The name of the book is I am David and it's supposed to be a Christian fiction book but honestly it's just a really interesting story. 
The main character, of course, is a young boy named David who escapes from a concentration camp in which he has lived in all his life. And he gets away, being told he has to get to Italy and then Denmark. All through, though, he doesn't know kindess but just the cruelty of life and death, and is constantly wary of people and afraid that "They" might capture him and take him back to the camp.
Tbh the theme that really touched my heart is the fact that he's very young and yet he's described as having the maturity of an adult forced into himself he doesn't know how regular people act and he's incredibly happy at the most normal of things such as a country scenery and 

hhhh I'm incredibly attached to David rn and I want to protecc him with all of my might,,,, my heart aches so for him, I want to show him love and how to act like a regular, carefree, happy child. I WANT TO TEACH HIM HOW TO PLAY AND HAVE FUN IN INNOCENCE

Though I've still got a portion of the book to finish and I wonder what will happen to him. I hope, really really hope, that he'll find someone who will take care of him and show him kindness.
But that hasn't really been the problem :/ he just can't believe that people want to be kind to him and he rejects it dkfjhskfdjsfsdkdfskjsjdfk

waaaaaa I'm crying again but I'm liking this book a lot
a lot more than other books I've read recently fsdkfddfkjsdfsdjfs

By now I'm just imagining myself as a teacher to him if I could get into the book's world somehow. 
I love that he values education so much dsjfdskjdfskdfsj I want to TEACH HIM ABOUT EVERYTHING HE ASKS ABOUT and I also want to go through those varied language books in that one library fjkfdskjfdsjkdfs it'd be so interesting to see him interested in the world map 

I really am talking about the same thing over and over here, am I not?

I crave Doritos.

If I could only actually bring myself to concentrate on one thing it'd be great @Brain

The word "brat" sounds wrong when used as an adjective.

I have to admit that the moments with Tere in chat were a bit more than just a little dark.

I honestly shouldn't laugh at that kind of stuff but I'm at the point in which I just laugh at anything and everything.

Playing MC once again lol
Finally made my wheat garden somewhat bigger. I found new caves so ig it's time to go explore once again :D I need those diamonds to get stronger

I have a map now so I'll go explore the overworld more later.

My grandparents are watching a movie aboue Jason and the Argonauts and I'm here listening in like OwO
The version of that movie is similar to the retelling of the story by Hawthorne, from what I hear?
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Still sounds pretty cool. I walked in on a scene and I have to say I like Jason's hair lol

My brother is wanting to join GGaD and I'm like OwO

I gotta admit I'm surprised at the mount of unused creativity he has.
I'm just kinda wondering how he'll roleplay.

I should probably go reply to my notifs but the noumber of them scares me and I know it'd take me a while to read all of them
I'm still angry at mmyself for going to sleep at a healthy hour last night too lol

I'm going to check the wikia later if I have time. 

Past me was so obsessed with shipping and marriage I'm not sure I like this
At least I take it more seriously now lol

"His name is Dian Raug"
...
I was very creative with names, was I not?

I didn't remember him at all lol. Still, Dian sounds like a cool name. Idk.

I wonder if I can get away with the ??? in the backstory section of the extra form for Arlo. 
It's not that I'm mysterious xD I just don't know how to write down my ideas for his backstory in a way that makes sense. At least I can finally use Arlo in something that isn't GIF (since he hasn't even appeared in the story LOL, just tons of planning).

Also why is choosing birthdays so hard.

:/ My laptop refuses to update RR2 and it's been like this for two weeks now...
I wouldn't be surprised if my alliance kicked me out because after a week on inactivity your acc goes into inactive status. But there's no way for me to tell them I'm having trouble with the download. 
I think it might be that the new update is too heavy?