GGaD » Cosmic Dim. (V. XVIII), You're Correct but You're Not Right

SpecterTheGreat · July 7, 2021 18:16:04

GalaxianExplosion wrote:

I keep seeing the cards as Uno cards :') so it's just me seeing this as Artoria Uno-reversing anyone who's looking at this picture

-Galaxian-

Sooo how does this look now

GalaxianExplosion · July 7, 2021 18:28:29

UNO FREAKING REVERSE CARD HECK YEAH

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 8, 2021 18:06:26

I ascended Ashwatthama to max
This dude is 100% Maximum No Chill
I think he's trying to bond on the basis of us both having the capacity for anger but I haven't been angry since, like...7 years ago. "Angry" means "annoyed" for me at this point.
Ah well.
The no chill meter increases in my Chaldea with every new addition lol.
Chen Gong is like way too enthusiastic about making Lu Bu rampage or something and I'm not sure if I should burn him or not (: I mean, I get he's a good Servant, but I don't want to yeet anyone, if you get what I mean. Also one traitor is enough (not that Chen Gong acts like he's a traitor but history, y'know.)
I'm okay with continuing to get SRs lol. I wonder if I'll get Changgong to NP 2 at some point but I'm not really hoping on it.
Back to Ashwatthama, I'm using him as a "catalyst" for Karna summonings
"Hey Karna, we have your friend here (: and that's not a threat btw (and btw I dunno if you two are actually friends, you just have the same origin ig)"
I do hope I get more chill Heroic Spirits though, rn it's, like, kinda chaotic.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 8, 2021 19:47:11

You know, I think I'm dealing with some emotions better than I did in 2018 and 2019. Can't say that for all emotions, but yeah.
Still, it hurts (the better wording would be "It still hurts" but transitions xD) when you think someone's busy and instead you find out they probably just don't care all that much anymore. They're active in other places, just not on "here," which suffices to show that.
People move on, I get it. Still hard though.
But it's probably better than forcing them to stay "here," where interests and personalities have diverged and conflict is likely bound to occur at some point.

I think the thing I've gotten better at is re-accepting solitude, and accepting that "the closest" will probably never be a description for me outside of being that for one person. Acknowledging it was easy, but acceptance...it's been a process, let me say that. A long one. But hopefully there's an end coming soon, so I can move on to other realizations and processes of acceptance.
The best thing about now is that I don't childishly think of it as abandonment or deception. It just is. They deserve what they have, and I deserve what I have (and what I don't have). It's just that.

To be honest, I was planning to write a poem over this, because it'd be a nice sequel to another one I wrote, but I feel like that's dramatic and a waste of time. I'd rather just say it outright. I'm not angry or sad or anything. I'm...just how I usually am.
As of late, I haven't always been how I usually am, but hopefully that's not such a bad thing, either. Maybe I can take that time to become better.
I need some self-reflection, and surprisingly, DDLC+ is giving me a lot of time to think about more prudent topics that I actually need to reflect upon. Here's to hoping that the reflection goes well and that I do improve.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 8, 2021 19:55:18

It's weird, but I actually enjoy DDLC+ more than DDLC, mostly due to the side stories.
And no, it's not the "genre" difference. It's more just how much each has let me reflect.
I don't recall reflecting much from the main story, but the side stories have hit hard. I'm not particularly keen on explaining why, but I have ideas in my head as to why it is so.
I dunno, I just really enjoy their themes and wholesomeness. Wholesomeness is more of an inspiration thing, though.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 8, 2021 19:58:31

Google: "What does it mean to 'Go Touch Grass' in Simping?"
I'm terrified for some reason
What does it mean

-Galaxian-

Russet · July 9, 2021 00:42:53

GalaxianExplosion wrote:
Google: "What does it mean to 'Go Touch Grass' in Simping?"
I'm terrified for some reason
What does it mean

-Galaxian-

It means to go outside, to tell a simp to go find something else to do other than simping

GalaxianExplosion · July 9, 2021 00:47:45

Russet wrote:
GalaxianExplosion wrote:
Google: "What does it mean to 'Go Touch Grass' in Simping?"
I'm terrified for some reason
What does it mean

-Galaxian-
It means to go outside, to tell a simp to go find something else to do other than simping

So do I have to go outside to tell the simp that, or can I just stay where I am?

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 9, 2021 01:22:01

Somehow I read "Minamoto no Raikou" as "Nintendo no Raikou"
Oopsie

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 10, 2021 14:43:36

Existing off of 4 hours of sleep despite having gone to bed fairly early owo

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 10, 2021 14:53:45

Lol I think at this point it's pretty obvious that even though I say Tushan Rongrong's my favorite character from the series Huyao Xiao Hongniang, in terms of liking and actually understanding/empathizing with characters, that'd be Bai Yuechu and maybe Tushan Susu too.

Anyways new chapter update. Read it when it updated but didn't commentate on it lol.
But my guy be working hard <3 it seems unremarkable rn, his progress, but sfjsuodfsiosjfio keep working hard, Bai Yuechu.
Also I realized that what he's doing wouldn't be worth it in my opinion so that's why he's so admirable to me lol. No matter it's empathy towards Susu or love towards her or other such emotions, it's a motive he clearly is willing to work hard for. And that earns much admiration.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 10, 2021 19:20:24

Chuanyue Xiyuan 3000 Hou should be updating soon too :3
Uhhhh ig the finale is not coming soon.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 10, 2021 19:20:48

Took a nap and got overheated awake yay

-Galaxian-

Time · July 11, 2021 12:38:17

Yay

psst hey Galaxian just wanted to tell you but your mailbox is full

I wanted you to know that there's someone on the scholastic boardhost.

Looks like a bot to me, but give an extra eye, will you?

I responded to it, but lets see what happens

GalaxianExplosion · July 11, 2021 18:38:34

Sorry for the full mailbox thing, lol. I really need to organize that sometime. This is a good place to reach me tho xD.
Yeah, so I'm not sure who approved them? Seems suspicious. And as you guys know, we haven't approved someone like that here. If there's more happening that's suspicious as well, I can go on the Scholastic Forums Group Chat and try to let the administrators know.
Thanks for bringing it up here, by the way, Time and Russet. I usually check the forum every day, but an earlier notice is really helpful.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 13, 2021 00:05:54

I specified some things for the site rules! For some reason some conditions kinda went against logic, though I guess I made them with the thinking that usually, only people with forums-related backgrounds would find the site. But with common sense, while acting, my mind figured out that it's better to have new users respond before approval, not vice versa (in case of spamming). So yeah, technically I didn't change anything, just stuff related to new users' registrations and needed requirements for such.
I'll probably re-read it in half a year and cringe again, lol.

-Galaxian-

Time · July 13, 2021 00:33:16

Ah yes, makes more sense yes

GalaxianExplosion · July 13, 2021 01:12:17

Ok so I was doing ticket summons
I got 3 SRs jfdsuiokfiksdof Ibaraki-Douji two times in a row and then Ana (Medusa as a Lancer)
I am in shock but also laughing because every time I looked away from the screen and was summoning (and then got Ibaraki-Douji), I was eating a banana.

-Galaxian-

SpecterTheGreat · July 13, 2021 01:16:59

You have been blessed by Banana Oni

GalaxianExplosion · July 13, 2021 22:42:17

Andreaskdt (and other corresponding usernames) found their way to the CC forum
Uhhhhh.

-Galaxian-

SpecterTheGreat · July 13, 2021 22:56:14

Is there a chance they might be a former forumer or friend of one?

GalaxianExplosion · July 13, 2021 23:09:55

If they are a forumer, it doesn't really seem like they remember that themselves, and if they're a friend of a forumer, their friend hasn't spoken for their presence. I hope the friend does soon, seeing as maybe Andreaskdt doesn't speak (write?) English fluently.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 14, 2021 02:12:44

It's summer, but I still hate Medb
I know what she said is technically only figurative language but please never call someone else leftovers while calling yourself a gourmet banquet. That's rude and humiliating and goodbye Medb (: (*yeets her like a stone towards the ocean*)

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 14, 2021 02:14:20

And she calls people slaves, of course.
Ushi, we are 500% fighting this woman, no questions asked. Go for it

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 14, 2021 02:16:39

"Do something, Robin!" I shout, while making sure Ushiwakamaru has all her weapons and more just in case.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 14, 2021 02:17:48

"Puppy dog eyes aren't going to help!" I shout, while I hand Ushiwakamaru said weapons from the post above.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 15, 2021 02:07:00

I read "Great Knight Medal" as "Gweat Knight Medal." Cursed. So cursed.

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 15, 2021 03:48:39

Reminder for me to try to spread the word

Rn my mind's cluttered with everything that it shouldn't be cluttered with. Or I guess, I just don't want it to be cluttered. I want to and should go to bed but my mind is so preoccupied that...no. sfjiodsijojuf

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 15, 2021 18:07:28

I just bit my tongue while rinsing my mouth. I have done many stupid things but that's gotta be up there, 'cause who bites their tongue while rinsing their mouth out of all things??

-Galaxian-

GalaxianExplosion · July 15, 2021 18:50:44

Just read "Ginme no Majo" as "Gimme yo Mayo"
IFDSJFOSIDJDSOI

-Galaxian-