XD Class advantage doesn't matter if I can bash my way through within one hit not me using stealth VS Russian stealth logic XD

My April Fool's prank is believing I can match CEs with servants, the joke is on myself

owowowowowo Chiron <3

April Fools joke: Time changing his pfp

HAHA

-Galaxian-

My mind's April Fool's prank is giving me a mental breakdown for literally no reason whatsoever
Things I haven't done for the past 3 days:
-Look at the news
Things I've done today:
-Actually much productivity
-Made a forum background a repeating series of my favorite :'P emoji (or one of my favorites, anyways)
-Watched probably too many YouTube videos 
-Was literally happy for the entire day up to now with no reason to be otherwise

So why mental breakdown? Hmmm? 

My joke back is continuing to do homework while struggling with the basic action of breathing lol
Also told my mom so the anxiety has spread. Regret (:

This is the kinda funny irony that only reality has. People saying that they value teenagers' mental health and stuff while pretending people like me don't exist. I mean, I guess, fair enough, tyranny of the majority. But it's personally ironic.
The worst thing about this feeling is its lack of justification. The last time I got this feeling, it was like...6 years ago? And something really, really bad followed it. Like it was an instinct. I really hope this time it's just me forgetting some sort of trigger for it, but I cannot remember it for the life of me.
Dang, I just...this sucks, lol. I want one day of full happiness back. I haven't felt that way in a long time. Or at least those days are so outnumbered that I can't remember them. Oof.

To add onto that, I also might have gotten COVID from going out for groceries for the first time in two months, so that was fun. I'm clearly doing okay due to getting all the shots (if it was COVID and not something resulting from my life choices, then I recovered within 2 days), but lol irony at its absolute finest.
I'm trying so hard not to hate bulks of humanity, but man, it makes it hard for me sometimes.
The best part of the experience is that I did order two test kits for my mom and me, so I finally opened it. Only to see that you're not supposed to use it if you're "prone to nose bleeds." Which I am. Prone to nosebleeds and not supposed to use it, I mean.
Why don't people talk about disparities between people not prone to nose bleeds and people prone to them? 'Cause they exist, apparently. At least for me. But oops, I guess. No test for me. Just quarantining and doing schoolwork~ yay~

I'll go back to not breathing and doing homework now lol

-Galaxian-

Okay, now YouTube, stop giving me Chinese war memes.

-Galaxian-

That awkward moment when you make eye contact with that bug on the wall.

-Galaxian-

-Galaxian-

Me, heading over to get a ruler for my assignment: AAAATHAAAA!
My mom, who before this was just peacefully watching a video:
Me, waving the ruler around madly as I return to my seat: AAAAATHAAAA!

The great thing about virtual school is that you can't do this in in-person school when your sanity is slipping, or else they send you to the psychologist.

I sprinkle a lot of random memes everywhere in my words and actions and my mom sometimes gets it xD.
She gets "Padoru padoru" for sure, so I overuse that. Usually right before she goes to bed, to give her the padoru padoru dreams.

-Galaxian-

Thanks to Google Chrome's "Your tabs go wherever you go" ad, I am now imagining my 35 tabs following me like some variant of the Duolingo owl

-Galaxian-

My favorite thing about F/GO's Xiang Yu is how he's like "I will pwn you with my military might" and then proceeds to slam into the enemy and cause an explosion
Which is very characteristic, by the way.
He committed war crimes

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I've been trying to use Servants when I can to try to see if I should get a new Servant or someone at NP 2 with the SSR ticket, whenever that is. But technically I haven't been doing so either, since Enkidu is really underleveled, as is Achilles. Everyone new I summoned is basically underleveled, really. Like level 20-40, depending on their level cap. 
I feel like I should be working way more on leveling Nezha for farming purposes (because technically she's working pretty well even at level 60), but lazy and busy (:
The good thing is that I've used Enkidu and Achilles before on support, so I have a good idea how they work. Another good thing is that I'm actually okay at using them, too. But Achilles probably needs some team-building work on my end. 
Fuuma is now level 70! :D Otherwise, I'm leveling the fake Savior of France (the real one is clearly Osakabehime, at least for my Chaldea lol) and Guillotine Boy for absolutely no reason (since I'm not getting any of the Assassins for the SSR ticket, why not? Not that I knew of it at the time xD). I also got Charlotte's third skill to 8 so I can never use it. Yay.
I did a fair amount of skill leveling in general, actually. Salieri's skills are rather well-leveled if I do say so myself. I don't actually remember who else I worked on in terms of skills, though. I do know I leveled a single skill of Martha's (the Rider) to level 2, which is absolutely nothing xD. Oh, also Alexander's third skill to level 6 or something (from level 1), and then Bang Simp (Bartholomew Roberts) is at 6-6-6, if I remember to use him again. But I can't remember anyone else's, which is fair, since I did it right before 2 A.M., which is when I went to bed. 

Going back to the topic of trying to decide on the SSR ticket, I've worked a little more with Waver outside of farming setups (or rather, I remembered that I did), specifically on harder Berserker nodes. It's part of the Chinese team, actually--Yuhuan, Changgong, and Zhuge Liang. To be honest, if I got Waver, what'd I even call him? Kongming? Sounds way too formal and archaic. Anyways, xD, it's a cool team. Usually I use Mash, Changgong, and Yuhuan, and that works fine, but this team's also nice because Changgong doesn't get pwned on normal turns (I save his Invincibility for NPs), and overall it seems to cover well. I dunno. Again, on the same note, it's not like Waver being there makes the team a lot more functional--if what I'm going for is defensive support, Mash has me covered, even if she doesn't have the critical damage buff that Zhuge Liang has (as well as the extra 30% charge he gives). So I'm not sure. But hey, now I know of potential usage for him outside of farming. 
I also did some looping testing, and I will admit that Tamamo is good, but I fit a support Gil in and he seemed to support basically just as well. So...yeah, will probably skip on fox lady, even though I like cooldown reduction way too much for my own good. 
I still maintain that I probably won't get NP 2 Achilles, because 1) he's AOE no matter what, 2) I dunno, I just think without a Skadi, it probably wouldn't be as good, even for farming and whatnot. 
Also, I'm trying to figure out when Sanzang's next banner is. I saw that Ruler Martha works pretty well as a DPS even without offensive class advantage, so...yeah. Hope Sanzang comes at some point, but I think I will need to reprioritize.
So I guess right now my primary considerations are Zhuge Liang and NP 2 Enkidu, and then potentially Karna. The reasoning for all of these choices are about the same as before.
It'd be real funny if I ended up getting Zhuge Liang after literally everything else, lol.

-Galaxian-

My grandfather to my mom: Tell Galaxian to work harder
Me: :/

I like how this relationship is him consistently thinking I'm a lazy bum, which is technically very accurate but man am I trying

-Galaxian-

Japanese names can be so amusing to me
Like "Fuuma Kotarou"
风魔小太郎 (in Chinese: Fengmo Xiaotailang; the Japanese is all kanji, which is derived from Chinese, so yeah, lol)
The contrast xD "Wind demon" and then it's like "Little son" or something like that. I don't know the direct translation, but xD.

-Galaxian-

Uh Galaxian you good

I am still adamant that the way the worm guy from Huyao Xiao Hongniang didn't just view the other guy as an older brother (this sounds gross in English lol try not to view it in an European context or whatever)
Like yeah you can see that he hates Li Muchen and cares for the other guy (I forgot his name, but his surname is Xiao lol. Xiao Tianhao?), but his expressions while the other guy talks about himself falling in love with her at first sight or the way Worm Dude steps forward right before the other guy's death and makes that sound, like he has something to say, is just kinda...lol. If he were just against the plan in general, he wouldn't be so hesitant. 
I'm just gonna point out how all of this is animated too, lmiao.
Idk, it feels really sus lol :-P. A strange amount of focus on another guy outside of the god-forsaken couple makes it feel a lot less like the third person is just someone who cares for one of the people in the couple platonically. It instead feels more like the third person has feelings for the other guy and was forced to be the third wheel. :-P
If anyone else I knew watched this, I could ask them for their thoughts, but that anyone doesn't exist, so I can say whatever nonsense I want.

-Galaxian-

Plot twist, Bai Yuechu is calling Susu by her name more often primarily because he's afraid she'll actually grow into the Honghong seen in the Nanguo Arc and call him "Stupid Idiot" until old age
because he's called her "Little Fool" for years
Jk of course he's actually calling her by her name more often out of caring and respect :'P

-Galaxian-

For some reason I decided to finish the Lostbelts Prologue as well as start the Shimousa Pseudo-Singularity
Big big spoilers lol

I definitely have a priority list of people to pwn.
Koyanskaya, the freaking priest, Caster of Limbo (lmiao Ashiya Douman's silhouette is so recognizable)...(:
I'm only a little into the Pseudo-Singularity, but I am ticked at what they did to Inshun. Guy was such a cool dude and they...you know, the first rule is to not possess a friend of Galaxian's (:
Anyways, I'll probably hold off the Lostbelt for a while to finish the Pseudo-Singularities. I think there's one more after this? Salem?
But in terms of Shimousa, I'm trying to guess at who the Saber is. It looks like everyone is Japanese in this Pseudo-Singularity, where before everyone was meshed together. So, the Saber is probably Japanese.
Looking at it, we have Archer of Inferno, who's clearly Tomoe Gozen. And then the Rider is definitely Minamoto no Raikou. Assassin of Paraiso is...well, I don't know her True Name, actually. And there's also Ashiya Douman, of course, as Caster of Limbo...so who the heck's Shuten-douji? Berserker?
Lancer is obviously Inshun. So we have everyone but the Saber. Going off the Japanese origin, I'm going to guess the Saber might be the Sitting Master, since he's Japanese.
How does Danzou fit into this? And Kotarou? Please please no betrayals, I didn't level them for that xF.

Btw, saw Changgong in the Lostbelt opening, and Hinako. Hinako is definitely Yu Mei-ren, which means...I'll probably have to fight Changgong and her. Oh well. :')