Pastel elli is best elli

GENDER HAS BEEN FOUND. I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IT IS, BUT GENDER IS FOUND

me, justifying why most of my stories have plotholes if stared at too closely: ...look it's not MY fault my characters go off script and force me to create plotholes to get them back on script. Not like I can control what they do..

WDYM ONE ANIMATOR DID ALL THIS???????

ThreePunchAxel wrote:

well he was locked in eve's basement

HDSHFKSHGKJSHKHFSHG rip animator san, you will forever be remembered -.-

Ok the thumbnail didn't work and I clicked the video expecting a good tutorial and I got that--

I ate a sponge cake and I almost cried bc it was so good and I miss being a kid

Time wrote:

Oh nice hand tip thank you

aren't you still a kid

bsjdnfjshdjf I miss being a child, like under ten years old child when my biggest worry was not having clear glue so I can be cool like the cool kids

Oooh that looks pretty, almost like a promotional image or something owo

MY BELOVED

// rant-ish thingy?





For me, this entire song symbolizes self-harm and depression in general. Perhaps I'm projecting but it seems the character is rushing through life, looking for that thrill everyone talks about. When he finds the thrill (the headless dragon) he chases after it blindly, thinking that's what he wants, but he's constantly being held back, unable to reach. Eventually he decides to give up and end it all, when you've climbed so high you'll only fall just as hard, but at the end of the falling scene before he hits the ground he gets a sort of revival. A second chance. He feels even colder somehow after that. Before his burdens were simply just a backpack but now they've evolved into a full on monster constantly haunting him. We also see a shift when the dragon turns around and attacks him, I see that as the parallel universe where he realized his obsession with finding that thrill was really self destructive. The whole thing about eating life, I really relate because there's so many moments in my life where I wish I had more time to just enjoy it but since I didn't, I rushed through everything. Sometimes I wish I'd just stop and let myself enjoy time but there will always be a voice at the back of my mind saying "rush, eat it all up before you loose it all." and sometimes in order to consume all that you want to experience, you push yourself past your limits. Self harm comes in many ways, the most commonly talked about is physical, but mentally self harming is still a thing. Pushing yourself past your limits without breaks, constantly depriving yourself of sleep and meals to make more time, constantly critiquing yourself and pushing yourself down. I think that's what the protag of the video is doing, and at one point it gets addicting, you get used to depriving yourself of your needs. He ate his own life up so hungrily, both literally and figuratively. He literally ate up his life as in his health and figuratively as in his dreams and wishes. The last line really hits home for me because it's a cry for help. Once your stuck in a cycle of self harm and self abuse, it's really hard to stop. There's a reason depression and anxieties are called illnesses, they're a disease and not just something we can control. I feel a lot of people forget this isn't something we can control, you can't just stop that easily sometimes. That's why we need someone else there to help us, to keep us in check, we need someone to find us and help us.

Getting a gender shift in the middle of rping Marsh is just GGaD!Marsh getting a pronoun change in the middle of the post and me not even noticing it

Waaaaaaaa my qpp is so cute omgggg

art is fun but sometime you lose sight of what it's all for. Perhaps at one point you've felt this high while doing art, this sense of impossible contentment, where you just really really enjoyed yourself. Then you loose yourself trying to chase that high, over and over again. You forget art isn't about making the same thing, it's about uniqueness and variety, that what makes art artistic, it's what make each project fun. This is a reminder to myself to say fork you to having a consistent art style, I can draw how I want, when I want. It's my art, let me have this bit of freedom before I fully commit to one style.

BILLINGUAL KINGS, WE STAN