See, this is why I need to powerscale my characters. What if they're roped into an alternate universe and get screwed over by canon? I need to at least give them a fighting chance. Xiang Yu moment

-Galaxian-

SSA's Horoscope is uncomfortably accurate every single time it pops up

So as you can imagine, I am quite thrilled when I get one that says "DEATH".

-Galaxian-

Also morality question: Is it okay to deadname a guy who is morally quite horrific?
Like let's say there's a guy (a vampire, really) named a synonym of a clown who really wants to wipe humanity off the Earth with a giant spider. Is it ok to deadname him?

I respect that he identifies as a different gender, but I also don't respect him at all. In fact, I want to cause maximum disrespect. And obviously, he doesn't respect humans or human morality, and sees himself as being separate from humans. So is it okay to weaponize his identity against him?

-Galaxian-

Sometimes I imagine the Gold Saints practicing their sashaying (I'm looking at YOU, Milo) every day for that one day where the Temples get attacked

Vilhelm is truly a canon Gold Saint (the other Gold Saints facepalming lol)

I drop shade on him, but Sistema would probably help him rehearse. 
Raez roasts both of them (he then accidentally picks up the habit just by seeing it)

-Galaxian-

Ranking Gold Saints by aura farming /j

Just gonna go through the list for fun.
-Ali: Legitimately practices walking sometimes. He treats it like he's practicing for a play. Anyway, it pays off. His walking is impeccable. He would get hella embarrassed if he stumbled, so he treats it like he's being the face of the Sanctuary. 
-Laurie: Probably treats it seriously too, but didn't quite think too hard about the logic of things, so just treats it as a duty or something. I imagine her putting it as part of her training. Just a warm-up of walking confidently before fighting drills. By the way, Naira finds this soooo cute. Ignore how she reacts like this toward her disciples doing anything that's dutiful or cute lol. 
-Vilhelm: Does it for fun. He just walks like this now. He's the sort of dude who goes from 100 aura from his entrance to 0 in a few seconds once his enemies figure out his schtick. Dion doesn't understand him. 
-Sistema: A natural walker (he could probably master walking in high heels during one of those fashion shows). He walks the walk and talks the talk. But he doesn't actually practice it himself, he just joins in whenever Vilhelm is being silly. 
-Dion: He pretends like he doesn't see the point of it at all, but secretly he paces back and forth trying to figure out if there's something wrong with the way he walks. So basically, he has no idea what the younguns are doing. Fortunately, he's a natural at it in the actual moment (he doesn't think about it), but he vastly overthinks it whenever he sees someone else practicing. 
-Asa: Watches everyone walk around. More of an in-place aura farmer, I guess. Probably accompanies Laurie when he's around her, but otherwise doesn't participate.
-Caelum: Doesn't really get it, so I guess he also watches everyone. I can imagine him helping Ali and Laurie for fun. I feel like he accidentally memorizes the way everyone else walks (their dramatic walks, I mean), so in his dreams, they all walk like that. Horrifying.
-Raez: Natural aura farmer who doesn't need to rehearse. He naturally approaches you with a feeling of impending absolute devastation. 
-Katsura: He thinks it's nifty that the others practice, but he doesn't do it either. Katsura and the concept of approaching you menacingly don't go too well together.
-Adam: Wisely, he knows that something Vilhelm does is probably something that he shouldn't be doing. Adam the wise. I love him
-Mitsuharu: I like to think that he has an aptitude for approaching you menacingly, but purposefully tones it down. He's sorta like if Vilhelm were wiser. 
-Aureole: He thinks he doesn't need to practice, and will tell you so outright. He's kinda right. The dance talent is always there in some capacity, I guess. He always moves in the right way. Now, thinking... what about thinking...
-Lucille: Also thinks she doesn't need to practice. Lol. I can't tell if she's right or not. I kinda feel like she's the sort to jump at you instead of approaching you slowly.

So basically the first 6 Temples take it too seriously, and the last 6 Temples either just find it funny or have natural talent. 

-Galaxian- 

The other day my mind decided that SS Dion is like an adelie penguin, and I haven't found peace since

-Galaxian-

Percival is a godly looper
His damage...is not as godly, but I'm happy with anyone who can allow me to run a farming comp while reaping Bond benefits for Changgong in the front line lol. My favorite Knight of the Round Table for real

Another thing that is ungodly: Unautomated farming. Arknights has spoiled me rotten with 6 consecutive autodeploys.
Yet another thing...mission menus (why have they still not changed those dad-blamed things)

-Galaxian-

It always astounds me how, no matter how much progress I made within the past something time period, no matter how much improvement I can clearly perceive, I always end up struggling the same ways. At the worst times, it feels like I haven't changed.
That isn't true. Is it? Can it?

It's this way for forum!Galaxian too. He changes on the surface, but at heart, he's the same always.
Now, the way I perceive him is wildly different...but the point remains. 

Thinking about it, my expectations were flawed to begin with. I hoisted the expectation of a friendship that by nature was simpler yet purer than reality onto the forumers, and silly as it sounds, I often forgot (sometimes even forget) that fundamentally, you all are also just humans who exist out there. And I did that because in real life, I have never had friends who didn't fade away no matter how much I tried to reach out. There's always a breakdown of some sort, or more frequently, a fading away. Sometimes there's an attempt at excuses, but more often, that is simply that.

That must be why when I create friendships for characters, even a breakup is a tragedy, and thus those fictional couples meet and stay together across universes, and those friends always see each other again in some capacity.
But, I don't even understand what years mean, really, so then, what meaning is there other than a yearning for what might not even exist?
I've always known that change must occur, but it truly can be painful to see it happening when it doesn't align with what I wished. 

-Galaxian-

Apparently there's a whole sub-genre of these pictures just like cat and bunny photos
And my question is:
Why was I not informed of their existence earlier?

-Galaxian-

Logged into SSA after...a while and got bribed with a free Cain, which I appreciate.
Now I have all the Geminis except for Aspros. Screw Aspros. (Defteros would sack me for saying that.) 
I tried to level him and then got booted out of the game by the Surplice trio. Lmiao. Maybe Saga does get jealous (lol)

Also, LC Aldebaran/Hasgard's disciple got added in. He's called Taurus Francesca. Made me do a little bit of a double take because I keep thinking Francesca Prelati instead lol.
We really got playable Francesca before SS AU progress lol. (that's on me, though I'm working on it a little bit) 
Technically we also got an entire Fate/strange fake anime (which was prompting GTA 6 jokes) and playable Francesca Prelati before F/DA AU progress, so maybe I should also start making GTA 6 jokes.
Edit: I Googled GTA 6 and apparently there's a release date now. So maybe I should just give up.

It's really funny how going back to F/GO after playing other games makes you see all the differences lol. Like the utter lack of player surveys, automated farming, and whatever the heck the gacha rates are over there. 

-Galaxian-

I was going to say to forum!Silence that if she wants to get that best friend status back, she should also come in the gacha. But then she would say something like "Who wants to be that idiot's best friend" and I would get weepy on his behalf
Hitan does not care. It's sorta funny. (He ropes others into everything so he doesn't really care what others think)

-Galaxian-

Now I'm just overthinking Hoederer/Ines and then Crescendo/Silence,,, they kinda do give off similar vibes. They feel like they'd be bar friends.
I actually have no idea if Crescendo and Silence would go to a bar. lol (specifically idk if they would by their own volition, Silence would probably go as long as she has company)

-Galaxian-

Dang it, I forgot to mention I got Tiamat from 2 ticket pulls! Very lucky.
I barely have any SQ 'cause I barely play lol.

-Galaxian-