderful xD I couldn't ever hope to do that lol. She's smart.

Neighbors' party is still very very loud.
Darn, lol. 

I'm excited for tomorrow (today?) because of something but I forgot what this something is so I just know I'm excited.
Btw nobody's allowed to leave their homes on Sundays. Wonderful quarantine settings! It's almost like "you can't catch the virus any day of the week except for Sunday"

I don't mind,,, but it doesn't make sense to me. Well, well, whatever the leaders say, that's what we'll have to do.
Here's to hoping everything goes for the better, cause things are turning out the opposite way.

We had pasta for lunch (irl) here!
I think that's why I was excited yesterday xD

Oh yes I introduced Austral to Nationstates xD
I'll ask him if he's already created a nation lol.
It'd be fun to see his choices xD it's always more fun to play with friends!

Well well well, I'm excited for the event going on along with CBC xD
I mean it looks very interesting. 

Okay lol though seeing Sieg (who's an innocent dude in my mind) being the owner of a mansion and holding an auction for gang leaders,,, o.o
And lol Diarmuid's a gang leader now? 

Lol I want to see what happens. Also, Moriarty is interesting.
I'm trying to imagine Gudako with a bartending outfit idk xD

Considering they're not even asking before they do these things, even if I want the help, no I don't think it would be pretty nice

Well, the video is obviously exaggerating it. I don't think it'd be "nice" if people just kinda, y'know, did the stuff in the video. 
But like, having someone who's willing to help? I think that would be nice. 

Not like being pushed away from a lamppost or having someone toss you a bike or randomly grab you from falling over ofc.
Lol idk if this makes sense but in my mind I think it does.

Sometimes I get so excited at drawing/writing/doing something that I just cringe at myself because I wonder how much others will cringe when they see my work xD.

I cringe a lot at myself when I do fandom/fan-related stuff and I don't know why lol (bruh,,, imagine how annoying it is to be ashamed of something you like). I continue doing it anyways if I really feel like it! But even talking about my fandoms makes me cringe slightly. It's hard to even begin mentioning it sometimes xD and once I've begun then I don't stop for a while.
But that's the reason I don't do a lot of fanart and I don't write fanfictions anymore.
GGaD is an exception hahahehe I do too much fanart of it.

Yep, that's how one improves! By criticism! 
Still, even if someone makes fun of me, I laugh along. It's mean but uhhh I could be offended and most of the time I'm not offended thaaaat easily.
Unless it's something I'm like really proud of and someone's mean about it lol. 
But that's why, especially in art, I like to point out most of my mistakes and say that I'm not the best! That way people can gauge more or less how much my potential for stuff is and then not criticize me that harshly. Besides, it's very important to be aware of your mistakes, because nobody's perfect after all.
We strive for perfection, but even though we may never be able to reach it, we can still try to be/do the best we can be/do.

Hmmmmmmm :thonk: I'm tryina figure out why I feel so happy/excited xD

I'm also more happy because we had pasta for lunch :D
Yesterday I missed lunch cause I fell asleep on top of my homework lol.

I'll see if next time we go shopping I can get an apple-cinnamon or apple pie candle or scenter thing.
Or maybe something that smells like berries?
I love cinnamon apple smell xD it's sweet and so delicious and relaxing.