Idk if I've talked about this before but going along with the fact of how I don't like to really group everyone into a category, a detail I don't really talk about is, like, the minorities, but obviously the majority is focused on more.
For instance, for Hitan, he had pretty bad luck with whomever was around him. He was kinda seen like a curse. Kinda for good reason, too, in terms of causal reasoning. And the experience with those is what I talk about more while generalizing his backstory. But whom I don't talk about would be the people who tried to keep him with them for protection and how he ran away from them out of fear for what they could think about him in the future and fears about hurting them too. And that was reasonable too, on his part. It would be rational for him to fear that they would throw him out too after seeing that everything was because of him and to fear that they might be harmed because of him even if they didn't spite him. 
Which goes to show I need to think more about minorities in general, especially for characters who have backstories pertaining to discrimination or, like in Hitan's case, just bad treatment for "most of the time." There were bound to be people who didn't actually care and thus were neutral, and people who were kinder and tended to be more involved, whether they showed it or not. On a similar note, corruption depicted as absolute on a large scale is kinda cringeworthy, at least in my opinion, so I'd like to stay away from making it seem that way.
In general, everyone has different beliefs, and that goes even for people who were in a specific set of circumstances that reared them to have an absolute belief. Atheists can come from the most theistic of families, and vice versa. It doesn't have to be that extreme, either. It just depends on whoever it is.

-Galaxian-

I love how doing homework is fueling Sunny's spite towards humanity

-Galaxian-

You know when you try to do character development but it just turns into angst

I asked a character "Hey if your two friends both fell into the water who'd you save" while expecting they'd save the one who couldn't swim, but the one who couldn't swim said that the guy I was asking would try to drown himself, so the one who couldn't swim would just have to fend for himself while the guy who could swim would have to stop the one I asked from drowning
,,,,,,

-Galaxian-

Learned about weddings coerced through kidnappings
Wiley would love to go ruin "weddings"

-Galaxian-

Rensa's character is me forgetting every small detail about him
I don't remember what instrument he plays and quite frankly I probably never wrote it down.
And I know he plays one but I guess my mind is like "Chinese instruments are so romantic and he's not romantic at all so we're not gonna remember what instrument/s he plays" but then again, @mind, Rensa playing a trumpet is much worse, so remember what hecking instrument the beautiful man plays. He at least deserves that lol

-Galaxian-

Sometimes I wonder what Hitan's dreams are like; I mean, he's not scared by much and he has a really high pain tolerance, so I wonder how those dreams startle him
And I'm saying that with the experience of someone who was murdered in dreams for 2 years straight in the past, so even I'm not daunted by much anymore. I can be unnerved IRL and if someone came after me with a knife IRL (gods forbid, please), I'd probably be scared, but like, in dreams? Idk.
I guess for me my nonchalance comes from the fact that I know the dream things can't hurt me, then. I wonder if Hitan has something going on for him that means that yume aren't actually yume pun intended 100%
I mean, like, Xuqiao gets stressed from his dreams for a similar reason lol idk

-Galaxian-

Okay, so horror story time. 
I was actually searching up bride kidnapping because I had an unpleasant memory of an anecdote. So no, it wasn't the first time I knew about it. I just was surprised by its hecking prevalence across Earth. Some people really deserve to be kicked into a black hole and swallowed...whole. ahaha. My humor gets worse every day. Also, I typed "horse" instead of "worse." End me, 99.67% typing accuracy. 
The horror story happens to be the anecdote! True story, by the way. There was a woman who got kidnapped into becoming a bride. And then she went around and helped her kidnappers (on her own will, by the way) kidnap her sister too. Her sister was mentally disabled to some extent but was able to escape. And that anecdote, lads and ladies and all people across the gender spectrum, is why I hate people who victimize others because they themselves were victims.

-Galaxian-

I keep remembering how cats strut like they own the world sometimes and I'm just laughing because I can imagine Raez walking like that
Hopefully he doesn't keel over in the process lol

-Galaxian-

Lineart eraser would be good civilization

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion wrote:

You might be wondering what that anecdote had to do with roleplaying, but in itself, it doesn't. Not literally, anyways. Other than the part about me hating people who victimize others because they were victims themselves.

I actually believe this was one of the most important parts about the 0RES, lol. They had a pretty messed-up background, but most of them are turning out to be good people. Benigno needs a lil bit of work, but uh, yeah! I need to work on them more, lol. Probably should start by drawing them more,,, ahaha.
Do they need form updates? Yes, but there's not enough for me to update atm. I'll work on it. I guess they'll mostly be writing characters, though. Doubt there'll be much interaction in-RP for them.

-Galaxian-

I've made so many stupid decisions in my roleplaying life, and hopefully none of them will be permanent because honestly,,,
But does that mean I'll stop making stupid decisions in my roleplaying life? No. Look at what I'm doing. Haha.

-Galaxian-

I wonder if Raez would brush his teeth while shaving his hypothetical beard at the same time
He braves the risks of cutting his face just so he can look like Santa with beard in mouth
I cannot imagine most of my characters with a beard or mustache lol I can do it for Rensa a lil bit but like,,, 
fsfdjoJOFDSJOF my mind just said "Galaxian but with a beard" and,,, nO 

-Galaxian-

Anime making my already bad knowledge worse
Spoiler for Yuukoku no Moriarty lol

I have so many questions but mainly this just reminds me of the "If a character is transgender, do you call them by their pronouns before and then change it later, or do you always refer to them with their actual pronouns from the present?" question
The question here is mainly "is this character even transgender in the first place in terms of gender identity or...plot stuff y'know???"

-Galaxian-

Haha I'm sorry but androgyny does not equal being transgender or gay, and I'm saying this because too many of my characters are like that (androgynous I mean) and I'd like for their appearances to not designate romantic and sexual orientation, plus also I am very androgynous and have been since birth so. Please.
Obviously this isn't a current issue, nor is it really a problem per se, but I'm just imagining how the entirety of basically all my characters would have the same label because of their appearance and in general I don't like appearance being an outlet to presumptions.
Fandoms are wild aren't they

-Galaxian-

Tbh I was going to say today that once I'm done with my project, I can respond to RP threads again, but I have an AP exam in like 3 days and I also got scared by notifications today from my teachers posting next week's assignments. Oof.
So, might have to wait a bit longer. To be honest, at this point I can't even remember what specifically I want to do.

-Galaxian-