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SpecterTheGreat · March 3, 2021 19:54:32

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I need something to recover from this summoning shock lol help

Tripped twice and fell downstairs twice lol this is enough, thank you Life.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 08:43:47

My laptop crashed hard yesterday and I wasn't able to come on here to tell of my stories from F/GO but lol I'm glad this device even works xD

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 08:47:49

I farmed hard enough to ascend my Assassin EMIYA once (with only Assassin embers so :0) xD I lack enough Assassin pieces to ascend him again but I'll be working on that when the chance comes. It was,,, it was suprisingly fun to farm the same daily quest over and over? Maybe it was because I had a certain goal in mind. I think I did it like seven times xD boy am I hopeless or what
On the bright side I collected a good number of Lancer embers too so I'm here hoping I do get Enkidu later this month xD or another good Lancer, at least, because while Proto Cú is good, he's,,, not really the best lol.

Then I'm also trying to complete all the free quests I have so far (SQ mmmm delicious) and I'm halfway done through the Fuyuki ones (still no void's dust drops tho, W H Y) but there was this one quest that absolutely wiped out my whole party and adsklfjhk I just quit then xD

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 09:45:21

Oh yes I got to fight Hektor again xD
Hmmm I think this battle was harder. I should strengthen my Sabers.

Jason looks pretty cool imo. Hmm, I wonder what he wants lol.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 14:21:03

Hans almost at bond lvl 6, gotta keep going.
Idk I've dragged him in my team to almost every single battle I've done xD

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 14:29:51

I'm not sure what's happening to the images I upload online
I mean the pic of Malaika I uploaded looks fine when I see it on my computer, but on here it looks squished from the sides (it messes up the proportion angle hhh) and I do not like that.

Also I might try to resume posting images in full-size (even if it takes longer to load) because the quality decreases a lot otherwise. I've been using larger canvases.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 14:31:33

Speaking of canvas, I want to do a painting on one.
I've had a certain image of a rose in my mind and I really want to test it out with oil paints. After all, I want to learn how to use oil paints.
I asked for a resupply of those paints for my birthday and here's to hoping my parents don't forget lol.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 14:32:55

I'm not sure if I posted the image of the only successful oil painting I've done lol
It's a lighthouse on a cliff on top of a stormy ocean.
Or well, it was supposed to be a clear and bright beach day thing, but I messed up while mixing the paints and it looks like a storm.

Lol so much for following a manual.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 14:35:26

I love oil paints because they're easy to mix on the canvas itself. The brushes slide very well and you don't have to hurry up like with acrylics because it takes longer to dry.

It actually takes TOO long to dry. My painting took like three months for my mom to be able to even grab it lol. And during that time, Jasper left a pawprint on the sky.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 14:37:50

My only joy at the moment is that the sparrow couple in our garden is singing very nicely.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 14:53:09

I haven't baked anything in a while.
I think my family deserves to eat something sweet.

Idk if we have ingredients tho.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 14:54:18

How can my family eat so much dessert though xD
I know other families don't. Then why does mine do? xD
I can and will eat a lot of sweet without getting tired, but I'm not the one who eats the most and that's interesting.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 14:56:13

"Long Live the New Fresh" has been looping in my mind from since I woke up and,,, and it's like the full song.
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SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 14:56:59

I mean the actual version, not the Just Shapes and Beats version.

It's just music but I like it.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 14:57:57

Maybe that's one of the strangest parts of the music I like?
I mean, I like electronic music.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 15:01:26

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 15:10:30

I think this also plays in Just Shapes and Beats but anyways more of my weird music taste

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 15:15:46

I don't know if it's a good, bad, or neutral thing that I've been having such a strong focus on art this last week.
I think it's related to the fact that having a garden as a new thing gives me a lot of inspiration. I just want to draw and draw all day long. My mind's coming up with new ideas from morning to night, and I want to try new ways of painting/sketching. I can see color palettes appearing in my mind's eye and also how to use them. It's like... I never know how to explain it, but it's a very... special state of mind for me. Just pure inspiration. Like a burst of color in my soul. I can also feel so many things just from lookind around myself and from looking at images my mind creates.

I really don't know how to say it, really. It's a dear emotion to me. Saying that it's "dear" doesn't even make it justice. Maybe it's even a "spiritual" sort of emotion. I don't know.

The bad thing that having inspiration does to me is that when I feel very inspired, my academic performance falls down a cliff. Very dramatically.
Oh, and also, my emotions turn into a kaleidoscope lol. Idk why. They're just a mess. Sadness and happiness swirl together. Along with everything else. It's almost like a cacophony, except not with sound.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 15:18:35

Anyways, I still need to continue doing classes, inspiration or not.
Sad.

Lol maybe I'll have time to do stuff later.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 15:19:45

Hah I feel like today I'm not really sounding like myself online.
I wonder why this is happening
My focus is all over the place anyways.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 16:57:19

The OoT Forest Temple theme came on in my playlist and my heart skipped a beat

It's kinda of scary for me xD the music alone gave me nightmares when I played that part of the game for the first time, but then I grew to like the music. It's a weird feeling.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 17:00:21

Okay but the Shadow Temple's music though alsdkgj

I mean I like it now too, but listening to it... while it's very enjoyable to me now, it also feels super scary at the same time.
Lol xD.

SpecterTheGreat · March 4, 2021 23:14:40

Sometimes it do feel like I'm the victim of an Argument Armament hmmm
The worst thing is that I suck at even trying to support my ideas or what I say without getting emotional lol.

SpecterTheGreat · March 5, 2021 01:30:42

Daily rewards go brrrr

SpecterTheGreat · March 5, 2021 11:25:38

I really like the story of Evangeline,,,

Had to reread it to answer some questions and I enjoyed it a lot again. It's just so good,,,

SpecterTheGreat · March 5, 2021 12:49:33

Skdkdsk Idk when was the last time I actually banged my head against something (maybe years idk) but I hate bruises and my forehead is very bruised now lol thanks to an evil doorknob.

ThreePunchAxel · March 5, 2021 13:42:04

doorknob vs specter

who will win

SpecterTheGreat · March 5, 2021 13:44:47

Probs the doorknob xD
I'm not sure if I actually got knocked out or something but I did get too dizzy to go downstairs lol.

SpecterTheGreat · March 5, 2021 13:46:52

I used an Ice Pack and feel better now btw
I'll be fine, dw much about me xD.

SpecterTheGreat · March 5, 2021 13:47:35

Hm from that post I kinda thought a videogame setting xD with me taking out an ice pack from my inventory and recovering 10 HP