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I'm still trying to intepret and find a/the meaning for the lyrics, but even if I don't completely understand them, I just really like the song. Yes.
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SpecterTheGreat wrote:
"When you look at the void, the void looks back at you"
Hmmmm....
This was in the context of "criminals understand the thinking of other criminals".
So apparently to be able to understand psychos you must think like them and that can hurtΒ yourΒ own mental state if not carefully controlled.
That makes sense to me.Β
Okay the quote was cool too xD
But it's either kinda thought-provoking or I'm just thinking too much about it.
It's just that there's so many things to think about from that anime...
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Like, the latest thing that got me thinking was the idea of people getting a cyborg body in order to escape the natural deterioration that comes from aging.
So... yeah, maybe I wouldn't be very comfortable with getting my whole body changed if not for strict medical reasons xD but the thought that "humans are already part cyborg" is interesting. The argument here is that, since we already rely so much on technology, it might as well be a part of our minds and bodies (of course this applies more in a futuristic setting but just think about it).
Tablets, smartphones, etc. People write down their assignments and use their functions for all sorts of useful options and some even trust these devices to help them remember certain things (therefore acting as a sort of extension for the brain). And we use technology to communicate. Doesn't this mean that we're acquainted enough with technology that we trust it almost as much as our own physical functions? Perhaps, then...then it would be just logical that one chooses to enhance their own body for the sake of efficiency.(Let's ignore that the guy who suggested these ideas was a psycho in the end)
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Lol I suck at trying to express my ideas and thoughts xD
Maybe in the future there will be some kinda program to help me with this
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This is going back to some posts and thoughts from earlier but the episodes about the twisted artist girl actually scared me a bit. It wasn't really the "body horror",,, and I'm not really sure of what exactly the thing was that creeped me out...
I do get creeped out when I see the people from the future not being able to tell between holographic stuff (even though they know it's fake) and the real, real horror of things... since sometimes they act with such nonchalance over things like... like....
And sadly, when they actually do feel stress and stuff, society has reached a point in which it's considered dangerous and they end up suppressing what would actually be good and natural emotions.
Society has always been made up of many kinds of people with varying degrees of sanity and emotion and different personalities. Of course I understand that attempting to keep people in a perfect mental state all the time makes senseΒ in theory, but...
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It's not like you can live in perfection forever. What's the fun in that?
The beauty of life lies in faults and learning from mistakes, and letting emotions loose when you feel them...
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Waking up after going to sleep at like 4 A.M. means checking your last posts to make sure you didn't post anything stupid.
Also panicking because I remember being on chat but I can't remember what I talked about at the end.
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My dad ate all the remaining chocolates before I woke up today.
I feel so betrayed.
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SpecterTheGreat wrote:
Waking up after going to sleep at like 4 A.M. means checking your last posts to make sure you didn't post anything stupid.
Also panicking because I remember being on chat but I can't remember what I talked about at the end.
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You talked about HPA!Germaine
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Good for you xD cause I don't even remember what I said lol and I think I'd rather not find out.
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My dad got a grill and he made lunch for us today.
It came out really good even though it's his first time using one!
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I'm getting a free neck workout too because my mom made my hair into a bun xD
It looks good tho. And maybe if I can get used to this it might feel more comfortable.
This is the only kind of bun that hasn't fallen apart quickly on my hair too? Mom fastened it with these things like fancy chopsticks (idk name for these) and it looks neato. I guess they go well with my hair xD.
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I don't hate bimonthly Zoom meetings but sometimes they drag on
And if you think I can sit still on camera for three or four hours straight, you are very, VERY wrong.
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To be honest I enjoy the meetings. I just don't like sitting like that xD and my mind wanders too easily, as always.
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It ended early :D
There was one chocolate left and I ate it xD
I also melted a marshmallow over some coals that refused to cool completely.Β
Life is good sometimes.
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By the way my bun's still almost intact and I'm ":0" because this is a new thing and I am just amazed.
I didn't know my hair could stay styled for more than a half hour.
To be honest maybe the style is suited better for people whose hair is one-length, but I like my naturally layered look xD
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Asdsjldfkg so I got late birthday greetings on this Zoom meeting xD
I also remembered that the two dudes I consider my irl besties,,, didn't remember my birthday .
Well I'm not mad I'm just slightly disappointed.
Also I miss Tuti so much
We haven't talked in months. Like, talk as in talkΒ talk, not just mention "hi please join this link to play".Β
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Oh I forrrrgot to say this earlier but anyways all day long my brain has been quoting incorrect quotes,,, for no reason at all (okay well the contents of the IQs were more or less similar to what I was doing so it kinda makes sense?? maybe???) AND in specific voice tones
And like those tones are not from my characters so if they're voice headcanons whose voices are these??? Is my brain trying to trick me??? What's this???
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A pair of roses from our garden!
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Wow! those are some really nice looking flowers
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Alma is going "<3" right nowΒ
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They are nice! I think my mom has some hidden skills for gardening xD
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I return from playing F/GO
I'm not very far into the London Singularity yet but it looks interesting :3
I'm glad I leveled up my Servants before starting it xD.
The battle against
really caught me by surprise,,, bruh HansΒ barelyΒ survived thanks to class affinity.ΒJack the Ripper
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One of my favorite Servants is in the Singularity too (though not as a Servant)!!! I don't use him to play but I really love him,,,, Henry Jekyll is too nice and he's cute and I love him.
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Adsgksdjfhlsdfk I thought a cover of this song would be hard and well there's one xD
But itΒ isΒ hard, so like I can't find the correct melody when I'm tryina play it.
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I'm glad to have dad at home this week owo
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A random bee entered the house and chased my mom and me around the kitchen xD
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Also asdkΓ±shdfjlkg one of the cabinet doors in our kitchen makes the Among Us vent sound xDDD
It's almost as funny as the door to my old room lol that door made the Minecraft door noise.
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I'll need a catalyst of some sort to be able to summon Parvati.
I wonder if I can get around the apparently necessary bad luck I need to have before rolling a gold-tier Servant.